tons of stuffs to do... haven been blogging... no time... need to have meetings, do IA report... and sch assignments... 2 essays of 2500 words... omg... help!!! n i dun even understand a single thing abt history, lit, economics... slping in econs class is my best achievement... i practically slpt thru'out the whole lesson... feel so guilty...

everythings bad... bad... bad... nth seems to go according to my plans... maybe im too stressed... loading too much things n burdens on myself... quarelled with gordon on mon n tue... ridiculous, MCP man who tinks tat he's so great becoz his parents passed away when he was young n he has to work his way thru his sch life, doing odd jobs n stuffs... but is he the only one in the world who is poor??? is he the onli one in the world who did odd jobs??? wats so proud abt doing odd jobs... i did tat too... how he noes i've nv work as hard as him? how does he noes im not as poor as him before... piece of shit...

n idiotic enuff to say im doubling jobs... F*** ive been doubling jobs ever since day one i stepped into IMDC... do u tink i like to do double jobs based on the minimal pay tat u guys gave me??? now u accuse me of doing double jobs... like im the one who want to do it??? i love to be exploited!!! wtf... why shd u need 2 nurses in the clinic when u only have one doc n u only operate until 3pm... is everything tat has to be done by a recep... pls bear in mind tat i didnt travel all the way from singapore to shanghai juz to be a recep, ans calls, n smile at ppl... i dun need the kind of customer service experience... im much more experienced than anyone in this field... try answering hundreds of calls everyday den come n tok to me...

certain things can be done by nurses... nurse n doc have 4 hands all tog... n i onli have 2 hands... if other ppl can handle it, why shd he always rely on the recep to do it? isnt it the same way b4 i came to take over the job? why isnt tat after i came, no one else can do it anymore??? i realli wonder how u guys gg to cope after i left...

im not gg to give in anymore this time round... if he's not gg to approve of it, we'll juz go n tok to patrick, tog with CK... anyway im gg to leave soon, i wan him to know tat i'm not afraid of him... i respect him as my direct supervisor but i'm still under kee hau no matter what... i understand tat patrick needs him to maintain the operations in the clinic but w/o me, he tinks he can meet his monthly target? but my dear CEO shd at least say sth to back me up... he's the one who asked me to take up the project, but now he juz keep quiet when we r arguing over tat issue... i noe he's MR NICE MAN... so now im the bad man, n he's the gd one...

things i hate most was ppl to look down on me... i've been with him for 3 mths, he shd noe my character... wat gen Y ppl always says they'll do it but they always say say onli... gen Y ppl nowadays like to argue with supervisor... coz i said tat they're super inflexible in handling issues... Gen X ppl (old men with big tummies) always look down on gen Y ppl... i'll prove him wrong... If I cant finish CK's project, I'll stay in Shanghai... ARGH!!!! f***ing ass!!!