today... juz another sunday... but a bit special... today my bro's fish shifted hse... oops! shifted tank i mean... its the 3rd tank already... was joking with my mum tat its a condo... haha... nice hse... fish!!! actualli sometimes being a fish is also not too bad... esp those expensive fish... tink fish & humans r the same... those higher status gains recognition & are worth lots of money... everyone yearns to have one... the higher status u are... the more food u get to eat... more good & ex food... bigger hse(tank)... and more comfortable life u lead... hai~ the world's juz so unfair... wat abt the smaller fish? those tat are worth much lesser... they are the same kind too... y arent them being treated in the same way? anyway... nth's fair in this world...

went to metro sales at expo on thu with dear... saw my cousin & kelvin... they were shopping too... bought some bra & panties... quite cheap... but not as cheap as john little sales one... dear bought a pair of valentino shoes... very nice... a shirt... socks... a pair of pants & a singlet... i tink tats all ba... i wanted to get formal blouse for thu's presentation... but cant find any... went to dear's place for dinner den he send me back...

fri was quite happening... went to joyce's hse to cel her 21st b'day party... as well as yinghui's & yash... i duno yash well... so nv get him any gift... did some catching up with zhan yuin, joyce & bi wen... amil says we seems to be still keeping in contact... but the fact is we haven seen each other for yrs... but we still seems so close... tats a gd thing i suppose... amil changed a lot... he's now an image consultant... charging at $150 for 2 hrs... anyone wanna change image? i can charge less... haha...

meet up with wing, juan & jin wei at sakae sushi... dear was with us too... so long nv see them le... its hard to gather nowdays... with wing in army... everytime fly me aeroplane... jinwei has her bf... so sat is always bf day... actualli mi too la... haha...

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So cute!!! This is a baby cap
 

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do i look like adidas dai yan ren???
 

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I'm super stressed for the past one wk... guess i'm having PMS...

i hate mkting... argh!!! and the ah neh is killing me!!!

monday... i skipped all my classes to do my marketing plan... only went for lab class in the morning... and the lab teacher... also duno wat the hell he's toking abt... he is like toking to himself... & his england i also dun understand... not tat i stereotype china ppl... but i always try very hard to try to understand theor england or to guess what they are toking abt... but this teacher... cant even hear, needless to say to guess... anyway during the expt, me & meijun keep asking him qns... but we dun understand his ans... even thou' its one to one toking... in the end... he got to subject to speaking chinese to me... den i understand... lucky i m a chinese!!! and i got this irritating lab mate who nv fails to be late for class... i noe me & meijun also always late for class but this gal is ultimate loh... from the beginning of the yr till now, she's nv punctual... & if me & meijun are considered late, wats hers called??? anyway she's a malay... i always tink tat i am racist... so nth wrong for mi to dislike her... actualli 1st lesson den i find her irritating already... but meijun dun tink so... but tat day, she told me she finally realise y i dun like her already... so im not so racist afterall... since meijun also says so... hehe...

the way tat gal do things... realli cannot make it... she is forever late so she nv catch the 1st part tat the teacher says... wonder if she even caught the remaining part... but she like to ask me things like... how do u get this? how u noe its this? which formula to use? when everything is either on the board or in the lab manual... wanna tell her things like "OPEN UR EYES!!!" but most of the time i still ans her... coz dun wanna be so mean... afterall she's late... or maybe she juz nv open her eyes... she likes to tell me this, tell me tat when she dun do it herself & expect me to do it... & u noe wat??? the most irritating thing is she copies my report... practically everything... and she can finish earlier than me... wat is this??? she even copied my results for gradient & y-intercept of the graphs... how can her gradient & y-intercept be the same as mine??? unless she has my brain & my hands... even though all the tabulations are the same... and the most irritating thing is that she keeps looking at me when i was doing my calculations and copy word by word... lucky no more lab class anymore... cant stand her...

that spoils my whole mon morning... anyway i always have mon blues... so its not uncommon to hate mon... had meeting in the evening & stayed in lib to do research till 830pm... so drained!!! stayed in the lib the whole afternoon...n meijun keeps running ard... so lonely... but wat to do??? guess im too used to having a lot of ppl ard me... sob! the whole world is abandoning me!!!

i tried all means to rush out the marketing plan... lucky got meijun... n the supid ah neh keep telling us "listen... i need u to ..." i hate it when he says this to me... stop asking mi to listen!!! i m not gg to listen!!! idiotic fellow...

