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Monday, February 28, 2005

Lisi after facial... her hair is so funny!!! look like dragon ball!!!

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Yesterday, Eddy & I went swimming at David's condo... He saw Karen but i didnt see her... anyway dun realli rmb how she look...oops!!! hehe... anyway... instead of swimming, we went there to see show!!! "Ah Beng vs Security Guard"...

There goes my story telling again... tink next time i grow old can recite them as bed time story to me grandchildren... Ah ma's bed time story... sam kor sure likes this... hehe... rmb to sms me more often if u wanna hear more story... okay... without further ado... there goes the story...

there's this ah beng & his grp frenz swimming at the swimming pool... of coz swimming pool la... if not where right? haha... btw there's his gf also... & they were swimming at th condo pool... thre's this malay security guard who came to the pool side... tink he ask them where they r staying... juz a normal routine mah... but he's definitely guilty la... coz none of them r staying there... but the auntie is staying there.. however, he obviously doesnt noe where she stays... so the security has the right to ask them to leave... unless they can justify tat his auntie is staying there... & juz not his luck, his auntie is not at ard... anyway, he initiate a fight with the security... & the stupid security fight along... the ah beng's attitude is damn bad loh... & so skinny somemore... fight wat??? dear says he's the one who hit the security 1st... but i nv realli see tat... i onli see tat skinny ah beng sitting on the floor... coz he juz got out of the pool... so obviously his feet r still wet... so one push tat bastard fell onto the floor... so he's damn buay song loh... the next thing i saw was the security rolling up his pants... duno for wat... maybe fighting with long pants is too uncomfortable??? haha... anyway the gf & some other frenz try to separate the 2... & the gf keep shouting "Don't fight, don't fight" & she turn to the security "and u shut up!" wow... but still the fight goes on... being a gd resident... dear called the police... & the police took so damn long to come... even thou' the police headquarters r juz opp... eother they cant find the place, or they r short handed? or maybe they tink tat security & ah beng fight is very normal one... anyway he called again coz the ah beng took the chair & wanna "zam" the security... tink the security is already injured... dear says his nose is bleeding... anyway i tink the security also dun really dare to hit him... actually i tink a security shdnt have even beat ppl in the 1st place... ppl leaving in the condo r rich pl who will create a hula if anything happen to them... so cant afford to offend them... anyway he just suspect tat the ah beng is not telling the truth... y shd there even be a fight in the 1st place??? childish... anyway in terms of build... the security wins tat skinny fellow loh... scared him for wat??? & even let him hit his nose... so i guess he also dun dare hit back one loh...

after abt 30 mins...the family return home... the auntie came & i tink the parents came too... & he complained tat the security hit him 1st... normally this kind of thing... it is always the resident who win one loh... the security is no use one... tink it is lowly job... in the 1st place, the security shd stop them at the door already... if i m the security... not wait till he buay song den go to the pool to chk... anyway... after 3o mins... & the whole thing ended with another security coming along to settle it... everything was sort of settled... the ah beng's family decided to call the police... &... ... our police still haven come... haha...

anyway... no more show to watch le... so we continue with our swimming...

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Been quite stressed up for the past few days coz quizes are coming again & exams are drawing near... whole recess break is taken up with lots of stuffs... been telling myself "i muz study... i muz study... i muz study..." arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
dear asked if my recess break is meaningful... actualli to tink abt it... its quite meaningful la... haha... manage to finish effective communication projects & lab report... only tink that i dread to do is mkt... it juz sux...

finally have a day free... woke up at 10.45am this morning... woken up by dear's phone call... ate mummy's ai xin bee hoon... den sat in front of the tv till 1.30pm... the show was nice... but duno wats the name of the show... it abt news reporting... quite meaningful... makes me also feel like being a reporter... haha... famous quote in the show is "being a reporter is not juz a job, its a responsibility!" Actualli every job also muz have responsibility one mah... still miss UOB!!! but not the job definitely...

