Dinner with Hong Xuan... my nice choc mousse cake... but i forgot the name liao... and 2nd pic is jason's dessert... some lime thing aso... haha...

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i finalli had a wake up call... thoroughly wake myself up... im gg to move on... I've decided to go genting... I've decided tat i shd be firm... and I hate cheaters... i hate liers... i hate ppl who make use of emotions... i hate ppl who treat relationship as a ploy... i hate him... forever!!! and im nv ever gg to forgive him...

i always believe tat he has some difficulties but i cannot accept the fact tat this is the so call 'difficulties' i agreed not to confront him but i still choose to... i duno how much he still loves me, n i dun care... but i still believe it will upset him to a certain extend... i duno if this is consider as revenge... but i dun feel gd, i aso hope tat he wont feel gd either... i wan to make him guilty... and best thing is guilty for the rest of his life...

i dun wan to have any r/s with him anymore or to see him anymore... i'll take it as a nightmare n i've finalli woke up...

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maybe im a bit late coz by now, everyone shd habe watched the show... but then i still wanna say... I LOVE TRANSFORMERS!!! haha... i tink its realli a great show... at least i stayed awake for the show 2hrs 15 min... unlike harry porter...

i found this great boutique at vivocity... its called fashion city... the clothes there is quite nice... and i bought a skirt... thou its black again... but $16.80 after dis... oops... i've already tried hard not to buy but its realli a gd buy...

and guess what... i bumped into daddy n mummy at vivocity... of all places... kor brought them to vivo for dinner... to tink i even lied to them tat im gg loyang for ktv... its a small world afterall... its been quite some time since i bumped into frenz... and instead, i bumped into my family members... realli duno where to hide... but then, i nv do anything wrong, why shd i hide away???

ate herbal mee sua again... not as nice as last wk's but still quite gd...

i juz made mango pudding... thou' i tink it'll be a flop... but i'll wait till tml... coz its in the freezer right now...

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i ate many sinful stuffs recently... been eating choc n cakes (choc cakes)... maybe eating choc realli can make one happy... haha... but i juz feel like eating choc...

meet hong xuan, juan, han n jason for dinner last nite... went to RICCIOTTI at riverwalk, ... the cakes are damn nice... not sure abt the main course coz mi n jason went at 10.30pm... my tuition ended at 9.30pm and jason had reservist... so we took cab down tog... check the menu at http://www.garibaldi.com.sg/doc/RicciottiMenu-Jul2006.pdf. There are 2 other restaurants under the organization... 50% off cakes after 10pm... and 10% off for UOB credit card members...

after dinner, we "shop" ard clarke quay... we're "shopping" for gd buys... shops after shops... bars after bars... we're looking out for 1-for-1 drinks or some place tats cosy to sit down and have a nice drink... so we came to this club... The ARENA... its a new club i tink... or maybe i didnt hang out there for very long... anyway cover charge is waived so we decided to check it out... the place quite big and lots of tables... so can sit down n chat... but we're screaming into each other's ears... becoz of the live band... but the live band is gd... maybe we shd go again... we bluffed the waiter tat its hong's b'day n he actualli believe us... so funny... but then the sing we dedicate to hong wasnt sang by the singer... too bad... maybe he doesnt noe how to sing tat... lol...

im so full now... juz came back from kushinbo... and guess how much i paid??? $46.80... big hole in my pocket... but its realli nice... lots of sashimi... and soft shell crab, tempura prawns.. and there's even snow crabs, and mussels... realli nice... i can say there's lots of varieties... and food is quite gd... but i shall say no more buffet for me for the nest few mths...

i spent so much money this week... let me count... abt $200... juz shopping, and dinners, and cab fare... i shant spend anymore more money... if not i'll be damn broke again... althou' now i dun have to tink of setting aside money to pay for extra things tat wasnt spent by me... but still, i'll nv noe what will happen next... end of GSS means end of my spending days... anyway sch starting soon so i'll save more money i hope...

