Friday, December 31, 2004
Had dinner with Meijun & Dennis to bid Dennis farewell at Sushi Tei... His treat... By right we shd be treating him but he still owes me a treat... He's gg to Shanghai for IA for half the yr... gonna missed him~~~
went to borders to look at some books till abt 10pm den we separate our ways... He's heading home while me & meijun make out way down to Zouk...
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
Last nite was the last mambo of 2004. yeah~~~ tat was fun... juz tat there are too many ppl... its damn crowded... but music was great... We ordered Lamborghini... Its the 1st time i drank so fast... throat feels warm & after 5 min, i begin to feel high~~~ Joined shu juan, jinwei, shi wen & her cousin on the dance floor... had a hard time squeezing thru...
UOB had Gala Night at Meritius Mandarin... Some of them joined us at Zouk... Sze Lin, Junie, Regina, Stanley, Alvin, Chin Heng, Gary and his 2 buddies... we danced all the way up to 3.30am... Zacc came but he didnt join us... coz he needs to work at 8am the next day... After a chat den he went home... I tink Chin Heng is Mambo King... realli can dance with the retro music... Went for supper with them... Chin Heng & Stanley didnt join us becoz they r working A shift the next day... pei fu Alvin tat he is still able to join us till 5 plus when he is also on A shift... Idol sia... Had a hard time finding sze lin's car coz she dun rmb where she parked it... most of the staircase at Grand Copthorne r locked... had to enter from the car park itself... After abt 20 min of search, we finally found it & its actualli so near the entrance of the car park... juz tat its hidden in a little corner... juz nice when we reach River Valley, they already found seats & were waiting for us... I had an egg prata... Gary fetch me & meijun home...
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
meet up with jinli & shu juan at tampines yesterday... suppose to meet glenn but he overslpt... meet jinli 1st at 3pm... waited for glenn at starbucks till 5pm & still no sight of him... jinli called him & he's still slping... He needs to book in at 6.30pm... so we didnt meet him...
Everywhere in town is having sales... so we went down to town... poor shu juan... she juz came back shopping from town & we are dragging her along as well... Daniel & Cordelia joined us for dinner & we went NYDC to drink coffee... Jinli suggested going to Kbox to sing KTV...
Didnt really enjoyed myself at Kbox... Been tinking abt wat happened the past few days... A lot of things on my mind... So stressed... what shd i do??? A 2 yrs relationship & a guy whom i only noe for a month... hai~
Never been so down in my life before... even shu juan also can sense it... Always been very strong in front of my frenz... but this time i was really lost... Everyone was troubled with relationships... frenz ard me all broke up with their partner... Shu Juan even cried while she was singing "eyes on me"... tink chris used to sing this song to her... she was singing it half way thru, suddenly passed the mike to mi & broke down... Jinli, Corde & I were so scared that we didnt noe wat to do... Everyone was kinda down... drowned by those sad songs & memories of the past... why is love so complicated???
Decided to msg Eddy to tell him how I feel... wanted to be fair to him & to prevent myself from making the wrong decision... I admit that he has slowly become part of my life... though only know him for a short period of time... was kinda touched by the things he has done... on the other hand, James is always so cold... He says he's iceheart... but looks like after spending 2 yrs with him, I still didnt manage to melt his iceheart... hai~
was encouraged by my gals to end my relationship with James but was strongly discouraged to jump into another relationship... still... somehow i got the feeling that i will end up choosing Eddy... Shu Juan has the same sentments too... Guess some things are fated...
It was a very difficult choice for me... even worse than choosing schs & courses... its how my 2005 will be like... or maybe 2006... etc... There seems to be an angel & a devil inside my brain... fighting with each other... one telling me this... another telling me that... which eventually I dont even know which is the angel & which is the devil... both seems so correct to me...
Decided to call Eddy... so nice to hear his voice & receive his msg that says no matter what decision i made, he will respect it...
On the way home... been tinking & tinking till dawn... managed to convince myself that even without Eddy, my relationship with James will still come to an end... It's juz a matter of time... Anyway, has been complaining abt James... Guess everyone will be so happy coz they dun have to hear me complaining anymore...
Next is to think if I shd accept Eddy & start a new relationship with him... Or rather, u can say we have already started from the night where he hold my hands... Since it has already started, hope its a gd start...
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Sunday, December 26, 2004
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Merry x'mas to all.. . This yr seems to pass so fast... After x'mas, it'll be new yr and sch is starting soon... But let's forget abt sch now... Enjoy while I can...
This yr's x'mas eve is very special... I went for my very 1st virgin facial... Its so painful... But I nv drop a tear nor scream... Juz ren.... Supposed to be only 2 hrs but it lasted for 3.5 hrs... coz my skin is very sensitive... so its very red so i need to put the cooling gel for a longer period...
After facial I went to meet Eddy, Meijun, Hong Xuan, Shi Han, Glenn, Lisi and Peiwen... We
went to support Amadeus. They are having caroling at York Hotel... but Amy is not around... But still... I've received my x'mas presents from Amy & Jac... Some products from body shop... Love it a lot... I love all the presents I've received this yr...
Dinner's @ Baker's Znn... Yan li joined us after her work... Food wise not very nice... desserts not too bad... i had warm choc cake... yummy yummy... we were so busy sms ppl to avoid the congestion before 12 strikes that we didnt even countdown... only realise it when one of us said tat its pass 12 lready... den we start wishing each other...
Caught a mid night show... Phantom of the Opera... Its very nice... Strongly encouraged to watch... the show is quite long and it ended at around 4... Something happened in the middle of the show... Eddy held my hand... Didnt noe wat to do... was kinda stunned... & puzzled...
I took a cab home with Eddy coz he has to go for reservist the next day... Glenn went off with Yan li too... The rest stayed in orchard till dawn to catch the 1st train back to their home sweet home... Guess I'm already dreaming of my prince charming...
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forever frenz bear from dennis, sze lin, junie, jovis & kher sin
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bookmark from shi han, the choc ladybird from yanli, key chain from eddy, hp chain from shu juan
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from amy & jac
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Amadeus @ York Hotel
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
Had a hard time choosing bolgskin... have been doing tat since morning when i wake up... choose for a few hrs... finalli chose this... At the same time chatting with wei xiong... He is off today... Its been quite long since we last chatted... So muz do some catching up...
Been wanting to start a blog but didnt have the time... Since now got some time... so decided to start one...
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