Today is the 2nd last paper... yeah... one more to go!!!

went orchard shopping today with lisi, peiwen & meijun... me & meijun bought a skirt each... In fact, we bought the same skirt... coz the boss says buy 2 skirts can get discount... & VIP discount card... so tat the next time we visit the shop... we can get 10% off... & we both like it... very nice... liked it a lot!!!

this morn dear flew off to phuket... tink even before i sit for my paper he reached already... but till now still nv hear anything from him yet... wonder if he'll call me from there~~~ nvm... i shall wait... see if his heart is still with me when he's there... but i tink chances not high... hai~ sob sob... got play gf also dun wan le...

suppose to have dinner with dear on wed... but he needs to work OT... so didnt get to meet him... receive a call from teresa... she says Zann ask her to look for models to go down to EC house to cut hair... coz there will be a reporter gg down to raffles place outlet to take photos... and she is scared tat the shop will be vacant... so i agreed to help... thou' Zann onli paid me $15 but its okay... been working for Zann ever since I'm sec 3... whenever she needs help i will not hesitate to help... guess i'm still as sentimental as before... cant bear to reject her... so i went down despite the fact tat i need to study... but i tell myself its onli for a while... meet them at 2pm at office... one yr nv go office le... it has shifted place... and QB hse was being bought over by Earnson Management Pte Ltd... one of the shareholder is zheng zhi wei... the hk actor... chit chat with zann and the rest for a while... Kenneth became the General Manager... and his gf, Zenda is still working there... wonder hows the rest... long time nv see Fabian already... Me & Teresa used to tink tat Fabian looks like the Kuang Tian You in "A Date with Vampire"...

Teresa & I were suppose to act as customers who walked into the shop... juz nice the reporter came & take our pics... but somehow she guessed tat we are from the company... coz she didnt intro herslf nor say why is she taking photos for... Teresa asked her why she is taking our photos... so tat we sound like normal customers... who will let other ppl take their photo juz like tat...

bought straits times the next day coz zann says it will be published in the papers... luckily the reporter didnt put down my photo... dun wanna let the whole world knows tat i went to EC hse to cut hair... and she keep aiming me but i didnt wanna let her take my face... phew! lucky its not published in the papers...

Thu was boring... planned to meet dear before he flies... coz i got papers in the morn... so cant send him off at the airport... and will have to wait till next mon when he comes back... so in total... i didnt see him for one whole wk... but in the end i didnt get to see him again... i duno what he's doing... not meeting me also didnt bother to call me & inform me... msg him also dun wanna reply... call him also nv pick up... i know he's busy with his work coz he needs to settle everything before he flies off the next day but at least inform me earlier so tat i can plan my time... like what time to go back to hostel... and whether to study faster or study slower... wat time to meet meijun & so on... tink he juz forget abt our date when he's busy... and after work he has to go and change currency & go judy's place... he asked me to help him pay his hp bills at singtel but he didnt tell me tat i shd pay at the counter instead of the AXS machine... so i rush down to singtel before it closes... its the 1st time im paying bills at singtel... so i didnt know where is the counter to pay bills... so i juz anyhow catch a salesperson & ask him... he says i can pay at the AXS machine... but i didnt know tat it will take 2 days to credit the money... anyway i've already paid... & obviously i did the wrong thing... but i tink its not solely my fault... its the salesperson's fault... humph!!!

reach hall at abt 11pm... me & jun start packing things... coz sat is moving out... and dear cant help me coz he's away to phuket... so everything has to do it on my own... life w/o bf is like tat one... cannot always rely on him... thou' i know i m already doing it...

He has left not even 24 hrs yet... & im starting to miss him... miss his calls... miss his sms... realli not used to it... hp haven been ringing except some sms from lisi in the noon... jason's sms... & teresa phone calls to inform me of bum's sales at suntec... and complains abt her job today... haven heard anything from dear... wonder hows he... actualli im quite worried coz he went to phuket... but i didnt tell him coz i wan him to enjoy himself... & i tell myself he'll be back in a few days... safe & sound...

