went to nsrcc last nite for shi han's 21st b'day... the place kinda big... rmb i went b4... tat time was amadeus chalet... got a nice swimming pool... n 2 storeys high... can accomodate quite a lot of ppl...

went to buy guinea pig for her with yanli on fri nite... haha... special present... most prob the most special one ive ever bought... haha... according to the shop owner, big n small ones can live harmoniously tog... (we shall wait n see)... the one tat we bought is a special breed... there's one hole on its head so tat when it grows old, its hair will grow out from the whole... like someone with centre parting (tats me!!!)... haha... brought it hm to stay with me for the nite... played with it with yanli for a while... but we just cant lift it up... coz im scared tat i'll hurt her... oh... its a HER!!! n shi han's existing one is also a HER... n it realli can struggles... so each time it struggles... we just put it down... so we've nv successfully lift it up yet... (lousy)

jinli came over to my place on sat noon... went for lunch n to look for the bubble tea shop tat we frequent... it has shifted to the mkt place n corde found it!!! so we r gg to hunt for it too... hehe... long time nv go mkt... didnt realise tat there's a HK cafeteria tat sells HK food... ate HK fried la mian... quite gd... but oily... n i drank yuan yang... there's HK milk tea... but taste so sg!!! haha...

manage to find the bubbletea shop... but they dun sell milo ice blend anymore... sob!!! n no ice blend at tat time coz the ice are not ready... sob sob!!! we hunt high n low for it... so excited to find it... but no milo ice blend... but we drank choc milk tea la... since we r there already...

jinli dares to carry the pig... oops... its guinea pig... n he carry it onto my hands... ar.... so exciting... its in my hands... resting on my hands... n we juz pass it to each other... its sooooooo cute... its name is tentatively "frap"... coz shi han's old one is "oreo"... "oreo frappucino"... cool!!! but kinda long name huh!!! haha...

this one's 2 mths old... n han's old one is 2 yrs old... shd be quite big... n their lifespan is 5-8yrs old... suddenyl miss my hamster... but after my hamster... i realli have forbia to touch animals... coz my ham ham realli bite me so super hard... but "frap" is so guai... she juz smells my hands... n makes a lot of noise when it is very excited... n after playing for sometime... it gets familiarize with the place... n starts to climb out of the cage... n run abt... sooo hyper... but i love it!!!

finalli see glenn... i guess the last time tat i saw him shd be last yr's amadeus concert... tats like very long le... got close to one yr? maybe~ but he's busy with army... all the yucky shift work... 8am-8pm n 8pm-8am... tough job sia... always call him also nv pick up phone one... he taught me how to massage... coz so far he's still jinli's best massager... n me? im always the last la... coz i duno how to do it... but glenn's massage... realli damn gd... mi always feel tat my arms are aching when i massage jinli... haha...

left at 2plus... saw mahjiong but we decided not to play... if not no need to go hm le... haha... once u start, u cant stop... haha... chat n chat... n play with "frap" for the last time b4 i go... gonna missed it... but i can always go her place to play with it... so near anyway...

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we just forget all the worries when we r playing with it... How i wish i dun have to go back to study... yeah! Its resting so comfortably in my hands...  

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shi han's guinea pig... its soooooo lovely... cant bear to give it to her... at least it slps ay my hse for one nite... how i wish its mine!!! 

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the uglily hanged banner... 

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during recording... 

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No. 2509... can buy 4D!!! 

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sat was the audition for the 2nd round of sg idol... they were gg to pick out 100 contestant out of the ppl who got thru the 1st round... n according to jinli, he didnt even get to see the judges in the 1st round... so we realli didnt noe wat the judges are looking for... anyway jonathon got into the 2nd round... coz the audition was spreaded over a few days. (thu-mon) if im not wrong... n jon went on thu... n he got in... he's the one out of ten from his grp who got in... well done chap! anyway there're abt 11 or 12 of us gg to support jinli... me, yanli, juan, peiwen, thomas, donny, jon, jinli's 2 cousins and another fren... i duno his name... but he's a bimbo!!! haha... n jon suggest tat i speak in front of the cam... omg... we did the so paiseh thing... to sing "Jinli" into 4 cords... n i have to say sth into the cam... pls dont show it out on tv... by tat time maybe i'll be in china... so no worries... but whoever saw it... can u guys tape it for me? i wanna see myself on tv too... lol... my virgin tv appearance... anyway... we went out of tune...