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met tang for the past 2 days consecutively... coz she's staying in tampines... but onli for short term... anyway she's gg back to melbourne on mon...

lots of bitching up... as usual... when 2 gals get tog... juciest gossips is still... who broke up with who... and who has a new bf... and who n who still tog... haha... lots of updates... and she's more informed than me abt the juicy news even thou' she's in aus... maybe i shd do some self-reflection... anyway 1st night not enuff time to finish bitching, so we continued the next day... arent we awesome??? from 9.30pm-12 midnight for 2 nights!!! and of coz updating each other with our latest life... feel much better after toking to tang... thanks gal...

and i've gotten my b'day pressie from her... looks damn pretty... from precious moments... so lovely... thanks so much gal... im so scared i will break it... if i realli do, will be damn heartpain... and i've got a new card for my wallet again... so total i have 4 now... maybe one day my wallets will be full of cards from tang, instead of my cr cards... maybe it'll be better if i have 2 wallets???

happy shopping today... bought 2 dresses... and mascara & loose powder from maybelline, and makeup remover from metro coz its closing... so i muz buy them b4 it realli closes... which is like duno when.... so i spent $120 in 2 hrs n i juz got my tuition pay for $150... all becoz my student cancelled my tuition w/o telling me, n she's sick when i went to her hse... so i ended up shopping... i shd start saving liao after sg sale... last time im gg to buy stuffs...

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Happy Birthday kor!!!

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happy b'day to kor...
1st time we cel his b'day... maybe they did cel it last yr but i was in shanghai... cant rmb... like me, we always cel our b'day with our frenz... except my 21st b'day la... no party for kor when he was 21st... arent i lucky???

by the way his b'day is tml... 17072007... so many 7s... also reminds me of sth else... forget it... let me blog abt happy things... booked a table at long beach seafood restaurant at marina south... the food is damn gd... seafood is so fresh... esp the big crabs... the size of my 2 palms... damn heavy... i love chili crabs... and we ordered one deep fried with salted egg yolk... damn gd... but the svc was quite bad... waited half an hr for the 3rd dish... den another half an hour for the you tiao... they need half an hour to cook you tiao??? still doing the dough izzit? by the time the you tiao comes, we dun feel like eating it anymore... after long wait, our stomach already sends the signal to our brains... FULL!!! but there's still more to come... fruits and almond jelly for desserts... and choc cake... sponsored by jimmy and gf... jimmy is kor's sec sch fren... and kor invited frankie n wife, and another fren, yizhe... so total 9 of us... yizhe is nice enuff to come n fetch me, daddy n mummy... and the whole world is waiting for kor, who went to junction 8 to shop for printer... then push the blame to me coz i say i need a new printer... but i nv say muz go buy yesterday mah...

y do guys always like to discuss disgusting topics over meals... jimmy called frankie in the noon and ask him if they're getting cakes... and frankie says he'll go 'make' a choc mousse cake... and frankie asked jimmy during the dinner of he got 'make'... and jimmy says he haven 'make' yet... maybe after the meal... gosh!!!

but then, the cake does looks gd... n taste gd too... this is the 1st time i saw kor blowing candles n cutting cakes... maybe we'll do tat every yr starting with this yr... i rmb kor used to work as waiter there... hmm... 10 yrs ago... n the ppl still rmb him... funny thing is... 10 yrs ago, he was serving ppl, 10 yrs later, he's the one who is kena served... but they still give him discount... 10% i tink...

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omg... my face is so big...

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babes + JOEY... JOEY's so xin fu... kena carried by so many gals... and he likes yanli's chest... haha... guess which is the correct way to carry it??? its mine... coz julius taught me how to carry it...