after the show then i packed my stuffs & left for facial... make an appointment with meijun & lisi... its quite pain sia... meijun & lisi r 1st timers... me??? not expert in doing facial also... only 2nd time... the charge is quite reasonable... so we r considering taking up the package... anyway i bought a anti-pimple cream that cost $39 & a facial wash @ $79... xin tong but wanna stay pretty pretty mah... so muz sacrifice $$... if not old le ugly den nobody wans me anymore... haha... the whole thing last abt 2 hrs plus... dinner in chinatown... the hawker near auntie judy's shop... & the ppl there says it will be tearing down for renovation for 10 mths... today is the last day!!!

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

tang has been back for 2 wks & haven meet up with her till today... & she's leaving for melbourne again on sun... most prob will only be back in june... miss her so much... and the rest as well... though the rest of us r in sg, all of us are so busy with our own stuffs that we didnt see each other often as well... so nice to gather once in a while... tink we will only gather when tang's back... which is like once every 4 mths? haha... anyway renhui & jiayan didnt turn up... ren hui has work & jiayan... duno why...

went cafe cartel at city hall... had craving for pasta... so i ordered pasta & latte... & we shared cheese cakes... blueberry cheesecake & oreo cheesecake... gg to grow fat soon... hehe... chat abt melbourne... & jin wei may be gg to aus after her diploma & jac is gg either to aus or switzerland... seems like everyone's leaving... is the moon realli rounder in other countries??? tang was saying she wanna get married & sit at home to be tai tai... free can go play mahjiong... high tea... bake cake... tidy the hse... den no need to study le... tats wat i used to dream of as well... but its juz a dream... jin wei ask wats out ideal age to get married... looks like everyone's ideal age is abt 24-25... den after 1-2 yrs of honeymoon period den give birth... have we really grown up??? haven even reach 20 den start toking abt marriage already... feel so old now... cannot imagine wat i will be like when i get married...

was at dear's place on sat... saw his photo album with his ex... i was the one who insist to see the album... & he refuse to let me see... didnt noe tat was a wedding album... tot its juz some album tat they took for fun... i tot i could juz browse thru it & it will not have any effect on me... coz everything's the past... but still... i m afterall a gal... dun really feel gd when i was browsing thru' it... but i'll try not to tink abt it... coz wats past is past... this is wat i've been telling myself... the other day dear sent me a pic of her & her frenz... & one look i noe its her... dear keep asking me how i noe but even i myself also duno why... i've nv seen her b4... nv see her pic b4 but i juz knew its her... maybe this is wat women always refer to as six sense... haha... my six sense tells me tat its her... maybe dear has been describing her to me... so somehow i noe how she looks like...

we took some photos at cartel & we decided to go esplanade for better view... tang bought nougats & a calendar for me... very cute one... & she passed me my x'mas card... i haven pass it to her yet but i decided not to give it to her... though i've already wroteit long ago... but the contents inside are no longer valid anymore... so i tink dun have to give...

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Calendar from Tang

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February month & x'mas card!

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Today is the 1st day of term break and I'm back in hostel... all becoz of all those projects...

Tue: Meeting for effective communication ppt
Wed: Meeting for marketing
Thu: Hall Production rehearsal
Fri: Meeting for marketing

There goes my whole wk... hai~ sometimes really tink its beta to work... weekends are weekends... weekdays are weekdays...

hm... went off on fri after meeting for effective communication with meijun & shi xin... manage to come up with some points for the tv critics... but we are doing on movie... so ironic but Patrick says its okay with him... so we go ahead to criticize on "tu ran fa cai"... All abt hokkien... 4D gambling & discrimination of china ppl...

meet dear after the meeting... coz he needs me to help him with his project... his groupmates' english all cannot make it sia... almost every sentence needs to edit... horrible... 2 hrs i only manage to edit 5 pages... dear drove me back at 11 plus... stayed up till 230am to finish up the tv critics... tot there's not enough words but in the end overshot by 73 words... manage to cut to 769 words but ideal is 700 words... but Patrick says he allows (+/-) 10%... so 769 is still within the range... haha...