Its realli a long long wait n i brought my notes... to study... but apparantly i didnt la... everyone's so nervous... how to study... even in the morn... i cant settle to do my last min study b4 i left the hse... haha... izzit my competition a not... n i still tink very very far... im gg to design banners n email juan who's in sg to get the banners printed... so tat they can all bring the banners to the studio when jinli got into top 30... n phone bill will realli go up!!! but... sad to say... our dreams didnt come true... coz jinli didnt get in... but all is well... he's not too disappointed abt it... n we're all alright seeing tat he took it so easily... so all hopes on jon now... he shd feel pressurized...

went to pizza hut for dinner... to cel yanli's b'day... bought him a bag from wallet shop... jinli n i saw it n we liked it immediately... hehe... n she loves it too...

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I've decided not to tink abt anything else but sch... time to get back to sch proper... i dun have time to waste... counting down to exams... onli left with less than 3 wks... omg... help!!! i haven even start much... tried to study one chap of buz finance and it took me one whole day... why am i so slow??? somehow i cant help but feeling sleepy... maybe i shd go buy stronger coffee... den i can conc more and study till later in the nite... n watch less tv...

learn this from fm 93.3 this morn... everyone needs at least 7 hrs of slp per day in order to have gd memory... those tat slp lesser than 7 hrs will experience memory failure... oh... sounds like me... does tat means my memory is failing coz i slp less than 7 hrs a day... or tat my brain's gg to die coz im old... n memory is failing... argh... sob!

meet zacc on mon... coz he's off... finalli... seeing him working till 2-3am and waking up so early in the morn to go for work... n even have to go back office on sun nite... its realli killing him... so they decided to give him an off day on mon... and he did to do sth to his bike... it jerks n jerks... scares me when im on it... finalli he came to fetch me with his nicely maintenance bike... no more jerks... went to get a helmet for his pillion... coz the visor cracked... n its dangerous coz there's no protection... so muz get a new one... n i chose n designed it... yeah... there's a roxy logo, a butterfly and many many flowers... hehe... so girlish... bet his guy frenz will start to "eee" again... but at least better than the old pink one... they dun even feel like wearing it... lol... feel a sense of satisfaction after standing in the shop for 2 hrs... choosing the helmet, design of stickers... n a hard time pasting the stickers... n he's such a.... undecisive guy... n he decided to design the old helmet tat i bought for him last yr... to last for a few more mths...

he wanted to get a full face helmet... ever since 1 yr ago... n he didnt told me... so i bought a normal one for him last yr for his b'day... n now he's gg to dump my helmet n buy a new full-face one... but its kinda ex.... $150 for one... n he kinda she bu de buy... so we keep walking in n out of the shop... anyway full-face helmet dun realli suits him coz he's riding a phantom... if he's riding a scarmbler... den it will be damn cool... so i agree to get it for him b4 i fly to china... coz i wont be flying back in aug to cel his b'day with him... so will get it for him if he can wait till june... but then again... its kinda ex... but he realli like it... so maybe i shd start saving... n will ask if lisi wanna buy... buy 2 can bargain for a cheaper one...

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i seriously couldnt tink of any title to name this entry... in fact, i dun even feel like blogging this entry... but still... i couldnt stop myself... this may be the last time tat im gg to blog abt this person... looks like there's realli nth back here that's stopping me from gg to china... sg realli has very sad memories for me... maybe i shd go china and find a china man... haha...

i told myself this morn today will be the last day tat im gg to cry for this guy... in the 1st place, i did not really pin very high hopes into this r/s... after so many yrs, and after so many incidents... separating... and get back tog... so many times... i tot tat he shd at least learn something... but still... its all back to square one... like i told him before, the higher the expectation, the more disappointment i will be... so i didnt realli have much expectation of him...

he always told me tat he's not a gd lover but i tink there's a diff btw bf and lover... bf maybe not... but lover... i dun realli tink so too... if he had chose to believe in himself... n me... things will not turn out like this... thou' he tinks tat i have to be responsible for this... but i believe trust is very impt... a r/s without trust will nv go anywhere... i trust him n expet the same trust from him... but this is sth tat I've nv get from him all along... he trust his frenz... his tarrot cards and even friendsters... maybe its a mistake on my part to return to him again... it took me 1 yr to forgive him... m i gg to take another 1 yr to forgive him again???

maybe he's just my nightmare... he always makes me feels like im the happiest gal in the world, tat i feel im living in heaven and then throw me into hell... the person who keeps robbing away my happiness is not the third party... but he himself... is it realli worth crying over such a guy? i dun tink so... but still... tears always roll down my eyes whenever i tink of him... similar incidents happened yrs ago... n after so many yrs, the same thing happen again... im totalli speechless... wat i can say is tat im utterly disappointed in him... if given another choice, i will nv let myself be on this situation again... once bitten, twice shy... i will nv allow the third time...