Mummy told me sth tat makes me worried... coz her fren says someone caught a strange fish before tsunamis... the strange fish actualli implies tat sth bad will happen coz this fish has nv appear in the region before... after tat tsunamis followed... and recently... someone caught the same fish again... i duno if its the same someone or the someone came from where... but according to her... there maybe another tsunamis... but i tell myself nth will happen... at least for the few days tat dear is out there... hopefully im worrying for nothing...

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Been busy studying... too busy to blog... finalli physics paper is down... passable i tink... can do more than half of the paper but correct a not is another thing... haha... didnt slp last nite... the whole of last nite... juz lie on the bed and start counting sheep... give up after counting to 100... went back after physics paper to take a nap... still tired... yawn yawn! intend to slack today... tml den pia again... "women" also quite hard to read neh...

went to airport to send dear's parents off to shanghai... china eastern airline is damn slow... and all the china ppl... eeeee... i tink i will nv go china... coz i cant stand the way they talk... thou not all if them are the same... not fair to judge all of them the same way... but most of the ones tat i saw are like this... so cant help stereotyping...

had lunch at the airport with his parents & his sis... went back to his place... his sis had some gathering with a few frenz at BLK 85... after tat they went back to drink... tink they are all 30 yrs old... dun look old thou'... but they claim that they are aunties...

dear asked me why i nv meet up with my frenz nowadays... my reply was becoz i got exams & everyone has his/ her own life... working... studying... army... new hobbies(eca) like shu juan & hong xuan... to shu juan, salsa is like an eca to her... tink the kind of passion tat she has for salsa is stronger than singing... quit amadeus and picked up salsa... nice one... she always associates herself with arts... jinli has his bf also... glenn is in army... thom??? duno wats he doing... not interested... wing... meet le also duno do wat... jin wei having exams soon... n busy with bf... keith in army... ppl in nus all having exams... tang is far far away in aus... but she's coming back soon... looking forward to it... yeah!!! oops... do i onli have these few frenz??? maybe tang is right... its very hard to meet up with frenz nowadays... there's always ppl who cannot make it due to some reason... either they dun feel like coming or got held up by sth... or muz accompany bf/gf... we have all grow up... having our own life... but i believe as long as we have each other in our hearts... its gd enuff... blogging is a gd way to update each other of wat we've been doing... get tog... wait till after exams... can play our hearts out!!!

im gg over to dear's place ltr... meeting him after his class...

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tml is chem paper... but i duno wat more can i do... the weather's so hot sia... and ive finish studying chem already... its so boring... and i dun have my labbie with me... using jun's labbie now... meijun... u are the best!!! muackz!!! dun worry... my dear wun get jealous over this... haha...

last sat noon, i was at hm chatting with thom... his nick is "you used to be an angel but now a devil"... so scary... for one moment... i was kinda guilty... & i dun dare to initiate to chat with him coz it seems like the person he is refering to was me... omg... was shd i do??? i was a bit scared that words will get into his mouth tat i wrote abt him & quan on my blog... and now it seems like ppl ard me all knew abt it... glenn, juan, jun, hong xuan, shi han, tang... tat shd be all i suppose... not a lot la... i asked glenn wat i shd do... glenn says the person he is refering to may be quan... coz quan is ignoring him now... i feel beta... n less scared... n he ask me to go chat with thom... see wat he says... pretend to be curious... i asked abt his nick... & his ans is tat the phrase is the lyrics of a song... so i juz say okay... wat else can i say right? but of coz he is trying to say something, isnt it? whatever... whether its me or not... its not so impt anymore i tink...

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this morn is computing paper... it went better than i expected... write quite a bit of rubbish but i hope to get sympathy marks... anyway juz pray hard for a D will do... i dun wanna retake it again... it juz sux man...

been slacking these few days... didnt wan to stress myself up... so wanna relax a bit... went to my cousin, ah teck's pub (99 degress) at merchant sq on fri evening with dear & his colleagues, sally, melvin, keng yong & yati... was quite fun there... dear played pool with the guys... and we sang a few songs... ah teck's waitress juz quited... duno why... so there's no waitress at the moment... only got the "mummy" & william has something on... so he will be late... saw the regulars... as usual... "mummy's" sugar daddy... forever there one... no waitress means i'm the waitress for the night... he shd hire me... im such a gd waitress... but he dun dare la... of coz... my mum will kill him if anything happen to me...

