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Sunday, July 31, 2005

dear went bangkok this morning... flight is at 8.30am... so didnt send him off... too lazy to wake up so early on a sat... anyway he's gg with his family... so i go also extra... one person go den must one person come back... hehe... anyway he didnt wan me to go too... he called me from the airport before he fly off...

went to make my student pass yesterday... took a pic... not very nice... but i dun care... can make can already... if not they will use my sec sch pic... so ugly... eeks... went to airport alone... coz dear have to finish up his things... and i just bought my concession stamps... so must make full use of it... hehe... which means i can travel to anywhere i wan!!! yeah!!! bus concession is unlimited but mrt is only limited to 4 rides per day...

was tinking of gg to dear's work place at tanjong pagar to wait for him to knock off... but i decided to drop at tenah merah to go airport... coz wanna see aeroplane... but the viewing gallery is till under reno... nealy lost my way there... haha... i realli has no sense of directions...

meet dear for dinner... haven seen him for the whole wk... busy with sch... & he's busy with his work too... busy entertaining his customers...

completed my puzzle last nite... keep telling myself tat i need to finish it... haha... tink i finish it at 2plus or 3 am... the blue color parts realli damn hard to do... took me 3 days to finish... frame up already but dont noe where to hang it... tinking of getting another one to do... maybe 1000 pieces??? den hang it in dear's rm... 1000 pieces got more designs... hee... maybe tml i go & buy..

try to study business finance... bought the tb from jason... so nice of him to sell to me at $15... he bought the bk for $32.50... tot he'll wanna sell at maybe $20? but he is willing to sell me at $15... i wanna pay him more he also dun wanna take... he says he'll pass me his notes as well... realise its really hard... the tb is very hard to understand... so i only scan thru the pages... dun realli noe what im reading...

im so happy now... coz dear just called me from bangkok... he says he bought me a hangbag, 3 pairs of earrings & a belt... so sweet!!! tink he will come back with a bag full of my stuffs... he's only coming back on mon nite... w/o him ard...my hp dun seems to be ringing... miss ya dear... enjoy urself!!!

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Irene aka Ms Black... member for the CSI... but now not so black already...

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Usage team... from left... edmund aka dining king(looks like the smaller version of dear), jun, diane, me & sharon... was joking tat we'll develop the pic, cut out edmund's pic & paste at all the dining outlets so tat any complains can go directly to him...

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Our Big Boss Leonard Tham... He's like a big daddy!!! P.S. he dun dare to stand too close to me & jun & dun dare to touch us also... so si wen...

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

sch started on mon... so boring... only had 2 lessons... and i walk up at 6.30am... keep yawning & yawning... had a hard time sia... thou' its only 2 lessons... i manage to listen thru the 2 lectures... gotten all my modules... classes end at 11.30am... decided to skip the 3.30pm one... coz have to wait for 4 hrs for the next class... what stupid timetable i had... argh!!!

went back to office to get irene & edmund to sign my timesheets... & to get back all my stuffs... coz fri went to club momo... so i just left all my things with edmund... saw the new temp staffs... they are still a bit blur with what they r doing... asked me some qns... looks like me & jun went back to work... meijun even attended to the merchants... & clean the table... haha... did the cleaning auntie even came to work tat day??? took some photos with irene, edmund, diane, sharon, leonard... zandel is on leave & ee kwang is on mc... kaslin refuse to take with us coz she says she's not pretty tat day... irene treated us to makan... thanx irene...

chatted with irene abt guys... duno why she seems to like to talk to us abt men!!! is she desperate for a man? or is she really okay with what she is now... one side of her tells me that she wans to get married... of coz which gal dun wanna find their ideal partner & get married... set up a family with kids... at the age of 30? but the other side of her tells me tat she is happy with her single life now... very carefree... lots of freedom... can do whatever she wanna do... with the amt of $$ that she has... unless she really meet the one for her... if not she'll rather remain as single... ideal partner have to have a stable income & is able to support her & the family... no bad debts... only spend what he has... responsible & mature... guess these conditions are standard for all gals... cant say she has high standards... coz these are the basics that a guy shd have... and she shd have suitors... but just not the right one...

went to novena sq to visit the rest... si guan... haven seen him for one wk coz he went to pluck his wisdom tooth... no more wisdom already... haha...

i tink i shd start studying & do my tutorials... even thou' this is just the 1st wk of sch... but i wanna be more hardworking than last yr... coz yr 2 already... must study harder... coz modules maybe harder as well... and wed is my free day to clear my tutorials... so tat can go out with dear on weekends... no need to worry that tutorials are not done yet... but i just dun feel like doing them now... how??? sob sob... been slacking the whole morning...