was enxious abt dear's project but he has no sense of urgency... wanted to finish his things ASAP so that i can conc on my own stuffs... went library to do some research for my lab report... but cant find much... meet dear to go parkway to shop coz he haven been there for a long time... & tink he needs to destress a bit... took the feeder bus back to bedok... i wanted to make specs & we came across this new shop that is offering at a cheap price but the one tat me & dear like is quite ex... but dear says i look nice in it... & mummy agreed to pay for it... hehe... so i manage to slash the price from $268 to $220... gd bargain huh... its frameless one... my most ex specs & 1st frameless specs...

Went to dear's place to watch Chingay... da pao hor fun back to eat... & try to finish up his thingy... as usual... he drove me back... Stayed up till 430am to finish editing his project... could have finish earlier if my bro didnt came to my rm & tok to me... but i can multitask... so was chatting with him & editing at the same time... Mummy says she read my zodiac & it says i always put other ppl's thing before mine, so i will ended up having trouble for myself... which is quite true... i duno abt the trouble part but its true tat i'll always tink of others before myself... I noe myself very well...

sunday was quite meaningful... meet dear at airport to do my lab report & he is polishing up the final round of the project before they print it out... but our labtop round out of batt after abt 2 hrs plus... so we decided to go swimming... the sun went down already... & the water is nice... we went into the baby pool... its so nice to stay inside the water... haven went swimming for quite some time... tot tat i can tan up a bit but there's totally no sun... after the swim we meet daddy & mummy for dinner at bedok south...

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Friday, February 18, 2005

jun's butterfly

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my "tatoo"... very long hor...

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nice???

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body art!!!

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i'll be alone for the nite... coz meijun went off for tution... sob sob~ 1st time alone in the rm for the whole nite... but there's a 1st time for everything i guess... hope wont be a 2nd time coz i hate to be alone... or rather i'm scared to be alone... eddy used to say that i'm scared of loneliness... i guess he's right... normalli i dun usually do things alone... some ppl can... i dun understand why but for me... i juz cant... like eat alone... shop alone... watch movie alone... suntan alone... swim alone... if i were to eat alone, i rather dun eat... shop alone i rather dun shop... everything i rather dun do & stay at home & rot than to go out alone... seems so ke lian...

juz came back from welfare fest buffet dinner... in fact i run away from there... seems like there's nth for me to do... & maybe no one even realise my presense... haha... so after i eat i left... anyway juz go n show face loh... haha...

did my "tatoo" on the hand... its juz body art... very easy to wash away one... actualli wanna do henna but they dun have... this body art cant stay for long one... so tonite cannot wash my hand... haha... meijun did a butterfly... quite nice~

tml got physics test... stressed out sia... next wk is recess wk but got lots of things to do... tink i wont have much time to blog le... haha...

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Thursday, February 17, 2005

today not much class... coz its wed... slept for full 8 hrs... so nice~ wake up at 10am... woken up by jun's alarm as usual... her alarm always wakes me up but seldom wakes her up... haha... anyway no breakfast... coz we nv buy bread this wk & we finished our cornflakes last morning... so not much food left except all those chips, chocs & milk... but can eat chips & chocs for the time being coz i'm having flu & sore throat now... sobbie~

went to welfare fest... jun & I got duty to tend the ticket booth for the buffet dinner tml... those ppl so weird one... even need us to supply NTU TRIBUNE for them to cut out the tickets for the dinner & after they cut out the tickets, they left the whole stack of newsletter on the table... jun & i collected one whole stacks of the TRIBUNE... idiots!