after tat we went to balacavia coz some of dear's colleagues were there... dun understand why they like the place so much... its kinda sian... even sally says so... we managed to drag melvin there thou' he keep saying he wanna go hm & slp... this guy realli make it sia... tink anyone can drink beta than him... went there for a while... den we went to music underground... sally has Europa membership so she can sign 2 person in... & keng yong... duno go where find some lobang tat he & melvin also can go in for free... he noes some VIP's gf... didnt noe he got so many this kind of lobang... i initially tot tat he's very guai one... but he's a professional chiongster sia... cannot judge a book by its cover... hehe...

sat was grandma b'day... i brought dear there... coz anyway my bro foot for the whole buffet... & i'll be damn sian if i go w/o him... i'll be sticking to my cousin & her bf... like wat happen in the past... & my aunties & even grandma also called my mum to ask mi to bring him along... since so many ppl wanna see him... like he's some big shot like tat... so i brought him along... tink he's kinda scared... coz its the 1st time i bring him to see the whole family... my xiao gu even ask mi to intro him to everyone... i tink he'll be damn freaked out loh... anyway even my cousin-in-law also duno everybody one... so why bother?

mummy says i wear till so lok kok... coz some of my cousins wear until so nice... even dear says so... but i got my reason one... for the past few yrs, i've been wearing very nice... den everyone will keep asking me where am i gg after tat... or where did i go before tat... y wear until like this? & people also anyhow wear... so why muz wear till so nice... its not as if we r gg to some restaurant... anyway grandma also nv purposely wear till very nice... even thou' its her b'day... im also not gonna be the limelight... so i ask dear to wear lok kok a bit also... haha... anyway my theory is... the more distant you are from the host, the nicer one will wear... the closer you are to the host, the more lok kok you will wear... coz u 2 are so close already... why bother to dress up? so those ppl tat wear until very nice one are those tat only visit my grandma twice a yr... chinese new yr & her b'day... see my grandma also dun tok to her... coz there's no bond btw them at all... they only noe tats their grandma... is there even that kind of grandma & grand-daugher kinda love? i doubt so... even when we see each other... we juz smile at each other... thou' we are of the same age... & we used to play tog...

im using meijun's labbie now coz my bro took my labbie to camp... & she's zzZ now... i got nth to do... dun realli feel like studying chem... i guess this exam i'm over confident... for all the papers... or izzit tat my expectation is lower... last time i aim for an A or a B... now i juz hope i can pass... i juz feel tat i'll noe how to do when the paper comes... so far everything's okay...

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Dear got my labbie fixed... so happy!!! actualli its his colleague who fixed it up for me... his name is so cute... Teo Ha Ha... coz he everyday hahaha... how nice it will be if everyone can be like him... everyday hahaha... isnt it? i also wish so... but i cant... coz my exams are coming... 1st paper is tml...

gg back to hall already!!! =(

the battle is starting!!!

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Do not install any window xp 2.0 or do any updates on tat... it will crash ur comp... & tats wat happen to me... itchy fingers... sob sob... gg to bring my labbie to fujitsu to ask them to do for me... since its still under warranty...

went to temple yesterday with dear... coz its chu yi & to pray loh... since i haven go there for quite long... shop ard... to see pendants... dear bought another pendant... quite nice... though i dun realli noe wats the real nice... but to me as long as its pretty, nice colour & unique... its nice... haha... though this isnt the way to judge one... tink im too superficial... onli look at the appearance...

went to mustafa centre with dear & his parents... they wanted to buy a digicam so tat they can bring to shanghai to take nice nice pics... i tot of lending mine to them but dear needs it for his phuket trip... very dui lian... its the 1st time tat i go mustafa centre... its near/in little india.... i tink i went once b4 in j1 to buy sari with the choir gals... cant realli rmb actualli but it looks familiar... & the smell... of ah nehs... & ah nehs walking ard... rmb me of tat ah neh (my mkt grpmate- ravi)... they bought a panasonic limux cam... a bit too thick for me... but tink they find it alright... dear bought a shirt... not ah neh shirt definitely... dear drove me back to my hall to take the recovery cds for my laptop... while his parents are shopping ard for the cam...

