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dear n i went cycling from my hse to pasir ris park... n i fell down... tink im realli lousy at cycling... hehe... bought the bike for so long... finalli had the chance to ride on it... yeah!!! so fun... looks like we shd do it more often... gd sports... but we ate ice cream n ice kachang there... efforts gone... stayed there for quite some time... looking at ppl fishing... wow... fishes are realli big... but the bad thing is... muz pay to fish... sounds stupid... $50 for 3 hrs... i rather pay $50 n go eat seafood... no need to cook somemore... hehe... but tink those ppl who r into fishing kills time there n to find some fulfillment ba... anyway the place is kinda relaxing n on a christmas day itself... so many ppl went there... esp families... nice place to go for a family outing...

it just reminds me of writing pri sch essays... starting out from "yi ge feng he ri li de zao shang..."

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the veg prawns realli do look n taste like real prawns...

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today is day after x'mas... n its public holiday... as usual... nth much to do... just woke up... decided to log in to plan my timetable... hee... but i cant seem to log into tat webpage... argh...

met up with tang, jiayan, jinwei & boa fah last thu... gina got sth in sch & renhui says she got no mood to come out... anyway the 5 of us exchange gifts... bought a bear for tang n it turns out to be the one tat she wanted to get... looks like i can realli read her mind.... hehe... anyway the 1st time i saw the bear i fall in love with it... coz its holding a tube n i can write letter n slot into the tube... so cute!!!

bought a pair of keychains to exchange... a guy n a gal... i tink its pretty nice... bought it coz some of us are attached... so its comes into handy n for those who are not attached... faster find one n give it to him... hehe... anyway tang got my pressie again... hehe.. n i got jinwei's pressie... a very nice bracelet... but kinda long... but dear says he noes how to alter...

planned to rot at home on x'mas eve... coz everywhere's crowded... esp orchard road... dun wanna squeeze with ppl... but my cousin call me to find place to hang out coz she n her bf got nth much to do... so we decided to go ktv... wow... x'mas eve is realli ex sia... decided to go to kampong chai chee CC coz its much cheaper compared to kbox n partyworld... thou' its not so nice la... but not too bad also.... hehe...

meet up with zacc after ktv... coz he came from his sis place... to pass me my pressie... he bought me an adidas watch... n i feel so guilty... coz i only got him a key pouch... maybe i shd get him sth else...

this x'mas makes me realise something... thou' ppl always says gifts muz be from the heart but maybe value of the gift do matters too... the value of the gift makes u realise ur inportance to the person... if someone is willing to buy an ex gift... it also shows tat he/she values u... maybe im too materialistic... but we're all living in a realistic world whereby everything is being measured... even friendships...

maybe i've grown up... a year older again... n 2005 is coming to an end next wk... so much has happened thru'out this one yr... n the older u get... the more things to tink abt... childhood is still the best time of a person...

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have been slogging in the office... leaving office at 8 or 9pm every nite... tired... but got OT to claim... anyway go hm also nth much to do coz dear is in reservist... but i realised tat i got not much time to shop for x'mas...

went to orchard to shop... and only 4 words to describe... ren shan ren hai!!! haha... there's realli a lot a lot of ppl compared to last wk when i went... and dear spent $200 over just by buying x'mas gift... n tat includes mine too... hehe... bought so many cushions for his colleagues... and we ended up carring 4 big bags of things... all x'mas gifts... tink taka's wrapping paper is not bad this yr...

n i also intend to get x'mas pressie but i cant make up my mind what to buy... everything looks so gd... but everything like buy before one... nth much special...

went back to dear's office to put down the things... coz there's realli too much to bring home... n then mon he'll have to bring to office again... might as well just put down in the office 1st... and i saw dear's bulletin board... n he's still keeping his ex pic... which makes me very mad... thou' he says its just memories but i tink there's more to it... i stormed out of the office n walked all the way to the mrt station when he called my hp to ask me where i m... anyway had a big fight on the st even thou' he says we'll tok when we go hm but i just wanna settle the prob on the spot... no pt bringing it home n brooding over it all the way hm...

he suggested tat we cool down for 2 wks but i rejected... i duno why i rej but this did come across my mind previously... but everytime when i wanna talk to him... he's always giving excuses tat he's tired n dun wish to tok... but i wanna settle the prob asap... i wanna hear what he has to say but he always keep quiet... which i find it hard to intrude... i simply duno what he is thinking... anyway we decided to talk after x'mas coz i dun wan this to affect our x'mas mood... n this coming x'mas eve is our 1st yr anniversary... realli seems very long... n everyone tot tat we've been tog for many many yrs already...

suddenly i feel like there's a cursed... i seem to always have prob in my r/s at the end of the yr... n then i always turn to someone else who happen to come along during this period of time... this is one of the reason why i dun wan to cool down... coz i can be very sure tat the next one who comes along maybe a mistake again... i dun wanna live my life with regrets... i dun wan to change bf every yr during this period of time... n repeat the same mistakes again... but if he's the one who initiate the break up... den i got nth to say...

but which gal can tolerate her bf still keeping all the things tat belongs to his previous gf... at the beginning of the r/s... we may not be sure of each other... thou' i mind but i just choose to keep quiet... but its been a yr n he's still keeping it... i dun see the pt thou' i may sound petty... but i admit tat im not so generous afterall...

maybe we realli did have a lot of differences... in terms of r/s n what we wan in the future... our priorities... n maybe we dun love each other tat much afterall...