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Nail Polish from sharon... Love ya gal...

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Final Fantasy Puzzle!!! Nice Nice... Shd i hang it in my rm or in dear's rm???

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1st time mummy buy soft toy for me... hehe... actualli its a donation for metta welfare association... $2...

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my new sch bag from dear...

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The plant that i bought for dear... its call "hu lu zhu"... a type of bamboo plant...

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romantic candle!!!

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new temp staffs came to took over me & meijun... we tot that they wont come on time to see us... have already prepared handover list for them... but i saw them at the lift with Jiron... Jiron told me that they are coming over to replace us... last day of work is actualli the very busiest day... have to teach them all the things within a day... not easy man... becoz they are new to the company... so must teach them a lot of things... stayed in office till 8.30pm to clear my things... dear keeps rushing me... so have to rush thru my stuffs... we went to the mini card party at club momo... & to cel sally's b'day... they actually reach club momo b4 i even left office... tot still can join them for dinner... coz normally i wont go clubbing at such an early time... & guess no one even bother to care whether i had my dinner already... had to take a cab down... only did i realise that there's no cover charge before 10pm... i shd have taken my own sweet time or grab some food before i went... but anyway... after all the rushes... no appetite for anything already...
the place was quite nice... but the music sux... and the bartender is supposed to give me one-for-one for my drinks... but he says i have to order when the screen flashes UOB's ad... i tink this is ridiculous... coz the screen only flashes for abt 5 sec... how to order within the 5 sec??? and i waited for more tha 1/2 hr for the bill to come... until my face turns realy black... & the bartender offered me a hse beer to cool me down... and the music is realli bad... went off at ard 1am... coz keng yong's fren came to fetch us... he's a taxi driver... and we actualli went to eat supper at tiong bahru with 2 china gals... eeks... the china gals realli very rough sia... keep using vulgarities & talk so loudly... smoke... drink... once they start they cant stop... disgusting... keep hugging the fren & his another fren... and one of them actually smoke in the cab... i tink its the worse night i've ever had... sitting there... listening to them when im already dead tired... dun even what the hell they r talking abt... and sitting on the same table with them just give ppl the impression that i'm just like them as well... feel so uneasy... shd have just taken a cab home myself... so disgusting...

Had my last lunch with sharon, daph, tracy & davis... will realli miss them... sharon's so sweet... she even bought me & jun nail polish... thanz babe!!! will go back & visit them soon...

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Friday, July 22, 2005

2ns last day of work? or last 2nd day of work? haha... oh no... cant realli differentiate anymore... haha... english gg down the drain... haha... lousy me!!! actualli my eng has always been like shit... bleah!

i realise me & sharon always do stupid things & laugh at each other... was at novena sq just now... was on the phone & cant wait to go to the loo... normally the reception in the toilet is damn poor... so the person at the other end may not be able to hear me accurately... so i just ask "hello, can u hear me?" and sharon actually called my name... so funny... i was wondering who is tat tat noes i came in & even replied to me... actualli wanted to ask her how come she noes its me... but i realise tat she is actually replying to my qn... so funny... den she realise tat im actualli on the phone... i guess she tinks its a bit dui lian... but dun worry xue-ren... i wont laugh at u one... hahahaha....

im still feeling sleepy even thou' i sleep quite a lot last nite... am i getting more & more tired... of this job? luckily tml is last day... but i haven done up my handover list... gonna do it when im done with this...

watch "the island" preview on tue... was suppose to meet dear for dinner den go bedok to take hp... my dad spoilt my siemens hp... my fav hp so far... so dear got his frenz to help to repair... repair fees is $40 but dear says he wanna use it when its ready... but ee kwang gave me a pair of tics to watch "the island preview... its a nice show.. perhaps the best i've watched this yr... quite long show... but i didnt fall asleep half way thru... its been quite sometimes since i really open my eyes big big to watch a movie... so this show i gave 4.5 stars... thou' straits times only gave 4 stars... haha...