wanted to grab something from there... but its ah neh food everywhere... so in the end we went back to bedok to eat... guess other than roti prata & curry... we dun realli noe wats ah neh food all abt...

we went to print the photos tat we took on dear's b'day... dear's mum is soooo cute... she's so happy tat mummy says tat she's pretty & his dad looks quite young... & she keeps commenting tat the cake was very nice... wats she hinting??? anyway i told her tat whoever's b'day i'll buy emicake for him/her... wat shd i buy next? choc? or buy back tiramisu?

there's earthquake today again... at sumatra... ritcher scale is 7.3... and sg also feels it... places like chai chee, bedok & toa payoh are affected... wonder if sg flats are realli tat strong...

sometimes i feel tat watever i said to dear seems to be rubbish... or he juz say... yah yah... hmm hmm... juz to fu yan me... but in actual fact... he's not even listening to me... am i too sensitive? i duno~ maybe im too stressed out these few days... and the more im stressed... the more i dun feel like studying... how how? but when i was chatting with him last nite... i old him to wake mi up at 8.30am & he juz keep "mmm mmm" so i tot he says okay... but my instinct tells me tat he's not listening... duno wats on his mind... duno wats he doing... maybe i juz dun understand him... anyway i decided to test my instinct... so i ask him... "did u hear wat i say?" & true enuff... he doesnt noe... woman's instinct are always the most accurate one... wonder if this actualli happen how many times le... or most of the things tat i told him he juz on ear in & the other ear out???

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had my last lesson today... computing lecture... ended at 1.30pm... den i left sch to international plaza... went to wait for dear to knock off... in the mean time to study... went to coffee bean & stayed there for a few hrs... ordered a large glass of latte... a hot afternoon in a cafe drinking latte & studying... not a bad afternoon thou... looking forward to 5.30pm... coz its the time when dear knock off... get happier whenever i look at the clock... coz i noe i am a few minutes closer to 5.30pm... came back for dinner with dear...

managed to study some chem today... gg to study mkt le...

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yeah!!! very happy today coz got back my grade for oral presentation for effective communication & the tv critique... tv critique wasnt very nicely done... got a C.. tink we nv realli ans the qns... but the pts are there la... & my oral presentation got a A... meijun & shi xin got a B... actualli i tink shi xin is very impressive... coz she didnt even take the script... and she managed to memorise the whole speech... word for word... exactly the same thing as when she is practising with us... and me??? go there & forget speech... in the end i keep looking at my flash cards & try to look at patrick & the rest... i tink the most impt is to look at patrick... thou' he say dun have to look at him... juz maintain eye contact with the audience... anyway i duno how i get A... but Yoke Lim they all keep saying i got A coz patrick likes me... i dun deny tat he tend to be a bit biased towards me... or rather he has the impression that i am the more outgoing one... he even tell the whole class tat he can see tat i am enjoying the lesson on his very 1st lesson... make me so paiseh... anyway teachers always say they are not biased... but i can say all teachers are biased... so in order to get gd grades... teach u one thing... try to curry favour to teachers... esp towards male teachers... muz blink* blink* at them... but i nv do tat to patrick ah... but somehow he does have some liking for mi i suppose... but i hope its realli becoz i am gd... btw the kind of like tat im refering to b

was chatting with thom last night... feel so distant towards him... duno wat to tok to him abt... onli noe he went to cut his toe nail... can i call it a minor operation??? so he's on mc... and i tink i dun even care... y??? m i realli so unfeeling??? anyway i have the sudden urge to expose him & quan... wanted to ask him... but i still dun dare... how shd i put it??? "thom... u & quan are gays right?" or "thom... are u a gay?" or "thom... u claim that u like shi wen & shi han... its all juz to cover up right?" hai~ i juz cant bring myself to ask him... guess he'll be damn sad if he noes that i asked abt it...