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Jovis sits beside me... so i always ask her qns!!! she must have tink tat im damn irritating!!!

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guess what is this??? snails!!!

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went clubbing yesterday... to thumbler... the min age for gals is 23... but tink i realli look old... or the bouncer dun even care... so we went just went in.... anyway i nv bring my IC along... just put my money, hp and cards in my pocket...

the live band there is gd!!! but the music is a bit boring... and the ppl there are kinda old... maybe we are the youngest!!! hehe... tink most gals are late 20s to early 30s... and somemore got businessman... the dance floor is damn small... and i actualli tot tat its a pub instead of a club... but its kinda crowded after 12midnite...

maybe im getting old... or haven been clubbing for long... cant realli get back the feel again... or shd i blame it on the music instead???

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had msd chalet on fri... actualli the actual day is sat... but me n jun tink tat sat will have a lot of ppl whom we duno... so fri will be better... but seems like we kena cheated... coz jovis keep saying fri is for "own" ppl... but who are the own ppl??? haha... we dun realli noe also... but we assume she's refering to junie, sze lin, dennis, kexin... the usual gang... and i noe martin, alex, , lawrence & zacc are confirm gg... as for the rest... i nv go n find out... so by evening... i called dennis and he says he's not gg... & when we got there... we realise tat sze lin & junie are not gg too... aiyoz... so who is confirm gg??? who exactly are the "own" ppl tat they are refering to??? big big qn mark...

left office at 7 plus... and then alex daddy fetch us there... oh no... we went to buy food, and charcoal, and ice... prawns, hotdogs, taiwan sausage, chicken wings, bread, otah etc... tot tat the food are quite minimal but in the end still got some left over...

daddy donated his liquor... malibu, mei2 ju3, vodka raspberry (taste like cough syrup), jack daniel's etc... one big bucket!!! wonder who's gg to finish them...

played poker cards... forgot what's the name of the game... but its very fun... kim actualli lost 6 times and alomst drank up the whole vodka rasberry... but of coz... she's a gd drinker... like daddy like mummy!!! hehe... but daddy always play cheat one!!! & daddy realli has craving for beer... tink he cant live w/o beer... so he bought 6 bottles back... and we drank 4 bottles...

jun became super women instead of wonder women... and alvin ask me on sat morn... tat why super woman nv come to work... haha... guess sooner or later... the whole office will noe...

initialli... me n jun feel quite weird... coz dun realli click with them... and there isnt much space to sit ard... onli mix into the grp after some of them left...

wanted to take pic... but duno where to start from... so brought back my cam with me in the end... but overall... its a nice chalet... left there at 2am coz alex daddy dun let us leave... and i still have to work the next day... tired!!!

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meet hong xuan & lisi with jun on on wed... nv do my follow ups... nv write pink forms... just throw all the other docs in the tray and leave office... meet them for dinner at scotts... ate my fav... default korean beef soup... hot and spicy... but spice until very shiok!!! hehe!!!

haven seen hong for so long... and she's still the same... no aus accent... maybe to us... dont have... hehe... went to coffee club express... as usual... gossiping!!! and drinking coffee... the rambutan freeze is damn nice... took some pics but they are with hong...

everywhere is having sale... and i realise i haven been to orchard for quite a long time... and every yr i'll go orchard & take pics... with x'mas tree... hehe... this yr's x'mas eve dear will be in camp... looks like i'll have to spend it at home...

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Its been a wk since i started work last mon... Did i changed? or everyone has changed? i no longer can get back the feel that i got the previous time i worked here... Guess its becoz most ppl are no longer here anymore... and those who are still here mostly got promoted already... so they are much more busy than usual... lesser time to talk...

im still in office now... coz even if i go home early also nth much to do... so might as well stay here & finish up my work...

meet jinwei for lunch yesterday... coz she's working in tan tock seng... and we happen to have the same lunch time... went to revenue hse to eat... but too bad lunch is only an hr... if not we can chat more... but must meet up again... she's stopping work on 17 dec... but i tink for me... i'll work all the way till 31 dec...

went to jb with dear on sun... with wai leng & her husband... did my rebonding... the hairstylist is gd... unlike the previous one tat i went to... this one realli did a thorough job for me... and i offer to bring him ard sg if he ever come over... bought a skirt from jb... and i realise tat things in jb is not as cheap as i've expected... bought cakes from secret recipe coz its realli damn cheap... RM5.30... which is abt S$2... me and dear bought 6 slices... but when i reach home... the cakes have already melted... but still taste yummy!!! so my conclusion is tat other than food... there's nth much tats cheap in jb... maybe KL is cheaper? but ive nv go b4... probably next time we shall go...

there's msd chalet on sat... actualli its from 8-11... but tink most ppl will go on sat coz there's food catering... and otah... and much much more... feel hungry suddenly... haha... coz martin & jovis keep talking abt buying roast ducks, turkey, 2 kg honey baked ham, chicken wings... and then they divert to talk abt having bbq instead... sounds fun... me & jun may probably go on fri nite after work coz they are having a party on their own on fri... and sat will be everyone... and since we dun realli noe everyone... so we may not go on sat...

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