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Back to Bangkok??? How i wish too!!! but even in sg... we r still the "hei1 bai2 pei4" Great minds tinks alike... 

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at night at Brewerkz... Cheers!!! 

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lets cut the cake tog!!! 

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the most Obiang b'day cake i've ever bought... 

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james & me... 

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the ride to home to airport... 

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yummy yummy!!! 

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haven had the time to update... busy with projects... stupid tech com & buz management... taking up too much of my time... haven had time to realli sit down n do my work yet... aimed to start studying last wk... but one wk have past... n i still haven do anything yet... sob... one mth more to exams... starting to countdown le...

cel jinli's b'day on sun... actuali day was sat but seems like sat is not a gd day coz everyone got dates i supposed... n me? stay at hm the whole day to do tech com. went to order cake on fri morning den meet jinli to go ikea... coz got ikea sales... bought one quilt and bedsheet, wine glass, candle holder... he bought a ice mould, glasses, and... forget le... tink coasters... and a plastic bag holder... separate from him to meet mummy for dinner... n he's gg Yusoff Ishak Sec Sch for Nita's choir... went to TM to eat Teppanyaki... i tot its a new one but its actualli the same one as the one century sq used to have at the basement... coz i rmb the chef is still the same person... but still as nice... yummy yummy... the best thing i like abt Teppanyaki is not to eat... but to see the chef cooking... meet jinli to watch "date movie"... funny but waste $$ show... haha...

went back to the same bakery shop to collect the cake on sun with juan... oh my god... the cake is realli Obiang (old fashion)... but tats wat jinli wans... old fashion key cake... but i didnt get him the key cake coz the baker says its not nice to have a 2kg key cake... the key will look damn small... coz the key is cut out from an originali rectangular cake... so a lot of the cake will be wasted... so he suggest to draw the key on it... n design for me... omg... shdnt have trust him... lousy taste... but still edible la...

drank baileys at his hse while waiting for yanli to come... corde didnt join us at his hse coz she has sth on... so she met us straight at Brewerkz... the food there is quite nice... like the ambience... n they have their own brewed beer... got flavor somemore... jinli ordered golden ale, me, juan n yanli drank black frazy (if i nv spell wrongly)... the waitress is actualli in MAE n she sort of see corde b4... saw janice with one big grp of ppl... didnt realli wanna acknowledge her thou' ive got nth much against her except jason's incident... n everyone too... but she saw us... n she called yanli... she walked over n say hi... realli nth to say to her... hehe...

dessert at TCC... ordered warm choc cake... n its such a small piece... n cost me $9.90... but the way they present it is very nice... of coz all the other desserts too... but it taste quite normal... eugene was smsing me last nite tat he wanted to have a cafe business with his fren... n i tink its a gd idea... coz ppl nowadays are more willing to spend... maybe coz i like to hang ard in cafes... n eat desserts... so i tink presentation is very impt... n of coz the svc as well... ppl are more willing to pay for presentation than the taste of the food... anyway i promise to be his consultant... if he needs one... FOC... n i can be his waitress... or help him sweep floor... but muz pay me la... of coz...

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meet james last sat to go sentosa... hmm... tink i havent gone to sentosa for a long long time... guess after we've broken up more than one yr ago... which means i haven gone there for more than a yr... quite a lot of changes... n there's more bars on the beach... n it so happened tat there's "jazz by the beach" at the cool deck bar on siloso beach... its a performance by some jazz grp from europe? or america... forgot le la... but its quite nice... esp when they sing "killing me softly" and "stand by me"... cool!!! n everyone sits on the floor... by the time we had our dinner n reach there after a long stroll by the beach, there's no space to sit except the stairs... but still... its nice sitting there... since everyone's doing it... so why not??? realli enjoying the nice songs n music... wish we could do tat everywk... its so relaxing!!! wanted to watch the musical fountain but its all packed... duh~

met lunch with yanli, shu juan n jinli at Ajisen... this coming sat is jinli's b'day... finalli turning 21... its gona be my turn soon... another 2 mths plus... n kor is gg to sponsor me a big cake... do i wan a key shape cake also? i tink its not bad looking... coz jinli wans it... n we're gg to buy it for him... searched the pics at some cakery websites like prima deli n bengawansolo... the cakes looks pretty... cant wait to turn 21... so many of my frenz are already 21... n a few more coming soon in mar n apr... parties all the way!!!