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very sad today... i tot if i study hard for computing... i will at least get a pass for exams... but after today's quiz... i tink i got not much hope... sob sob... its so hard... and the quiz is open book one... but i also duno how to do... even with the book on my hand... omg... help help!!!

juz got back to rm not long ago... stayed in sch to study after class... hungry now... cooking dear's fav kim chi noodles... huiling juz came to our rm... she's gg to jason's rm to study... is there sth gg on btw the 2 of them??? hehe... i used to tink tat huiling likes him... but she has a bf le... anyway she's a nice gal... but jason is not a nice guy!!!

Huiling was saying she noes tat me & jun will be applying back the same rm... so she dun wanna fight with us... coz her pts is much higher than ours... & if she apply, me & jun sure lose to her one... and she blunted sth... she dun dare to continue saying coz she noes she shdnt say tat jason actualli suggest tat she apply for our rm... tat idiot!!! some fren he is...

Keith called me on sun nite... and he told me a big big news... actuali not very big also la... coz i expected also... & shu xiang msg me the other day abt this also... anyway im still deciding whether to believe a not... thou' keith wont bluff me one... hai~ thom & quan are gays!!! add 2 more ppl to my gay frenz list onli... nth much... but the pitiest person is shu xiang... i dun dare to tell her... coz i duno if she can take it a not... but quan maybe a bi la... he loved shu xiang so much... & she loved him too... how will she feel if she noes tat quan is a gay... & his gay partner is actuali thom... i shant say who confirmed it one... but the person who confirmed it wont tell lies too... and this person used to be with quan b4 quan goes with thom... so now i noe why me & thom's frenship will end up like this... & why thom chose quan instead of me at that time... tink love & frenship... everyone will choose love... me too!!!

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Dear cutting his b'day cake! 

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Dear's family & me!!! 

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Dear & me... 

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The pendant tat i got for dear... he made it into a keychain... 

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Dear's b'day present... from top left clockwise... the cd that i made for dear... giorgo armani perfume... the pendant... judy's tie & cuff links... 

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Happy B'day to u!!! Dear's B'day Cake! Nice right?  

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i tink this guy's hair color is so damn even loh...how did he do this??? anyway i took it secretly during a lecture... tink its maths lecture... its so damn boring & i brought the wrong lecture notes... & he's juz sitting directly in front of me... & guess wat??? his fren is equally funny... he's squeezing pimples... yucks!!! go hm & squeeze la... shd have taken the pic as well... haha... and he happen to be hwee ying's fren... how come she got this kinda fren???

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i'm back in hostel again... sob sob...

i was woken up by mum's alarm clock at 6am... and den kor's phone call follow by daddy & mummy's voice... "wake up... wake up... 6.30 already!!!" so i got woken up by them in this manner almost every fri... n sometimes sat... hai~... wat to do? unless i shift out!!! after i woke up... couldnt realli slp anymore... so went to the living rm... n mummy was so excited tat kor's fish start eating... it haven been eating for the past one wk ever since it shifted "house"... guess there's not enuff oxygen in the water or tat the temp was not correct... kor put in extra pump into the tank & turn on the heater... and it started eating already... so nice to see tat its back to the norm... we were so worried... its like kor's bao bei...

anyway i was excited abt dear's b'day... duno y... i tink i got excited easily... esp special ocassions like dear's b'day... my b'day... chinese new yr... & so on... so i will wake up damn early... so this time round, its the norm... try to read some computing but its so sian... went to surf a bit of the net... chit chat wif juan a bit... n blog a bit... den its already 10 plus... need to get ready to go chinatown to auntie judy's place... didnt intend to tell dear tat im gg... if not he'll sure noe wat i will get for him... so i went secretly... juz told him i gg out... n he keep pestering me...