went for mkting lecture at 1230... left at 130 coz its so boring... rather go back & help jun... wanted to go see doctor abt my flu & sore throat but the clinic is closed for lunch break... so i went back to Nanyang Auditorium... lynett says we can go take balloon... if we got nth to do... so i went to queue for the balloon... the person take so long to do one balloon... wanted to take one for jun but very paiseh coz there's a lot of ppl queueing... but when jun goes, the stall closed already... sob sob~ anyway my balloon bursted... lousy~

went to queue for the craft art... its limited to one per person & max 10 letters... wanted to do one for eddy & one for myself... but since its only limited to one per pax, i decided to combine it into "Janie & Eddy"... juz nice 10 letters... haha... so clever of me...

hanged ard the audi... went to the other stalls such as spectacles... wanted to make specs... coz wanna have one at hm & one in hall... so tat i dun have to bring it to & fro hall... but everyone i tried one, zhu xiu says not nice... sob sob... duno if its the specs not nice or the specs dun look nice on me... anyway i tink i look damn ugly in specs... so forget it...

other free food are candy floss, pop corns, coffee & waffle... waffle queue is damn long... seems like everyone queued for abt an hr loh... didnt even bother to queue but still got... coz we r the last one... and we r suppose to inform ppl tat there's no more waffles... So still got to eat them... the auntie is so nice to stay back & make for us...

after a while... the craft art queue is left with 3 ppl... so me & jun went to make another one... wanna make one more... so tat i can keep one for myself... the person muz be damn sian when she saw me coz its another 10 letters again... but this time i made "Janie luv Eddy"... and we were the last one too... still deciding which one to give to him... jun says i shd give the 2nd one...

A lot of things to do for this wk... guess i'll be damn busy... & i tink i can meet dear till fri or sat... miss him lotz!

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My flower balloon... but very sad case... suppose to have 6 petals... but 2 burst... sob~

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Can you spot it???

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Janie luv Eddy

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Queued for this for very very long... & then requeued again for the 2nd one... Spot the difference btw the 2!!!

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Seoul Raiders!!! Dashing!!!

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the heart shaped box for dennis

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balloon~

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nice nice balloons!!!

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hwee ying's ferreror rocher

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Dear, I love U!!!

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dear's pressie

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Juz came back not long ago... went to shaw(beach rd) to watch Seoul Raiders... Nice show... & free somemore... it was organized by NTUSU welfare fest... & i'm the sub com under programmer... gerard gave me a pair of tickets... so nice of him... not suppose to tell anyone coz the others only got one each for themselves... only me, meijun & lisi got this special priviledge...

Tony Leung is so suai... though he is more charming in Infernal Affairs... with his moustache... so man~ and shu qi always act this kind of action movies one... the show was kinda lame also... quite funny...

On the way to Shaw, the bus nearly broke down... we were suppose to start the games at 7pm & the show starts at 730pm... but the bus came late & there's traffic jam... & it nearly broke down on the highway... cant imagine wat will happen if the bus really cannot make it... its moving like a tortoise... when we reach Shaw, its already 745pm... games was cancelled... and the show starts at 8 plus...

hong xuan, shujuan, joyce, joyce's parents, meijun's bro & his frenz, lisi, meijun & I were there but sitting all over the place... coz the tickets are bought at diff times & some are free ones... shu juan work till 7.15pm but she took a cab down... the cab fare cost her $8, more than if she watch the show on another day but muz depend on watching with who mah... watching with me of coz worth it la... haha... i super thick skin sia...

meijun, lisi & i signed up for a facial at welfare fest... its $19 so we decided to give it a try... if its gd may consider gg there for facial... the usual rate is $49 which is quite reasonable... they gave us a heart shape box tats quite nice... we used it to put choc for Dennis as V'day present... passed it to hong xuan to give it to him... tink we are so bad coz nv buy for other ppl... but we'll get sth for the rest including hong xuan... coz she complain tat we bo sim... nv buy for her... haha...