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sexy sexy!!! 

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after hair is done... COOL!!! 

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jinli's highlighted hair... 

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my nice hair... just after treatment... 

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collection ducks...  

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Collection item... 

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Gifts... 

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Barang Barang!!! 

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Mass BUY!!! 

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Shall write a bit abt my Bangkok trip... hehe... its quite fun... with corde n jinli ard... life’s nv boring... esp with corde... haha... so fun!!! How I wish I dun have to come back... the most sickening thing is I have 3 quiz when I come back... back on mon... quiz on tue, wed n thu... n thu I even have GIP interview... n ive shifted thu lab to tue coz GIP interview falls on lab timing on thu.. argh... have to wake up at 6 am on tue... omg... this wk’s dying... thank god its over...

Lesson learnt: dun go for holiday during term break...

Day 1:
Ivan sent corde to airport n had their romantic breakfast... gave jinli a morn call... n he’s still slping... took a cab to jinli’s place from my hse to fetch him to airport... ate chicken on the plane n slept for a while... finalli we reached Bangkok... finalli stepped onto bangkok’s land... yeah!!! Im so happy!!! Got someone picked us up from the airport to the hotel... once we reached hotel... we changed into shorts... n left the rm for shopping...

Spent $200 over on 1st day… omg… I onli brought $600 there… how to survive for the rest of the days when I’ve already spent so much on 1st day… so ive decided tat the rest of the days im really gg to scrimp… haha… went paragon to buy bras… the Wacoal n triumph bra are cheap… abt $30 per piece… bought 3 pieces n one panty… n got 2 free panty… bought 2 new jeans n t-shirt… one skirt n an adidas cap… n tony n guy hair mask… the mask is really gd… my hair feels so nice after I use it…

bought my jeans at siam center… got this crazy woman who keeps telling mi tat she likes me… n keep holding on to me… n pointing to the jeans tat she’s selling… n saying tat she like the jeans… so wat if she likes the jeans… wat has it got to do with me??? Omg!!! She really likes me… she ask me to wear… n since I need to buy jeans… so I tried… n she persuaded me to try another pair… n if I buy both… will be cheaper… n she squeeze me into a small size jeans… n I can hardly breathe… n she keeps saying nice… omg… I look so awful… coz it pushes all my fats to the waist… no more waist for me… haha… im like dying soon!!! N so she let me try a bigger size… n she succeeded la!!! I bought both jeans… after much bargain… but still tink its ex la… n this crazy women dun let me change back to my shorts… she folded my shorts n put into a plastic bag for me… n insist tat I wear the jeans to shop… anyway I tink its nice… so I juz walk ard with my new jeans…

Corde keeps imitating the way thai ppl talks… damn funny!!! But tink she got the kick of it… once she starts… she cant stop… haha… still rmb she say “bug & bee” and jinli & I couldn’t catch wat she is saying… damn slow!!! We stoned for a few sec b4 figuring out wat she is saying… haha… hopefully she wont come back to sg with tat thai accent!!!


Saw 2 gays at “bug & bee”… quite cute… esp one of them… corde snapped their pics… so cool!!!