i woke up on wed morning to do my maths tutorial... the amt of stress that i have has been accumulating since mon... and realli cannot take it anymore... realise that i got tonnes of things not done... tutorials... presentations... & the bloody mkt plan... was chatting with dear and crying in front of the comp, with one whole stacks of tutorials on my desk... i cannot take it anymore!!! and meijun was slping... i tink i got gd crying skills... no sound one... not even ant can hear i tink... anyway dear was worried abt me that he called me... but i refuse to pick up the phone... coz i dun wan him to hear me crying... my principle is not to let anyone see me drop a tear as far as possible... i tink he will be even more worried if he hears me cry... i juz dun feel like toking... anyway crying how to tok... will sound damn awful... in the nite den i told meijun tat i cried in the morn while she's slping... she ask me a qn... "If i woke up earlier, izzit tat u will not cry?" and my ans is "yes"... actualli i tink its okay if i were to cry in front of her... but i tink my tears wont even come out if she is ard... experience it when granny passed away... tat time i was just 13... and everyone tot tat i m too young to noe anything... but i knew it... juz tat i didnt shed any tear... mummy says im too strong hearted... but to me... it doesnt matter... as long as i did feel sad... & i did cry... i cried while i was bathing... cried while i was slping... cried while i was alone in the rm... but i juz didnt cry in front of everyone... coz i dun have to show ppl tat im crying... deep inside me... i noe i loved her... omg... i feel like crying now... but meijun is beside me... haha... i tink im a very sentimental person... after granny passed away... i make a box... put all the things tat granny bought for me inside it & sealed it up... most of them are my hair clips and scrungies that she bought for me... she took care of me while i was young, brought me to sch... had long hair since young... so she'll tie my hair everyday before i go to sch... so all the hair accessories are bought by her & mummy...

anyway the other time when i shifted hse, i changed the box to a very nice metal box... coz the box tat i make is realli very ugly... and the other day mummy saw the box while she is cleaning the rm... i tink i put it in her rm... shd be under her bed... coz my rm has no space... she took it out and ask me why i nv use those hair accessories? all so new & nice... can still use it to tie my hair... & my reply was... i wanna keep it for my children... sounds okay... but im juz bullshitting... i will nv use them again & will not allow anyone to use them too... becoz they r from granny... they are the only things that granny left for me... guess i will keep it with me till i die!!! mummy sometimes dun understand wats the real meaning of being sentimental... maybe she's not a sentimental person... she actualli wanted to throw away my box the other time... and she always throw away things w/o my permission...

after i cried... meijun woke up... i didnt go marketing lecture... was waiting for ah neh to do his part of the plan... sort of the final one... coz me & meijun finish our part in the middle of the night... he sent it to me... it was 27 pages but we r suppose to limit to only 20 pages... & he claims that there's no prob coz his frenz all did 30 plus pages... anyway i tried to minimise it to 23 pages... jason asked harold and his grp also did 20 plus pages, while cheryl says we shd limit to 20 pages... i guess 23 pages shd be alright... hope the lecturer wont be so calculative... i manage to finish everything by 5pm... great success... coz dear says he'll meet me... so tat motivates me to quickly finish it...

i need a break away from everything... tats y i wanna meet dear... but dear says his customer ask him out for dinner... & he's deciding whether to go a not... i was initially quite happy & looking forward to seeing him... after these few days of shitty thingy... but i feel quite sad when he told me tat he may not be able to meet me... am i more impt or the customer is more impt??? i ask myself... i dun dare to ask him... coz i dun wan to put him in a diff position... in the end... i decided tat the customer is more impt... afterall its a customer.... so not easy to reject... anyway i m juz venting my siao jie temper & du lan on every single thing tat i come across... he dun realli have to bother abt me... i tink tat he shd go for the dinner but he decided to meet me instead... it makes me a bit touched* but at the same time i will like a little gal... an imature gal who wans his company more than anything... but i dun wanna hinder him... he has his right to choose... i dun wan him to choose to accompany me coz i wan him to... i wan him to choose it himself which is more impt to him...