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Yesterday was Valentine's Day... my very 1st V'day with dear... actualli its the 1st time i'm cel V'day with my bf... for the past few yrs was celebrating with fren(s)... though its not very special to him... but it is to me... went partyworld ktv again... Macdonalds give me a 3 hrs voucher... anyway everywhere will be very crowded & its so ex... Heard that Swensen's set dinner is $65++ per couple... damn ex sia... and after dinner got to tink of places to go again... so ktv is the best!!! can sing till i shuang... all the oldies... sang amy's fav "yi zhi xiao yu san" (a small umbrella, hokkien one)... duets... almost every song tat i can tink of... coz only the 2 of us mah... & no need to paiseh in front of him... so can sing whatever i like & shout all i can... hehe... we da pao(packet food) there to eat... bought da pao & cha siao bao & luo mi ji... dear made ai xin honey water for me... So sweet of him~ Gd for throat & guess i'm falling sick... Gg to lose my voice soon!!!

Dear sang jiu bai jiu shu jiu duo mei gui (999 roses) for me... coz he nv buy me roses... so he sang the song for me... other ppl only have a bouquet of at most a dozen... but i got 999 roses... hehe...

I put dear's watch nicely in a box... tie it up with a maroon ribbon... looks gd~ actualli wanna wrap it up but the box itself is already quite nice... spend a lot of time tying the ribbon... wrote him a card... tink my hardwriting damn ugly but nvm... its my style to attach a card tog with a present... dun realli noe wat to tell him... juz hope tat he likes the present...

Whole campus was cel V'day... with the welfare fest & everything... hwee ying gave me a ferreror rocher... she wrapped it up with a pink wrapper & there's a bell... feel so bad tat i didnt get anything for her... will try to get her sth... someone is giving out free balloons in canteen... heart shape ones... & my fav pink colour... took 2 pink ones & meijun got the red one... that stupid guy refuse to give me more... argh~

dear did something tats very sweet ... he sent me an ecard from hallmark tats very sweet... made me wanna cry... so touched* realli nice to receive it... send one back to him also... and it states "to someone who steals my heart"... its an short anime tat shows a thief gg to a rm to steal a heart... i tink its pretty cute! but its true tat dear steals my heart away...

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Monday, February 14, 2005

The $81 CASIO watch for V'day present to Dear~

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bought dear a casio watch... though its nth fantastic like omega or mont blanc, or rolex but currently only afford casio loh... haha... next time k... maybe 3 yrs down the road... long huh... but worth waiting... hehe... gd things are always worth waiting for... haha...

went to buddhist union for vegetarian lunch... wow... the vegetarian food got so much varieties... got "abalone", "yu" sheng, herbal "chicken", vegetarian noodles... tink got one more but forget le... bad memory... and got 4D no., but cant seem to fig out what the nos are... its inferential one... depend on how u interpret it...

dear & me went chinatown after the lunch... thinking of buying him a watch so wanted to go & see if there's any cheap omega watch... saw one tats quite nice for $450... wow... tats ex sia... and its 2nd hand one... wonder how much is 1st hand one... but i tink its not worth the money... and we found his long lost watch... he used to have it but was lost already... & its quite hard to find it coz its an old design but somehow chinatown's shops all have... so weird... conclusion is chinatown's business not very gd... haha... so old stocks still ard... but it cost $72 if i rmb correctly... quite solid & nice but i tink the new designs are beta... anyway chinatown's shops also quite ex...

went back to bugis to get the watch... Dear & I went si ma lu guan ying miao (temple) to pray... he went on chu yi but i didnt go... so yest we went... & everytime we pass by the building, we'll walk into the building to look at the watches... so somehow i feel tat dear will love to have a watch... juz duno which design he wans... saw some quite nice designs... but yest he cant make up his mind if he realli wanna have a watch... but after chatting with him last night... we sort of settled down in buying a watch... so went to choose today... there's a shop tat sells all the watches at a cheaper rate than the rest of the shops... though its not much but still... who dun wanna buy cheaper stuffs?haha

went back to this shop to buy the watch today... finalli settle down at one... got quite a few similar designs one tat he likes... but this one i like beta... duno if he reali likes or coz i like den he also okay... but no box one... so lousy but i noe how to wrap it up... so i took it back & put it in a nice box... though dear says no need but i insist... hope he realli likes it... this will be the very 1st V'day gift for him... and i can say the very 1st proper gift tat i bought for him... haha...

anyway had bbq at dear's place... his aunts were there tog with his 2 cousins, his sis, his parents & david's family... his 2 children & his wife were there too, plus his maid... everything is nice... fried bee hoon, curry, satays, chicken wings(best & dear's fav), sotong, prawns, sweet potatos, hot dogs & mash mallow... yummy yummy!!! been eating a lot these few days... fate le... muz go on diet le... if not dear dun wan me anymore...