By the way… when we set off from our hotel, wanted to walk to MBK since its so near put hotel… but we walked the wrong direction… so still no choice… have to take cab… since its so damn cheap there… no need to walk under the hot sun…

Day 2:
Went back to pratpong for drinks… “bug & bee” again… bought 2 pairs of cufflinks… one for Eugene n one for zacc… was 450 batt but I gave the lady 500 baht… so she’s suppose to return mr 50 baht… but instead, she gave mi back 250 baht… so I bought the 2 pairs for 250 baht… but the box is quite ugly… decided to buy another box for eugene’s cufflinks… so tat it looks more “class”… haha… the box is as ex as the cufflinks…

Saw another 2 cute gays… but not as cute as day 1’s one… n mi n jinli concluded tat they’re on their 1st date… coz both nv really tok… n look shy shy one… there’s internet computers at “bug n bee”… so we took turns to use it… corde of coz misses ivan… so she emailed him… n jinli emailed Jonathon… n me… hmm… of coz emailed James lor… kinda miss him n wonder wats he doing when im not ard!!! Haha…

Onli spent abt $50… trying hard not to buy anything… but still bought rubberbands, earrings, suntan lotion for dennis & the cufflinks… went to Chinatown… the they sell really cheap earrings & rubberbands… one big packet of rubberbands for 50 baht…

Ate seafood at Chinatown… big prawns… mussels, nest tom yam soup ever drank… crab omelette… n crab vicemelli… for 720 baht onli… n me n corde drank big coconuts… super full!!!

The most irritating incident of the trip!!! Kena bird shit at pratpong… so sad… argh… n the most weird thing is… at tat time, there are so many birds flying in the sky… really really lots n lots… flying in one big flock… n they shitted… ON ME!!! Argh… jinli used wet tissue to help me wipe away… I wanna cry le lor…

Walked off to find james’s pouch… I still haven give up… it’s a very sleazy lane… with all the pubs n clubs there… I walked into the lane alone… so scary… jinli n corde r looking at the Buddha carvings… so curious to noe wats inside the lane… so I walked… but until half den walked back… coz its really sleazy… n im scared!!! Walked back n dragged the 2 of them to walk with me… hehe… oooo…. Sexy gals wearing bikini n dancing bar top… so sexy!!!

Had a hard time hailing for cab at pratpong… coz the drivers all refuse to switch on their meters… coz they know we are tourists… so they wanna raise the price so tat they can earn more… but we r singaporeans… not so stupid k!!! jinli got irritated coz he cant seem to hail any cab… but in the end we still did it la…

Day 3:
Went chatuchat early in the morn… coz its so damn big… n closes at evening time… so muz go there when it opens… n everyone will be there… bought a watch… 330 baht but at nite when I went to the night mkt… its onli selling at 200 baht… kena cheated… im so sad… bought another watch for mummy…

Bought converse shoes, bags, 2 tealight candle holders ( but I broke one), 3 pairs of slippers, bracelet, shorts, t-shirts… ate the ice stick… so cool!!!

Jinli is really so cha bor… worse than corde n me… can stay in one shop for so damn long… n tink n tink if he shd buy a not… mi n corde juz take 2 stools in the shops n sit down n chit chat among ourselves till he’s done… n we keep scolding him lor… haha… poor thing… maybe he’s also cursing n swearing at us!!! Haha…

James asked me to buy a csm pouch but I cant seem to find it… I walked for hrs in chatuchat… gg into every single bag shop but I still cant find it… argh… really irritating… I gave up!!! But I still keep gg into the bag shops… n always walked out in disappointment…

Went to do hair treatment with corde… jinli went to highlight his hair… for onli 310 baht… n my treatment is onli 275 baht… the hairstylist is very nice… he took photographs of me… n even help me take video while I was doing my hair… n they try to speak to me in thai + eng… one its like one chicken one duck… and 3 persons do my hair… had a shocked… “wats these 3 ppl gg to do to my hair?” haha… coz 3 of them take 3 hair dryer to dry my hair… n 3 straightening iron to straighten my hair… help help… gg to have chao da hair… but my hair came out damn nice… smooth n silky… I also can go n be the model for shampoo advertisement liao… haha… corde’s hair is nice too… n jinlis cheapest highlight ever… haha… corde’s straightest hair ever!!! I simply love my pretty hair!!!

Dinner at a steamboat restaurant… but the food is not very cheap la…

The hairstylists told us there’s this night mkt near Chinatown… tink its Saphoon Phat… even the cab driver also dun really noe… or tat we pronounce wrongly la… onli one noes… n he brought us there… bought quite a few cute t-shirts… bought one for james since I cant find his pouch… but gave it to kor instead… coz I nv by anything for him…