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guess whose b'day is it this time round???

haha... its breadtalk's b'day!!! bought this at breadtalk becoz its their 7th anniversary... means breadtalk is 7 yrs old... happy b'day to u... i tink im full of rubbish now... anyway we bought it becoz there's 40% off... and we're all craving for cake... yanli can finish 1/4 on her own... gosh... i ate 1/6 too... sinful!!! but i still prefer jack's place or prima deli...

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my b'day pressie from jun, lisi and sharon... so pinkish... love it lots...
sweeties from sharon (from taiwan)...

my gold ring... gold ring sounds auntie thou'... but i tink its unique...

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great day today!!! coz i finalli see yanli after so long... tink meeting her is worse than meeting hong xuan... haha... but one of the gathering with lots of ppl... except juan who has FOC and glenn in vancouver.... he promised to get sth for me to cheer me up... but i noe he may not be able to find anything...

suppose to go ktv but we cancelled it... despite yanli's constant hinting... we still nv gif in... haha... feel so bad... but i noe she's longing to sing... nvm la... we'll sing another time... im sure she dun mind...

wanted to watch transformers but its fully booked... and i tink im the onli one left who nv watch... i'll watch it next wk by hook or by crook.... means i'll be watching 2 movies... harry porter and transformers... looking forward to eating kushinbo...

intend to go starbucks n chit chat but we didnt.... coz jinli went metro to get bedsheet... so "auntie"... but i muz say its gd buy... coz its closing down sale... 50% off... with add 20%... maybe i shd get one too...

played mahjiong at jinli's hse... and i onli... won $1... and we played with joey (jinli's puppy)... he's so cute... and 4 mths old now... haven seen him for one mth... he's grown bigger... much bigger in fact... makes me feel like getting a dog aso... maybe i shd consider getting one to accompany me...

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MTV on TPJC... i tink its quite sweet... how come we dun have such things in the past...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOqhvOMYqFw

i almost forgot how to sing the sch song... and i rmb the tune was not like this...this one sounds much nicer... or i've nv put my heart and soul to sing it before... i rmb the tune was quite monotonous... haha...

Thanks for all my gd frenz... i noe u guys are always with me to tide me thru this period... i noe i wont be defeated easily... and life still goes on...

had a small chat (sms) with him last nite... thou' i duno what he's tinking... all he says was his mind is very messy and give him time to sort out his thoughts... he feel like dying or not waking up coz he will tink of the prob when he wakes up... but he dun wanna say what prob... i noe he always keep things to himself... and after a while, he says he cant slp coz he's tinking of ways to earn more money... so i suppose its due to money issue but things have always been the same... we've been trying to repay the debts and stuffs... and why the sudden to force himself to earn more money to settle the debts... there's more than this i tink...

anyway i dun realli believe in cool down time... esp for 5 mths... and i muz say i've no confidence in him over the next 5 mths... its a long time and things are unpredictable... am i gg to wait for him??? thou' i am a bit unwilling to let go, but sometimes, it may be a gd thing to let go when its time...

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i juz dropped my 1st drop of tear after 3 days... when he sms me to say he's sorry tat he caused the sufferings in me... i duno what to reply... so i didnt reply...

he smsed me this noon to ask me not to be angry with him and not to be say... but am i in any position to get angry???

maybe i shd learn it the hard way...

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today is the 1st day w/o him... ppl has been saying 070707 is a gd day but it may be one of the greyest day in my life... i haven cry for more than 24 hours... is this call weird??? or maybe i still dun feel the pain yet... or maybe i've cried enough for him over the past 1 yr... i've always tink that if i do not initiate the break up, he wont do tat... but this time im wrong...

maybe i feel relieve... maybe its sth tat i wanted it to be... isnt it what i've been wanting to do but dun have the courage to do it? am i scared of having regrets or whats holding me back??? I've heard enough comments on asking me to break up... but the irony is i've not heard any comments tat says "great, u've finalli break up with him"...

im sure tml will be a better day... i hope i dun have to cry for months, as if im mourning for someone... I've always thought there's not much diff with or w/o him around... juz tat i do miss him sometimes...

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