I feel so much better having him ard... away from sch... from marketing... from tutorials & enjoy a gd dinner... try not to tink abt anything else but him!!! thanx dear! u r always there when i needed u most!!!

thu passed by fairly well... juz tat dear isnt free to have dinner with me... so i went home to eat my mummy's home cooked food... had gathering with glenn, shi han, hong xuan, yanli & shu juan... its been so long since i saw all of them... except shu juan & hong xuan whom i will still see them occassionally... the rest... tink the last time i met them was x'mas eve...

we toked abt the other ppl... like thom & jerly... heard tat jerly broke up with hui fang already... and thom & wei quan "broke up" le... they werent tog in the 1st place... juz very close until they shut themselves from other ppl... heard tat quan finds thom very irritating... & thom is somehow quite lonely nowadays... i chatted with him last afternoon over msn... in fact, i seem to see him online every weekend... wat happen? its weekend??? guess he got no one to go out with except his army mates... he used to call me out & have coffee tog... chit chat... but haven been doing tat since last yr... he says he's leading his own lives & he also nv tok to quan already... guess when everyone grows up, they will have their own lives... esp when u've found ur partner... it depends on ur priority... to me... dear will always comes 1st... family 2nd, frenz 3rd... but for lifetime frenz, i will try to give priority... esp those whom i haven seen for a long time... as far as im concern, i will not reject them unless i realli have sth very impt... if not i will plan it on those times whereby dear is not free... i believe we shd still have some of our own pte time to do other things... like catching up with frenz...

begin to tink of thom~~~ why is it this way??? has he brought it upon himself... actualli he has been msging shi han... but why didnt he contact me??? out of guilt or juz doesnt care? or did he tink tat coz i'm attached means i wont have time to bother with him anymore? but this doesnt mean its no gd... coz i dun wat i will do if he realli approach me again??? shd i ignore him or be gd frenz like last time... i guess there's no way we can go back to tat kind of feeling anymore... last time we were still so young... everything seems so innocent... we were so innocent too... but now... everything's not so simple as how we wan it to be... if he approach me, could it be tat he cant stand his own loneliness anymore & im always the gd person who will forgive him for everything he has done to me... i rmb dennis's nick was "frenz are like hotels, how true?" i also begin to wonder... everyone says the twins had motives of getting near someone... wats their motives??? jerly was close to me coz he has no other frenz??? thom was close to me coz he has no other frenz??? izzit tat everyone who has no other frenz become my frenz??? m i juz too kind? or too naive? so wat makes me? orphange??? i dun tink so... coz all my other frenz have lots of frenz ard them too...

i rmb i was quite angry with thom for a period of time coz realise tat he has been lying to me... but nonetheless, sth to kill his boredom is to read my blog... i even have the intention of getting back together with him... going back to those gd old days... but he juz tink tat i'm too bored... tats y i started a blog... wat the hell loh... i started a blog coz im too busy updating my frenz whats going on ard me, so tat they could read & find out wats happening ard me... not like wat he tinks... so stupid to have a blog & tell everyone wats happening to me... i told him str tat its for ppl who cares abt me & are interested to noe wats happening ard me... not like him who dont even care & is totally not interested... guess we can nv go back to the gd old days...

shu juan has been feeling down coz of wing... coz she tinks tat wing is avoiding her & tat he's withdrawing himself from her... she wans to go back to those gd old days too whereby wing is very close to her... wat abt me??? me & thom were a lot more closer to wing & her at tat time... but wats happening to thom & me? is it tat he nv make any effort or tat i didnt make any effort... there i see shu juan strugging to rekindle the feeling btw her & wing... & i didnt even make any effort to rekindle the feeling btw me & thom... m i very petty??? tat up to now i still cant forgive him??? and its juz a small matter right? he juz nv get gifts for me from taiwan... wats the big deal abt not getting gifts... maybe to other ppl its very trival... but me & him... so many yrs of frendship... someone who claims to always put me on the very 1st in his heart... whereby i didnt even feel like i m on top but he still claims tat it has nv changed... im always so high up... guess im petty... the incident happened so long ago already... but i juz didnt get over it... shu juan... dun be sad k... i believe one day wong will gets it... he will noe how much u care... for me... i give up on him long ago... he's no longer at the top from the day i found out the truth... i dun need someone who doesnt treasure frenship... & if wing doesnt treasure ur frenship, will u consider giving him up??? frenship is juz like relationship... u spend 3 yrs holding on to a relationship tat u noe for sure it wont work out... regretting why u didnt give up earlier... u always hold on very tightly, didnt dare to let go coz u r still hoping tat the person will change... tat things will get better... but in the end... u still decide to give up coz u noe when if u hold for another 3 yrs, the outcome will be the same... didnt u feel more relieve now tat everything's ended??? but it may be a bit too late to find out wat u've lost for 3 yrs... tink carefully... he has already get used to living life w/o u... its not easy to get back to the olden days again... he needs time to adapt... to adjust back & get used to having life with u again...