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

went to bugis village on sat... went to temple to pray 1st... coz sch's starting soon... maybe its a psychological thing tat its a must to go temple & pray before sch starts... since young... i've been doing tat... & ppl always say the temple at bugis is very ling2... everyone's prayers are answered... i'll rather believe in it... but i just feel better that i've prayed, so no more bad lucks on me... haha... maybe its quite dump of me to tink this way... hehe...

dear bought me a bag for sch... nice nice one... he bought me a back pack last sem when i start last sem... and this sem i've another bag again... one bag for every sem... just remind me of pri sch whereby i always get mummy to buy new bag every sem... looks like im still like a little gal... but thanx dear... love ya...

went to the new shops on the 2nd level of bugis village... its more or less occupied by shops... used to go up there & seems quite empty... now... quite a lot of shops have already started to open... gd thing indeed... its air-coned... and the things there are pretty cheap... bought a belt for $10... coz my mango jeans is too big for me & it just keeps dropping... irritating... i was thinking of buying a skirt & change on the spot but didnt really spot any nice skirts... the designs all look like what i've already had...

got so much things to buy... guess im just deprived of shopping... haha... haven been shopping with dear for wks... or maybe months... so happy... thou' its only a few hrs... and there's someone who says i look like a japanese or korean... duno if its true a not... but still happy tat someone says so... sometimes white lies do help... haha...

can see that dear's making an effort to keep me company & making me happy... cheering me up... guess he's trying to make up for the past one or 2 mths coz he's really busy... now tat exams are over... its time to keep me company!!! thanx a lot... my dear... really appreciate~~~

yesterday was my bro's b'day... mummy cooked curry chicken & bee hoon for lunch... dinner was at this ulu restaurant "hiang sua" at bedok north... near jun's hse... coz the food is cheap... and quite nice also... ate my fav yam basket... there's this big extended family there holding a b'day dinner for an old lady... guess she's more than 80 yrs old already... abt 6 tables... old & young... reminds me of granny... granny used to hold her b'day there every yr as well... tat time i was still a small little gal... getting my cousins to buy ice cream & sweets for me coz i dun like the "adult" food... stupid me!!! after tat we realise tat the dessert was ice cream... and the whole meal was nothing but ice creams... im missing granny now... cant really rmb how she looks like already... i was only 13 when she passed away... 7 yrs already...

tat day mummy saw this big moth outside my hse... there used to be moths coming to my old hse coz we used to live in chai chee... and my uncle's place is just a few blocks away... so mummy always says tat granny is back to visit us... actualli im not a superstitious person but somehow it seems very true... ppl always says the spirit will come back after 7 days & we did see a very big moth on the 7th day... but after sometime... we shifted away & we've nv see the moth again... mummy says she went to my uncle's place & whisper to granny's altar tat we've shifted to tampines... and the very night... we saw a moth... & mummy had a dream tat granny is back to visit us... thou' it sounds a bit ridiculous... becoz we've shifted for so long already... & granny shd have already knew tat we've shifted... but since everything just fall nicely into the picture... it sounds eerie to me... but i guess there's nth to be afraid of if granny's really back...

anyway... such an ulu restaurant... but dear can still see his fren there... must be the grandson of the b'day ah ma... haha... he really jia you kuang kuo sia...

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Saturday, July 16, 2005

swatch watch for hong xuan...

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the blackies... minus hong xuan...

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hong xuan's farewell

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dear's "rolex" watch

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crystals bought from ho chi minh

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I was suppose to meet dear for dinner tonite but he flew me aeroplane... maybe im just used to it but still... i dun feel happy... was intending to go for dinner with zacc but i pushed it away coz im meeting dear for dinner... its been long since i really had a dinner with him... becoz of his exams... & his trips... haven seen him for the whole wk... & finally his exams are over yesterday... but still cant see him... other ppl are always more impt than me... hai~

