Sunday, September 05, 2010
Got so much to say recently... I realised I'm v emotional nowadays... Have I grown weaker instead of stronger? I was complaining to one of my colleague about it and tears actually start rolling down... why??? I'm not too sure abt it also... Whatever it is, I told myself I should not be affected by her anymore... I'll just do my job well, and progress and excel in whatever ways... OMG... can't believe it...
Met up with my ex colleagues last Friday... Dinner at Shokudu, and beer at (I duno whats the name of the bar)... its just opp chijmes, in raffles city itself... Haven drank for very long... and I just love the smooth feeling of Kilkenny... oops... Dear is so pissed when he found out that I drank Kilkenny... coz its sounds like "Kill Kenny"... lol... oh~ I didnt mean to kill u...
Sometimes, its feels gd not to be too "sober"... I finally know why ppl leave the company... for the better? or for the worse... I've been asking myself why are they leaving??? But now, I'm also considering to leave... After hearing many stories abt how ppl get cheated... I think so far I've not been cheated yet... Maybe I will someday... But those who chose to leave seems to be happier now... that those why chose to stay (like myself), feels sadder and sadder each day...
They were the ones who fought with me ever since I joined the company in May 2008... how times flies and I'm now into my 3rd year of the job... They were the ones whom I used to fight with, pick up quarrels and at the end of the day, we're still gd frenz... Couples should not work tog, gd frenz shd not work tog... I miss working with u guys... Really... the new comers just cannot fight at all...
Nowadays, I seldom fight with ppl... Have I lost my fighting spirit??? Or my fighting spirit had left with them...
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Feed her Sugar....# ;