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

i dun realli believe this but found this on the comp desk... tink my bro took from loyang da bo gong... so shd be quite zun... anyway can use it as reference...

Ppl born in the year of the ox possess a kind and strong character. You do not compromise easily, seeking fairness in all matters & maintaining an unyielding position. These characteristics are easily found on u becoz of ur natural-born leadership potential. You have a starong sense of responsibility and moral obligation for task assigned to yo. As a person who does not like to be controlled & restricted by ppl, u habitually focus everything ard urself & thus tend to be lonely. Relationships within the family are treated with importance. U love ur family & u r proud of the close bonds u possess. However, you do not express urself well in matters of hear. But once u fall in love, u will wholeheartedly devote urself. Ur strong personality means u will go all out to protect ur own position, at work or in the family. You hate the contrived & so treat ppl with warmness. You seek to climb up the social ladder to a certain extent.

Fortune in 2005
This yr's fortune is not encouraging. You find that you are always using double the effort to accomplish your tasks. Therefore, you shd be cautious, careful & do everything by the book. You shd not rush into things and must not be impatient. Single females will have suitors pursuing them, they will have to cope with relationship issues. Young couples in love will easily encounter setbacks in relationship matters. You often find that matters of the heart are an illusion & find it difficult to comprehend what is true or false.

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So Happy!!! dear bought me a baby pooh that i've been wanting for a long time... tink shu juan has the blue one but mine is the pink one... its so CUTE!!! love it lotz... thanx dear...

went shopping yesterday with dear to get my pressiez... bought a lacy panty as well... its my 1st lacy panty loh... & its pink too~ i'm a pink gal mah... so everything muz be pink...

fried chicken wings for dear to eat.. duno if nice a not coz he nv realli say muzh... juz complain that y is it not the marinated one but its using the powder one... looks like KFC one... coz i use Kentucky powder mah... haha... but still nice mah... not appreciative... cook it for him coz that day at my grandma hse got ppl cook chicken wing & it smells so nice... juz sui bian say that he wanna eat den i go n cook loh... muz learn to be a gd gf...

had some unhappines with dear yesterday... maybe i'm in the wrong but somehow i'm pressurized... i duno why but i juz cant help it but feel this way... though they are not together anymore but she seems to be with us... feel tat she has always been living in his heart... maybe he nv realise it... but he can mention her abt 3-4 times a day whenever we go out... not tat i'm unhappy becoz he keeps mentioning her... understand that they've been tog for 6 yrs... its normal even if he still rmb a lot of things abt her... but i juz dun wanna live in her shadow... i wanna be myself... ever since day one, i got this feeling that dear wanna change me to whom he wans me to be... & i try to be wat he wans me to be... coz i dun wanna be like a little gal when i go out with him also... but somehow... i keep gg against him... juz becoz i feel that he wans to change me into her... whatever that he likes, she liked but i purposely dun like... its not tat i dun like but i juz dun wanna have the same thing as her... whenever he says he bought this particular thing for her or whenever he says she had this particular thing, i dun wanna have it anymore...

is it tat i tink too much or am i juz too petty??? this may seem trivial but to me its a big thing... i dun wanna be someone who he wans me to be coz his ex used to be like that... Guess guys are all insensitive animals...

anyway i try not to tink abt it & play with my baby pooh bear... will distract me from all these thoughts...

what shd i buy for dear for V'day???

- Feed her Sugar....# ;