Saturday, September 04, 2010
Been very depressed recently... I'm also not sure why I am so affected by her... But I dreaded going to work... and I have to drag my feet to walk into office... I don't want to face her... dun wanna hear her voice... I simply just hate it...
My boss have been saying... look at her strong pts, dun always look at her weak pts... Got to help her becoz I'm more capable... but when I needed help, who is there to help me??? I can't stand ppl who are selfish, always care about themselves, self-centered, no team spirit... But why are we still keeping her when all of us feel that she's extra... Yes, one more person means one more pair of hands, but those hands aren't helping much... and most of the time, we have to solve her problems for her... Not only dislike her, she's affecting the department, affecting my progress, and affecting other department... almost everyone dislike her... so why???
What is the worst senario? It's to ask her to leave and we (the 2 of us) have to cover her job? Boss won't get someone else to come in? But what if I am the one who choose to leave? Can the 2 of them cover my job? Boss will definitely get someone in to replace me... What difference does it makes?
Everyone of us always feels that the grass on the other side is greener... The moon on the opp side is rounder... I agree that this is not always true... We will not know unless I get to the other side...But this is a risk... Risking myself to move on to the other side and hoping that the grass will be greener... If I found out that its not as green as what I think, then move on again... I believe I am still young, and is willing to learn... It shouldn't be that tough to find a new job...
But on the other hand, if I decided to leave... all the effort that I have put in will go down to the drain... Is it really worth it??? Should I stay or should I move on?
Although I have decided to stay for the time being... to achieve what I wanna achieve... to achieve my aim before I move on... I shall tolerate for the next 6 months and see how it goes... I really hate to be in this situation... I will stand firm that I will not help her unless needed... and if the no one is doing anything to salvage the situation... I'll move on... Since everyone feels that she deserve another chance, and then another chance, and then another chance... I'm not giving her anymore chances..
I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT!!! Just bit my lips and hang on...
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Feed her Sugar....# ;