rmb when chris juz left sg the other time... while i was still working in UOB... i m so busy everyday... & had no time for shu juan? tats becoz im used to life w/o shu juan... for the past 3 yrs, her life is only circled ard chris, esp the last 1 yr... i'm already used to spending my life with jinli, jeremy, glenn, keith, & yanli... & thom & jerly... tat she is no longer part of my life... & when chris left sg, she feels lonely & needs my company... i do wanna keep her company but my schedule doesnt allows me to do so... & i'm so sick of her telling me abt chris... coz i have no interest of wats happening to him...

actualli wat has happened to shu juan is a lesson for me... tat i need to juggle both frenz & bf... coz i will nv now when he will leave me... though he claims tat he wont... but there's no guarantee... even married couples can file for divorce, have an affair... wat can be 100%? sorry dear if i m negative abt this... but i've learnt tat things can nv be certain... esp relationships... so frenz are lifetime to me as well... i dun wanna struggle to find back frenz only after yrs i've lost time...

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Been so busy recently... becoz of hall production... finalli its over...

rush down to voctoria theatre after class on thu for rehearsal... suppose to start at 7pm sharp but as usual... dilly-dally here & there... the full run starts at 8.30pm... & we are suppose to evacuate the place at 11pm in order not to incur any mid-night charges... so in the end we skip some scenes or cut short most scenes... i manage to reach victoria theatre at 7.05pm... fast right??? haha... stupid jason...always bluff me to go early duno for wat...

fri morning... woke up at 9am to go IT fair with meijun... we tot the fair starts at 10am, so we reach there at 11am... but the whole event only starts at 12noon... so we shopped ard... Perlini Silver has sales... so we decided to go & get some stuffs... gals always like to go sales & get redundant things... tat makes me a typical sg woman... though dear always says i'm like a little gal... haha... the designs are not very nice & most of the sales items are only 20% off... but i die die also wanna get sth from there for yanli... tried a few barcelets... but all not suitable... maybe not suitable for me but suitable for her??? but anyway i tink they are not nice... in the end i spot this bracelet tat i like very much... cost $12... after dis is $9plus... tot of getting it myself... den i tink... i got so many bracelet le... meijun also says so... as if i got chance to wear... or if i wear the new one den old one will be out aside again... so i keep telling myself... "cannot buy cannot buy"... & i tell meijun to tell me "cannot buy cannot buy"... so i bought it for yanli... hope she'll like it...

And Jovis b'day is coming too... actualli its 13 apr but i guess me & jun wont have time to go & get present then... exams coming... got to stop gg shopping!!! called szelin & her hp was off... called junie but she didnt pick up the hp... we saw this pair of earrings tats quite nice... so wanted to get for her but duno if she wears earrings... coz her hair very long... so nv go & notice if she even has ear holes... we decided to call Si Guan(Boss) coz we tink he's the most free one... no need to pick calls... so he sure ans our phone one... according to him... he says he saw her wearing earings b4... so we bought it... Charles & Keith has sales too... meijun saw a pair of shoes tats quite nice... but duno when to wear it coz its more for working adults... Not much chance for her to wear... so she nv buy... Junie called us back... she also dun rmb if jovis has ear holes but Junie say who noes she may go & pierce her ears juz to wear our earrings...

Accompany meijun to IT fair... but cant keep her company for long coz i need to go for rehearsal at 1.30pm... jason ask me to reach at 1pm but he himself also late... i waited for get foodim at Esplanade... by the time we reach Victoria Theatre is abt 2pm already... rehearsal starts at 3pm i tink... some of the ppl went out to get food... so a lot of delay...

Sat is the day!!! as usual... kena bluff to Victoria Theatre at 10.30am... I purposely went at 11am but he told me the thing will only start at 12.30pm... Sian!!! I saw andy along the way... at raffles mrt station... Early in the morning saw him in CBD area in his very big shirt, shorts & slippers... one look i noe he went back to work... still as workaholic... sat no work also go back office... rmb the days when i was in UOB... he's like my big "daddy"... always there to save me... hahahaha... anyway he is now in OCBC, with Mag, loyhuan & meiling... he says i look gd... but i tink i look like shit... so tired... drained... after all the rehearsals...

did a run thru' & break for dinner... need to get ready for the big show... this is the longest play I've ever seen... i tink the audience too... show starts at 7.45pm... lasted till 10.45pm... with only 10 min interval... but i tink the play is gd... mi & jason got a bit of cock ups here & there.. but overall everything's quite smooth... finally can take a break after production...