I try to understand that work is more impt... but today's fri... 2nd last fri b4 sch starts... and i still... have to stay in office to rot my evening away... too lazy to ask ppl to go out with me... tang's back in aus... & most galfrenz are attached... suddenly realise tat maybe i dun really have much frenz... there's still meijun to accompany me... if not i'll be staying in office all by myself... looking at this pc for the whole day... seems like i just cant leave this pc... suddenly feel tat maybe this pc... is my best fren... only it will listen to me... complain & complain... w/o giving any comment... w/o making much noise... just the typing sound from the keyboard... staying still... and listening quietly... feel so lonely!!! i guess im just scared of loneliness... at least this office still got quite a few ppl ard... Mr P, Kas, Diane, Jo, meijun... zandel, chermaine & terrence just left... and angie too... leonard just left also... as the night gets darker... less & less ppl in the office... and why am i still here? i also duno... just dun feel like gg home... dun feel like staying at home... one person in my rm... all alone...

there are times whereby i wanna be alone... times whereby i dun wish to... but of coz... who likes to be alone? no one is alone in this world... everyone has family & frenz... those who dun have family at least have some frenz or colleagues right???

suddenly duno what i can say... lost for words... been blogging for so long... what's the purpose of blogging? to blog for myself? or for other ppl? not everything can be said on the blog... so why blog? life's always full of contradictions... has blogging becoming a hobby to me already???

sch's starting in one wk's time... duno if i shd feel happy or sad... sad tat i'll be leaving UOB & returning back to sch again... sad tat i'll have to leave my fun-loving colleagues... missed havin lunch with si guan, davis, tracy, sharon, daphne & of coz meijun... 7 of us always very hard to find a big table to sit... so we purposely go for lunch at 1.30pm so tat we have all the spaces to outselves... can even choose tables neh... haha... yesterday is out last lunch with si guan... coz he's gg to pluck out his wisdom tooth... and he's taking one wk MC... the day he came back to office is the day tat sch starts...

i used to not like this dept... becoz of the CSI... but beginning to feel attached to this dept... of coz cant be compared to MSD... but still... there's some feelings... always feels sad to leave a place & move on... guess everyone share the same sentiments... why am i so emotional tonite... its just a normal fri evening... not fri the 13th...

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Tang left singapore on wed... meet up with her for a while to pass her her b'day pressie before she flew back to melbourne... didnt have time to meet up with her ever since she's back in sg... missed her badly... bought a small card, a mouse pad & a magnet with a T... stands for Tang... i find it quite cute... didnt really noe what to buy for her... knew her since sec 2... like all the things tat can be bought... have already bought... been working everyday tat i didnt have much time to go & shop... so bought something from precious moments at Novena Sq... hehe...

she bought me a bookmark tat i wanted to buy for her the next time she came back... i didnt saw it in the shop until i was paying for the gifts... its magnetic one... looks lovely... den i tot maybe the next time i'll get tat for her... but when i opened the bag tat she gave me... i was quite shocked to see that bookmark... guess this is call "great minds tinks alike"... haha...

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Today's charlene's b'day... went to pasir panjang food centre to eat seafood last evening... took cab with dennis & jovis... all of us didnt noe where's the place... and the best thing is tat even the taxi driver also duno... haha... so we went round & round in pasir panjang... after calling charlene a few times... and asking her for directions... we finally found the place...

we are the earliest... and the stall tat we wanted to eat at is closed... so we just settle for the other one... there's gary, francis, ana, johan, sze lin, kexin, dennis, junie, jovis, kim mummy & of coz charlene herself... was quite shocked to see francis smoking... she permed her air... don't really feel like the old francis tat i knew... thou' she came in just before i left & she's sitting at my desk... kinda find her kinda sweet with gd personality... maybe im wrong at tat time... but heard tat she actualli picked up smoking a few months ago... she looks new la... hm... i mean new smoker... cigarette also nv really hold properly... feel like she smoke to attract attention... she also nv really inhale the smoke... just taking small puffs... and the way she blow out the smoke... eeks... so ugly... so AA... totally spoil her angelic impression in my heart...

went to starbucks for coffee till 11pm... sit down there & chit chat... listening to their craps... quite funny... always get to listening to their funny incidents with customers & fellow colleagues... sometimes just feel as if i still belong to the dept...

