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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

im so drained out today... one paper last nite, one paper early this morn... dear fetched me home from sch last nite... reached hm at 9pm... and slack till11pm... study hrm till 12 den slp... been so long since i last slept at 12... consider early for me... wake up at 4am to study... and den slp again at 5am coz the words doesnt seems to flow into my brain... or rather they flowed in, then flowed out...

i realli cant study this kind of paper... no matter how many times i've read it, i juz cant rmb... lucky i still can rmb my engg mod... why muz i take HRM??? in the end i finished the paper in abt an hour... and try to crap a bit more for 30 min... left the hall at 10.30am... and ate breakfast alone in can A while waiting for jun... i tink im not the onli one who cant do the paper... coz ppl ard me all have blank pages also... guy beside me seems to write onli one sentence per qn... hope there's moderation... i juz aimed for a pass...

juz came back from tuition not long ago... tink i still lack slp... maybe i'll slp early tonite too... shall study the whole day tml... im already having the feeling tat thu is the last paper... but still got one more next thu... sigh~ but i can relax a bit after thu liao... yeah!!!

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

counting down to exams??? nope... im counting down to the end of exams... 2 more wks and im done and over with it... i shd start planning what to do for holz... but then, no money, plan what shit???

anyway im happy tat ms 3002 is finalli over... the scariest paper and also the paper tat ive been working very hard on... not tat bad afterall... but still duno if its correct... and im glad tat my calculator didnt gif me prob like joreen... luckily im beside her...

begin slacking already... thou its exams marathon next wk... i juzhad tuition marathon today... 6 hrs of tuition... 3pm all the way to 9pm... one after another... but i hope my money comes in too... hee...tight and tigher pockets...

SK jewellery sent me a $50 voucher... and also an additional 10% one... anyone interested??? i can forget abt diamonds this yr... shall make do with what i have... haven tot of what to do for my b'day...

read thru' a bit of mb 363 and trying to figure out the sensitive analysis...finalli i got it thou' i may still forget again when the day comes... i keep telling myself i love studying!!!

i wanna vent my anger on some stupid ppl like jonathon... he's the loan adviser for XXXXbank... and he's supposed to send a courier to my hse to collect some doc tats quite urgent for edwin... but then i've got it ready n he say he'll send the courier over... waited for the whole evening anf still didnt see him... i mean mummy waited... coz i went for tuition mah... and the courier came at 8.30pm... and best is mummy's out to buy bread...

1. why muz she buy bread when we're all not gg to work or sch
2. she nv tell dad abt the doc
3. she forgot all abt the doc
4. courier came n look for janie
5. my dad dun even noe im call janie
6. my dad nv even call me to ask me/clarify
7. mydad tot tat the person looked for the wrong hse
8. the person nv even call me n say he's at my hse
9. why did he come so late at night
10. why didnt the courier called jonathon
11. i nv hear from jonathon even till now
12. the form suppose to reach melbourne by 30 apr and today is 20th
13. tml is weekends liaoz
14. im still tinking if i shd call jonathon

btw this jonathon called dear and tell him he'll be blacklisted by all the banks if he dun pay up the money and plus interest and 3 mths of fees, its close to 1k... didnt things been settles long ago??? and dear created a big hooha over the phone, and then back home... and what has this whole thing got to do with me? im juz helping edwin to pass the money to his mum...

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

im quite happy today... juz completed ms 3002 pass yr paper... (read thru & trying to predict qns)... accomplished ms3001 (ceramics) and ms3002... but of coz not in details... trying to make up for the weekends... thou' im still restless today... tink the more i slp, the more sleepy i am... ... anyway tml is wed... and my ms3002 is on thu... morning somemore... planned to study mb 363 and ms 3030 but onli scanned thru past 2 of ms 3030... and the paper's kind of theory... who says its common sense??? and no model ans given... sob~

looks like i dun have to slp again tml nite... i shall start mugging for ms 3002 tonite... so i can i can slp early nite...

but the thing with me is i cant slp well, or rather slp at ease when i have paper the next yr... juz keep thinking tat im not well prepared... but the more i study, i'll have info overloaded... and mixed up everything...

im rather worried for next wk... grandma's b'day on sun, and mb 363 on mon evening, ms 3030 on tue morning... by the time i reach hm its like 9plus in the night... how to study??? i'll be half dead by then... hopefully dear will go n fetch me, but tat lazy bum... tink he'll rather slp ba...

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Monday, April 16, 2007

i was realli realli sick for the past 2 days... got slightly better today... means tat i haven been studying for the past 2 days... headache, diarrhoea, cramps, vomiting... i cant even tell the diff btw cramps and stomachache... i onli noe its pain pain pain n i couldnt even get out of bed or do anything else... except slp...

already behind time for revision n now im even more behind time... counting the no. of days left and the amt of time i have for preparation juz scares me off... but still not much mood to study... still very tired and my head is still aching now n then... i muz reali admit im old, coz i used to be jumping ard when i was having headaches, and nth stops me from getting out of the hse... but now... it took me so many days to recover... sob... maybe fri the 13th reali isnt a gd day afterall...

1st i woke up early in the morn to go sch to see prof Lu, but then the project tat i wanted was being taken... wasted trip... so i travelled back home, den was caught in the stupid rain, which i tink was one of the cause of me falling sick... plus been eating oily food tat may have caused my stomach upset... i realli cant tink of anything else tat will cause me into this state... horrible me... maybe its time to clear my bowels... haha... and eat some healthy food... like plain porridge n biscuits... n milk... n fish...

maybe its a gd way to go on diet... haa... but im still aching all over... hindered my revision... sob!!! hope i recover soon...

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

I'm so stressed out... and dear still give me so many probs to tink abt... why cant he juz let me conc on studying 1st... i wanna study and not tink of other things... im so tired and drained from all those fights...

izzit true tat guys and gals tink differently??? or izzit juz tat he's quite special??? or rather the odd one out... i realli feel tat i dun understand him anymore... maybe i dun even understand him right from the start... i hate to discover things on my own, den get the shock on my own... hai~ i need time to recover from shocks!!!

i dun understand whats ms 3002 abt... all those equation looks so foreign to me... is this the result of skipping tutorials... hai~ 2 quizes this wk... and exams next wk... so soon...

i juz feel like... dumping everything and have a gd slp... which i juz did it... why cant i slp forever???

oops... i haven load the pic for last sat's outing... i'll load it tonite if i have the time...

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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Jason's cousin signed their baby up for this video contest. sooooo cute!!! but too bad i cant view the video... dun why... but i tink all babies are cute... haha...

log on to http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/wonderbaby/vote_oops.php and view under "HOw do i get into the box?? by Wan Yi. Please cast ur votes k? one person can only cast one vote. get ur family and friends to view the video and cast their votes for this adorable, future hunk!!!

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