Shu Juan & dear came to see the production... i forced dear to come coz i got extra tic... all thanx to Wing... always fly me aeroplane... anyway i also nv go see his guitar concert... We agree to take photo one yr ago... & now its one yr later... still haven take... duno how many times he fly me aeroplane le... anyway used to it already... like he said... maybe we shdnt even have make arrangements to meet up, coz everytime our meeting is not successful one... anyway last time when juan has chris, its always the 2 of us having lunch & dinner... burning our sat nites taking big head photos... and he always nv send them to me coz they all look the same... haha... & there's once i meet him to take the pic... pose until so nice he tell me he accidentally deleted them away... arghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but anyway he has guard duty... so cant come & support me... so got dear to took over him... wonder when we can meet up... now tat shu juan's single... tink easier to meet up le ba...

after the production... we went to dear's place to take the car to 85 for supper... so tat we dun have to take cab home... & we can drive shu juan back... had some catching up with her... in the car, ravi called me to discuss abt mkt project... tat ah neh (shu juan called one) realli damn irritating... & dear & shu juan tok so loud in the car tat i duno wat the hell he is toking abt... already tat ah neh english i cannot really catch any ball... i got them to tone down so tat i can fig out wat he is saying... maybe i m racist... but i realli tink he's a F***er... coz he repeat & repeat wat he said... & i repeat & repeat wat i wanted to say... anyway he die die also wanna meet me... I'm not the only one doing the project... & i'm dead tired... no mood to see his face & trying to strain my ears to hear wat the hell he is toking abt... anyway he spoils my nite... & he called mi twice... i practically hold the hp in from of mi & scold the F*** word... maybe he heard it??? but i dun tink so... haha... reminds myself of the days in UOB when i press the mute button & start scolding the customer with the F*** word...

anyway he juz called me again... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE INDIANS!!! Go back to ur India!!!

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"OVER OVER!!! YES ROGER!!!" 

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zhongyi's spotlight... i look pro??? 

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my sound mixer!!! 

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the whole technical crew... the uncle is the technician... the nicer one... not the one who keep scolding me one!!! hehe 

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Jason, my boss... technical crew main com, lives directly under me... cum mkt grp leader...  

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my job as technical crew... cool??? do i look like some zhu chi ren??? 

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the shorts-skirt tat dear bought for mi!!! muackz!!!

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my $15 skirt

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my $11 skirt

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Very very happy today... bought 2 skirts & a pair of shorts... actualli nv realli shop la... bought the 2 skirts from sch bazar... the stall has a shop in bugis village... the unit no is #01-19... according to the owner, they r quite new there... so muz go n look look... their skirts all quite nice one... meijun bought one too... anyway i bought mine at $11 & $15... best buy right??? i love the $11 one... coz its so "ME"!!! haha... but i realise it only goes well with my black tank top... but i'll try & see if it goes well with the rest... but strip tanks are out!!! formal wear also out!!! maybe skimpy ones??? haha... SEXY!!!

meet up with dear after class... he is willing to come JP to meet mi... feel so *touched*!!! everytime i'm the one who went over to meet him coz i dun wan to tire him out... & the journey back home is so long... from boon lay to tenah merah... one person take back... very boring one!!! one person take back for 1.5hrs... seems like forever!!! anyway... very happy tat he came over...

went to fiesta to eat sushi... its to reward me for getting A for maths quiz, full marks for chem quiz & 7/8 for physics quiz... arent I clever??? juz kidding la... muz study hard le... exams are coming & i seem to be easily distracted by everything ard me... juz dun have the mood to go & study... not like last sem... guess last sem got dennis to motivate mi with a dinner treat for every A i got... & gg to library to study with him & meijun... this time round, he's far far away in that freezing cold shanghai... & he seems to be so free nowadays... everyday online... but i tell myself this time round i shd study even harder... coz i noe dear is always with me... he will always stand by me to support me & to motivate me... he everyday say "study hard, study hard"... if i dun study hard den i will let him down... & my parents too... hai~... I REALLI HATE COMPUTING!!!
tink i only have sci & maths brain... no computer brain... no talent in tat!!! too bad... juz hope to pass can le...