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Meijun... Where are u??? I've been alone in office since yesterday... jun is on leave from mon-wed... so she'll only be back on thu... today's the 2nd day and i already cant stand it anymore... suddenly realise i need her so much... or shd i say i miss her becoz im doing 2 person's job... table is papers everywhere... always get disturbed when im trying to do sth... & sth more impt came... afte im done i dun realli rmb what m i doing previously... piles & piles of papers... trying to do the correct thing at the correct time... it seems so hard... & i realli missed her coz i haven open much of my mouth today... other than lunching with si guan, davis, tracy, sharon & daph... thank goodness there's chermaine...

dear's also busy with his work... no more msn... help!!! i need someone to tok to... thou' i got a lot of work to do... but still wanna take some time off to blog... and no one to tok to... no one to complain to... complain to my blog then... haha... i sound so poor thing...

let me recall what i've done last wk... dear flew off to Ho Chi Minh on Fri... been waiting for his call the whole nite... my phone nv leave my side until i went to bathe... and he actualli called me at that time... argh... anyway i sms him back... tink he's gg to slp soon... so nv chat much... i tink he sms me & tried to call me in the noon but there's sth wrong with my hp... mummy also called me and she says the same thing... there's a dial tone and then it got cut off automatically... but i actualli didnt even hear my hp ringing... wonder what happen...

went to my auntie's hse for dinner... im so happy becoz my niece finalli play with me... gd start... at least when my cousin ask her "where's Gu Gu?" she actualli pointed to me... was telling my cousin tat im gg to strike 4D already... haha... left my auntie's place at 8.30pm...

when i was abt to reach home... sis called me... she asked me if i wanna go KTV with her & her bf, & her fren... nothing much to do... so i say okay... but they must come & fetch me... decided to go to partyworld at loyang pt... they wanted to go shenton way but its too far for me... dun tink kelvin wanna come all the way here to fetch me loh... guess all of us ate too much durian cake... coz my cousin bought durian cake from Goodwood Park Hotel... yummy... its so damn nice...

Finally, its sun... happy & sad day... happy coz dear's coming back... sad becoz hong xuan is leaving for Aus to study... wonder when she'll be back... went to TM to get her a swatch watch... quite cool... but a bit big for her... coz she's so skinny... oh no... guess what... jinli's wrist is smaller than mine... i feel so inferior... sob sob... met jinli & glenn at TM... tink the last time i saw jinli was at the concert... quite some time already...

went to fetch dear 1st... coz his plane landed at 4.34pm... i reach there at 5pm? went to mac to eat dinner... skipped lunch... so quite hungry... shi han & glenn came to meet us... coz glenn needs to get the card from me to write... actualli wanted to go & buy my own card... but glenn says he bought one... so we shared... quite a big piece of card... so can write as much as i could... haha... so many ppl came to send hong xuan off... her KC frenz.. jun was there... and her KC gang... shu juan came with her bf... steven was there too...

dear's sis came to fetch us... so we left 1st... hugged hong xuan for the last time & bid goodbye... maybe its gd for me to leave 1st... who noes i may cry if i see her gg into the gate...

reach dear's home... time to open my pressie... guess what he got for me? a crystal... he bought a pair... a pink & a blue one... i took the pink one... dear keeps his blue one... There are 3 words on it "I love you"... so sweet... thanx dear... show it to mum 1st thing i reach home... the crytal is now on my tv... in front of me & dear's photo...

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

Life's getting duller & duller... maybe coz sch's starting soon... sob sob... not much time left to enjoy life... have to get back to studying in another 2 wk's time... actualli im also not very sure when's sch gg to start... but my instanct told me its 25th jul... tink last yr also ard this time...

Irene's back... so have to be punctual for work... cannot slack as much also... =(
anyone noes anyone who's keen to take up temp job? preferably gal...

met dear last nite for dinner... went to bugis coz he's buying CD-RW & changing currency for his Ho Chi Minh trip... He's leaving tml at 1pm & will be back on sun... so many things are gg to happen on sun... sun is auntie's b'day... up to now... they haven decide whether to cook at home or go out to eat??? dinner or lunch??? i also duno... hong's leaving on sun too... and intend to cel kor's b'day too... but we decided to postponed it to next wk since dear's will only be back at 5plus in the evening...

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Sunday, July 03, 2005