i didnt noe auntie judy open her shop so late... or its lunch break... so the shop was closed when i was there... abt 12.15pm... saw xiao bin inside the shop but i dun dare to knock the door... coz i tink he may not recognise me... or he may even ignore me... i decided to walk ard... n this guy from a shop keep looking at me coz i tink i pass by the shop many many times... so boring... wat time will she be back??? omg... den i tink of juan... so i ask her to call me... n we chatted till 12.50pm... lucky got juan... thanx babe... she used to call me to chat wif her while she's waiting for chris... so now its my turn to turn to her for help... i noe she wont turn me down one... hehe... was walking rounds n rounds... den finally she's back... im so happy to see her... she didnt expect to see me there coz dear told her tat he's not gg... but he's not gg doesnt mean i'm not gg... i purposely go there to look for dear's present... coz its so hard to buy his present... realli cracked my brain... wallets??? he already has one n he juz bought a new one... watch??? juz bought one for V'day... and he has so many watches already... shoes & perfume... ppl say not gd to give... bracelets??? he dun realli wear... necklaces??? he onli wear his pendants... wat else shd i get??? den i tink of auntie judy... since he likes pendants so much... & its his collections... & i noe she sure noe wat he kind he likes... she recommend a "qi ling"... the stock came in 3 days ago & it seems like it has overwhelming response... the one i got was sort of the last one... its made up of bronze, silver & gold... the guy who happened to be there bought a pair... & the other one was being ordered by someone else... and the other guy who came after me bought one silver one also... since everyone likes it so much... n it symbolises luck & wealth... so it shd be quite gd as a b'day gift... tink dear will like it... & she's so nice to wrap up the present for me... she bought dear a tie with a pair of cufflinks... purple colour one... very nice... she asked me to pass it to dear for her... actualli didnt wanna tell dear tat i bought the pendant from her... but i guess he shd be clever enuff to guess so... & most obvious... i got her present with me... she told me to bluff dear tat i was at orchard shopping when i was at her shop & dear called to ask where am i... hehe... i guess i dun realli noe how to tell lie... coz watever he says i also "yah"...

i ordered a Tiramisu cake from Emicakes... i tink so far of all the bakery shops I've visited... Emicakes is one of the best... better than bengawan solo & prima deli... & i tink dear's parents will like Tiramisu... actualli wanna ordered choc one... but i guess they prefer Tiramisu & choc cake is so normal... duno if they like durian a not... anyway the cake was quite gd... lucky its gd... at least they find it nice... tats the most impt thing... & dear likes it too...

we had dinner at moon fish... the other time we went... the food was better... this time round wasnt tat fantastic... missed my black pepper prawn... its so yummy... dun realli like tomato spagetti... coz its too tomato-ish already...

i submitted my so-call "fantastic" ppt to dear... its actualli one of his b'day present... but it doesnt appear as fantastic as i tot it would be... so sad... and the expression on his face was... "its juz a ppt slide... with photos... and a stupid story line abt a gal & a guy... nth fantastic... juz the usual ppt slide... with some music effect & anime..." Sob sob... heartbroken le... not gg to do this kind of stupid thing again... anyway when i was doing it... I also feel stupid... i was telling meijun tat its the most stupid thing i've ever done... realli impressed with myself for doing the ppt... but feedback wasnt very gd... maybe he juz give me 60%? or even fail... expect him to be very happy & touched... but he nv say anything much... expect "aiyah... its the usual story with lots of pictures right?" wat else can i say??? meijun was telling me... "u will only do stupid things for the person u love... so its not stupid... " but i guess i'll nv do it again... thou' jermaine says "Ur bf is so lucky to have u..." hai~... disappointed!!! SAD!!! FEEL STUPID!!! SILLY!!! wat else ah? sorry vocab limited... hehe...

actualli wanna go somewhere else with dear after dinner... hope to spend the very last few hrs of the day with him... haven been spending time alone with him... but we have to go back to cut the cake... but its okay... i tink to him... family is the most impt to him... maybe i'm 2nd? or even 3rd? but i guess it isnt a bad thing... it may be his gd pts... tats wat i like abt him right???

omg!!! juz finish chatting with dear... he's slping now... & auntie judy tell him my most embarassed moment... i realli feel like digging a hole & buried myself into it... argh!!! so dui lian... it shd be btw me & her right??? but anyway dear noes... lucky his parents dun noe... if not i realli duno where to hide my face...