dear wanted to buy me OP t-shirts but in the end he bought me a pair of OP shorts... its actually short-skirt... very nice... love it lots!!! thanx dear!!! anyway t-shirts not for me... not my style buy dear's mummy wans him to buy coz she wans me to wear... sobbie... she say i wear sleeveless not nice... but the prob is... all my clothes are sleeveless... t-shirts... i have!!! sch ones loh... hehe... I m not the t-shirt gal... i m the tank top & spagetti kind of gal... haha... T-shirts too hot for me... or i shd say, not "HOT" enuff... hehe... lucky she's not reading my blog!!! dear pls dun tell her... i will try to look more presentable in front of her k??? try not to wear low-cut & mini skirts!!! or maybe i shd wear my sch t-shirts... like TPJC PE T-shirts, class T-shirts, hall Tshirts, Student Union T-shirts... seems like i got quite a bit of them huh... but all in hostel... maybe i shd move some back this weekend... so tat i can wear to dear's place... hehehehe... seriously... i tink buying t-shirt is a waste of $$... coz there's no design for t-shirt... juz the front or back prints is diff... wats so unique abt t-shirts??? guys i understand la... not much choice... but gals... there's so many kinds of top... why shd i invest on t-shirt??? but if dear really wan me to wear den maybe i shall gif in & agree to buy one or two nice ones... tink OP ones not bad...

a lot of stuffs to do recently... mkt proposal... hall production etc... quizzes... not much time for dear this wk... so decided to meet him today... if not tink i will only see him on sat or sun... miss him when he's not ard me... how i wish i can see him everyday...

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this is was i did every sun nite when i return back to hall... unpack my stuffs... tidy the table & the shelves... throw away those unwanted stuffs... put in new stuffs... meijun will sweep the floor... bathe... when everything's sort of done... I'll start blogging... update on wat i did over the weekend... hehe...

thu evening... meet dear for movie at cineleisure... we watched "hide & seek"... he got free tics... coz his fren's cousin is working in some related industry... so she always have free tics... anyway mine isnt free... dear paid for mine... the show is quite nice... a bit scary... but dear & his frenz dun tink so... anyway the shows tat i tink is nice, he always say not nice one... duno why also... we were a bit late for the show... coz the train was faulty... so all the trains got delayed... & i was in a hurry... was telling dear tat i confirm can make it... but this time round wasnt my fault... it was the train's fault... haha... but anyway... still late as usual... tink i realli live up to my name... haha

fri... i went to tjc... to promote materials engine... release of A levels results... msg glenn in the morn when i was on the way back to NTU... reminds mi of glenn taking O levels results... now he's getting A levels results... time flies sia... noe him for 2 yrs le... all of us have grown up le... he's no longer the cry baby le... hehe... anyway tjc's results were fantastic... got 153 with 3 dist, 109 with 4 dist, 30plus with 6 dist & 9 with 7 dist... wow... dun even tink tpjc got ppl taking 7 subjects... & maybe a few with 6 subjects... dun tink there's much with 4 distinctions... haha...
tink my juniors all didnt do very well... except glenn... he scored AAC... very proud of him... went to dear's place in the evening...

woke up at 7am on sat... planned to go & play badminton... but the community centre only opened at 9am... & we wanted to go tanning too... & we tink maybe the CC has no more court le... so i went back to slp & we meet at 9am to go tanning... as usual... i was late... anyway the sun is not out yet... saw david's wife & his 2 gals... they were playing at the playground... played with them for a while b4 we go swimming...

went home to slp... coz very tired after the swim... i got a bit tan... dear don't really got tan... coz he's busy in the phone most of the time... & he damaged his phone casing... tink he quite upset... coz its quite new... but can always buy new one... hehe... meet dear & his parents for dinner at Moonfish at Millenia Walk... i tink i very sua-gu coz i tink i've nv been to Millenia Walk b4... anyway the food there is quite nice... nicer than swensens i tink... the crowd start coming in at 715pm... lucky we got there earlier... dear ordered lobster & chicken, i ordered black pepper prawns, his parents ate chicken & baked salmon... the food is very fresh... & we got a moonfish delux for free... got cheese sticks,calamari, & soft shell crab... yummy yummy... dun drool!!! hehe... his parents seems happy... mi too... But most of the time i was very quiet... coz dun really understand wat they r toking abt... coz they speak in cantonese... used to joke with dear tat even if he scold mi or talk behind my back... i also duno... haha... tink i really cant communicate with them well unless i learn cantonese... oh no...

after the dinner... we went to the temple... didnt noe there was a big temple in tampines... duno if i live in tampines or dear lives in tampines... he seems to noe tampines more than i do... but he used to live there mah... & mi??? other than gg interchange & home, i dun tink I've ever go to other parts of the area... haha... & i nv heard anyone says there's a temple in tampines... anyway there's a lot of ppl... so we drove to another place... dunno wats the name of the place... but been there b4 when i was young... tink mummy brought mi there b4... seems familiar...

today was my rest day... stayed at home... slp... eat... study... slp again... duno why i've been slping these few days... tink i'm falling sick... got sore throat & cough now... sob sob... tink i eat too much yest... =(

tired le... gg to study le... didnt chat with dear tonite... coz he's very tired too...

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Finally its thu... meaning its the end of my study wk... & weekends are coming again!!! yeah!!!
went to gym in the morn... came back... bathe & went to mkt discussion with my grp members... me & jun were late... so do some of the rest... anyway it doesnt matter i tink... another not so fruitful meeting...

after lecture, i went to meet shu juan... she purposely took half day leave to go shopping with me... coz she wanna get a skirt for salsa... wonder if she took the half day leave just to go shopping with me or its becoz of the skirt... anyway... doesnt really matter... we shopped everywhere in orchard... mango, zara, phuture london, future state, guess... saw this nice skirt from zara tat i liked... but i didnt look at the price... anyway i tink there isn't a price tag... anyway i tot it was quite ex so i didnt buy... it looks quite nice on me... but i didnt noe shu juan likes it too... anyway she bought the skirt at $35.90... makes me so dui2!!!! but nvm... i will continue to hunt for another one...

left meijun & shu juan at 6.50pm coz i need to rush off to meet dear & his colleagues... met hong xuan when i was on the way to orchard mrt... chatted with her for a while... den its... ooops... 7pm already... Initially the grp were gg to party world KTV... but after tat they changed to Balacavia... Lucky I was late... If not have to take the train back to City Hall again... some of them i saw before the previous time... there's one from yangon... 2 more ladies... Drank some beer... Dear's treat for the night... He ordered so much tat we cant finish... & one of his colleague got hooked up with this malay air stewardess... not very pretty but okay la... not too bad... air stewardess cant be tat ugly right... haha...

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Forgot to comment on thu (24th mar)...

had hall production rehearsal tat day... it was a total waste of time... went back to hall at 1230pm... suppose to meet jason at 12.45pm for briefing... den 1pm - 2pm is photo taking... but a lot of ppl arent here yet... only a few... so cant start photo taking... till 1.45pm... n our grp is the 1st to take the photos coz jason onli has 2 sub commers... so pathethic... but since there's only the 3 of us... so take loh...

after photo taking den i sat on the sofa in blk 16 tv rm... reading my cleo... read almost 1/2 of it le... den the assistant hall producer came to ask us to move to blk 18 basketball court... so some of us went over... still nth much to do... they r shifting the props... i stand at a corner... continue reading till jason came... den he ask if i wanna go back hall to change coz he make me wear black top & jeans on a bloody hot weather... so i told him to call me when they r starting... actualli its none of my business coz i will be controlling the mic... and the best thing is... blk 18 basketball court go where find mic??? so in the 1st place i dun even need to be down there... anyway i went back to hall... its already 3pm...

he sms me at 4.45pm... asking me to go down... i went down for a while.... den left at 5.15pm... coz meeting hong xuan they all to watch closer at suntec... at 1st jason dun let me go off... but he also tink i'm not needed there... so dun waste my time... anyway the tics r free coz hong xuan got it for us... went back to change den went down to suntec...

saw melissa, steven, hong xuan, shi han... and meijun... and dennis went too... with his fren... saw the UOB ppl... regina, suwen, irene, & linda... & alex daddy called yesterday... & he says tat he saw us too... he went with Kim mummy but didnt saw them... anyway the show was nice... & the funny thing is Steven was kena checked IC... coz he dun look like 18??? haha... all of us are able to go thru except him... looks like we looked old huh... haha... anyway he claimed tat he dun understand the show... duno real a not... he where got so innocent??? haha... anyway he seems to break his voice... seems quite late for a guy to break his voice... or izzit tat he smokes... but i dun tink so la...

after the show, we went to Brekocafe... coz steven & melissa wanna eat... the rest of us went there to have a drink... i ordered "Illusion"... dun anyhow tink... its a coffee k... not some alocholic drink tat will make u have illusion after u drink... but seems like steve has more illusion... & mi too... i asked hong xuan "so hows tat day clubbung with hong xuan?"... feel so stupid... tink i drank too much "Illusion"... hehe...

bumped into dennis at Brekocafe... he went there for makan with his fren... he didnt see us at 1st... so i went there to tap his shoulders... chatted for a while den return back to my seat... left at 10.30pm...