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today is dear's b'day... HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY!!! been busy all these while with projects & quizzes & exams are coming... tat i didnt realli have time to buy dear's present... tink im a bad gf... sob sob! gg to get him sth ltr... im not gg to say what is it 1st... juz in case he visited this blog b4 i see him ltr...

haven been blogging... practically, i spend the whole wk preparing for presentations... had my effective communication & marketing plan presentation on thu... tink effective communication was a great one... patrick likes it... & he even want us to send him our ppt slides... at least our efforts are paid off... and joanne also says she wans the ppt slides too... marketing... was quite smooth... but the teacher asked us a lot of qns... anyway i dun realli care abt marketing... coz the teacher sux...

i still one more ppt tat is not presented yet... didnt noe doing ppt was so hard... esp to do a gd one... spend the 2 whole evening doing one ppt slides... but i guess tats the most wonderful ppt i've ever done... realli proud of it... got music somemore... but tat one haven submit for approval yet... muz see how much i can score... but i send it to jermaine to take a look... he says its 100%... even w/o the music... so nice to hear tat... but still muz see if my examiner likes it... if he also tink its 100% den its realli 100%... but to me... i've already given myself 75%... very bhb right???

i dread studying... sian man...

did i offend ppl recently??? had some mysterious person chatting wif me on msn & sms... shd be diff ppl... but who will give my contacts away juz like tat??? anyway the person on msn claims tat he is peter & he got my contacts from darren... the 1st thing i tot of was... darren again... a leopard will nv change his spots... & he's darren's navy mates... anyway dear says he duno who is peter... & the most weird thing is darren also claims tat he duno any peter... but dennis & jermaine rmb him... & they says darren & dear shd noe... wats this all abt? who is telling the truth now???? anyway dennis ask me to be careful... i also tink i shdnt get involved in this kind of messy thingy... anyway tat guy is up to no gd... i've blocked him already...

and the sms thingy... i tink james was behind it... he juz sms me & ask me how am i... but it was an unknown no. i ask him who is he & he said tat he's someone who likes me... cant be bothered with him... nv reply him but he msg me to ask if i have a bf... very unfriendlily... i told him i dun see the need to tell him... and the worst thing is he says "Janice, i saw u with ur ex... i tink i'm better than him... lets make frens 1st... k?" anyway i dun see the need to entertain him any further... there's nth more to tok abt... im quite definite tat its him... i've been with him for 2 yrs... and for the past 2 yrs... he's been knowing me as "janice"... all the parcels he sent to me all wrote my name as "janice"... who else could it be except its him... anyway i dun wanna to have anything got to do wif him anymore... im very happy wif my present life... thou' i saw him at adidas sales the other day... i guess he saw me too... maybe he wanna noe how am i w/o him... i'm great!!! surviving very well... actualli if i dun see him i dun even rmb tat he still exist...

anyway chris called shu juan these few days... i tink shu juan still loves him... but the prob is... she's changed & he did not... still as ungentleman... still as stingy... & shu juan even wanna get close to him so tat he can buy things from america back for her... wake up ur idea gal!!! there's no free lunch in this world... maybe there is... but definitely doesnt apply to ppl like chris... anyway his aim was to ask her for help again to chk sth for him here... & tat he wanna patch back wif her... maybe if he'd learnt his lesson... shu juan may consider... but too bad... he's still the same... maybe few yrs down the road when he learnt to grow up... god noes wat will happen??? but for now... shu juan still has eyes on this guy, KYO... duno ask me y his name is like this... i tink i asked shu juan b4 also... but tink no ans yet... maybe he himself also duno y his mum gave him this name... haha... anyway chris wrote a long email to tell juan how he feels... & he even says shu juan wasnt understanding at tat time... so he chose his frenz than her... but wat makes him comes back again? tink shu juan also did some self-reflection... i tink both parties were at fault... coz the tome tat they talked to each other wasnt very gd... if one party started like this... the other one will follow suit... in the end... its unhappiness ending & cutting off the lines... wats the pt of chatting then if everytime u chat, its like this??? he claims tat he wasnt making use of her but all of us tinks so... are we too sensitive or is he lying? anyway they've somehow ended... shu juan is leading a very wonderful life right now... juz tat she haven found her prince charming... jia you!!! go n seduce KYO!!! hahaha

okay... im gg to get change to go out... duno wat i shd wear... having dinner with dear & his family in the evening... muz wear more presentable...

 - Feed her Sugar....# ;