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Juz came back from dinner... & went to nanyang supermart to buy coffee... ready to fight against slp tonight... slept at 4am last nite & woke up at 7.37am... woken up by meijun's alarm... anyway lucky her alarm rang coz i depend on dear to ms me or to call me... but guess i was too tired today tat i nv even hear the sms ringtone when he sms me twice to ask me to wake up... one on 7.15am & the 2nd one on 7.17am... anyway i guess he juz cant be bothered with me whether i wake up a not... haha... Im such a PIG...

was quite tired when i went for lab class... but ltr was quite okay... juz tat the expt is so hard to do... not the doing part is hard but duno how to connect the apparatus... keep depending on jian wei... lucky got him... he's from my lab class last sem & this sem we happen to be in the same class again... last sem i keep copy his work... this sem also loh... as usual... he seems to noe everything or is it tat i juz duno a single thing... even meijun says he's smart... coz he manage to figure out how to do the connection for the 1st part of the expt & he taught the rest of us... for me... i ask the technician... anyway i look so blur... even the technician also noe i duno how to do loh...

went back from class at 3.30pm... meijun's bro sms her tat he got his 'O' levels result... reminds me of tat time when i took my results... so many yrs back... xiang dang nian (looking back)... haha... anyway he got 11pts... but meijun was a bit disappointed coz he failed his eng... she always had high hopes on him & he's from Anglican High... so naturally i assume tat he will do quite well... but he's is quite an exceptional case... tink he may still be able to stay in TJC... if not change to MJC loh... tink MJC accept students who flunk eng... juz have to retake again... No worries jun!!! MJC is quite gd...

now come to tink... next wk will be release of 'A' level results... wonder how hong xuan will fare... and my student... hope she gets at least a B for her maths... if not i'll be a failure tutor... no face to see her family... haha... and keith... and yanli... bendini... shu xiang... all my beloved juniors...

received an sms from keith early in the morning... been feeling bad the whole day... coz his fren got into trouble & ended up in the police station. He needed $1k to bail him out... but keith has only $500 with him at tat moment... normally i wont reject keith one... i noe he's a loyal fren & im a loyal fren to him... so he needs help i will surely help him... but this time i nv... if the money is to help him i will surely lend it to him but its always his fren who got him into trouble... duno wat kind of frenz he have sia... anyway i rejected him... coz i'm quite tight up these few days... i asked him to seek help from other frenz 1st... if really no one can help then i'll try to help loh... guess its the best i can do... up to now he still haven get back to me... so i assume its settled...

oh... i bumped into weijie on fri night while waiting for the bus... he was on his way hm... i was waiting for bus 29 & he's waiting for bus 291... he called me when he board his bus... he's burnt... so black... & so thin... tink airforce OCS is quite siong ba... talked for a while... he's still single but a lot of girls ard him i suppose... its like 9plus in the nite & he's still gg out... according him is meeting up with his sec sch mates... who noes may be some other hot babes again... sort of agreed to have lunch on sat afternoon... coz haven been catching up with him since... duno when... last yr??? yah... guess so... he's so busy & guess he also dun dare to find me coz i got eddy already... anyway i didnt go for the lunch coz i forgot abt it... by the time he msg me i was already preparing to meet eddy... & taken my lunch at home... so told him another day ba...

& i saw daniel on the bus... haha... this daniel is a malay guy from tpjc... rmb him being an OGL & i was an OGL also in JC1... been always saying hi & bye when we saw each other... but this time round we chatted a bit after i hanged up the phone with weijie & before i reach my stop... didnt noe he lives so near TPJC as well... haha... & the funny thing is... i dun even noe his name... bet he didnt noe mine too... he only rmb im from tk but actualli... i dun rmb a single thing abt him... anyway tink jinli dont like him... but forget why already... haha... maybe coz of sea sports??? or r they from the same class??? i onli rmb jinli saying -ve things abt him... but duno wat is it abt... poor memory!!! anyway we exchanged hp no... tats when i noe his name is daniel... 1st time i encounter a malay with a name of daniel... unique huh...

time to go n study le... bye!

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