Day 4:
Went back to Chinatown… coz tat day we went in the evening n a lot of shops are closing… so didn’t shop much… bought a figurine… collection item… at 180 baht… too bad there’s onli one left… so I took the display set… jinli bought a series of ducks… very pretty… n the 3 of us bought 8 clocks… I bought 2… one for me n one for james… want him to put on his study desk so tat he can keep track of the time n date when he’s studying… one look n I noe I muz get one for him… I noe he’ll like it… coz he always like unique things… n the clock displays the time, date, day n mth… but the bad thing is muz keep pressing everyday to change the date n day… bought wallet for daddy…

Went tp MBK to buy food back… bought seaweed… durian crackers… n crackers with pork floss… bought one for anothny n one for weisiong…

Jinli went for thai massage… me n corde decided to do our nail… nail arts… damn cheap thete… 200 baht… but the person had a hard time removing my nail polish… I used the one tat Sharon gave me… n its really powerful… or tat her nail polish remover is lousy… lol… but overall its quite pretty!!! Love my nails lots…

Last time eating seafood b4 we return to sg… coz mi n corde painted our nails… so pretty… so we dun wan peel prawns… so this very impt task goes to jinli lor… haha… but he really peel very nice n complete prawns for us… yeah!!! So sweet of him!!! Thanks so much!!!

Went to the new night mkt… suan lum mkt… didn’t wan to buy anything… coz im really damn broke… but in the end… still cant resist the temptation… bought diamonds for nails… den my nails will have the “bling bling” effect… haha… jinli went to draw money… n im so tempted to shop again… so he drew another 500 baht for me… n another 1000 for corde… tinking tat I may have a chance to find james’s pouch… but still cant find it la… I really give up le lor… but in the end I still nv use my 500 baht… coz I nv buy anything lor… hehe…

Jinli wanted to buy paintings back but I tink its too ex there… n some of are so simple tat even I can do it… why spend money buy tat kind of paintings… juz splash some paints den call it painting… I can do it too… hehe… he also bought his wooden carved Buddha…

Went back to rm at 12 plus… packing up time!!! I dun wanna go hm!!! Had a hard time packing… coz we really bought a lot a lot of things… brought 3 handcarry n my luggage back…

Day 5:
Least happening day… coz it’s the day tat we’re returning back to sg… sob!!! Nv eat breakfast at hotel… coz we planned to eat KFC using the VAT refund for mi & corde’s bra… haha… total of 360 baht… coz we spent 5500 baht at paragon…

Someone picked us up from the hotel to the airport… checked in our luggage… lucky nv overload… saw 3 very very pretty transversites… jinli wanted to take photo with them but we still dun dare to approach them… so paiseh…

Corde wants to buy the clear nail polish… but we cant find them… n the best thing is to use the tester at the airport… den no need to buy le lor… haha… n we imagine the salesgal ask “mdm, may I help u?” n she’ll say “yes, thank u.” and stretch out her hands… so funny… fancy her tinking of such ideas…

Slp all the way on the plane… coz im really really tired… nv really slp for the 1st 2 days… coz im not the kind who can slp everywhere… even thou im damn tired on 2nd day… but the bed is simply so soft… tat I juz sank into the bed… not used to it…

Call james once I landed… miss him so much… ivan came to fetch corde… so sweet of him… he actually says he’s not coming one… surprise!!! N he also nv sms corde when she sms him tat she’s back… n he juz reply “welcome back”… but he’s really sweet… so jinli sent me hm in a cab…

Bought baileys back from the airport… can open n drink on my b’day… hehe… time really pass so fast… im gg back to study le… so sad… n exams are near… n my quizzes… so sad!!!

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juz had my GIP interview yesterday... corde told me to wear semi-formal... so i wore a black top with jeans n covered toe shoes... n i tied up my hair to prevent my hair from messing up during the interview... hehe... everything seems oki... was quite scared the nite b4... coz duno wat qns will be asked... but glad den it went well smoothly... juz kinda stucked at the 1st qn... which is to describe abt myself... omg... i hate to describe myself coz i realli duno wat to say... so stoned for a while... but all the other qns was related to wat i wrote in the application... hope tat its successful!!! they asked me abt my dream... hmm... wats my dream??? to be a successful engineer??? i tink its too standard an ans... so i didnt ans it... coz i tink they also wont believe me... haha... anyway one of them prompted tat it can be illogical... so i said my dream is to open a shoe shop... n they seems interested... one of them said his niece's dream is also to open shoe shop n the other says i can make use of my knowledge of materials to make my shoes... thank goodness... other qns are sth like “why did I choose china instead of other countires?”, “wat do I tink I can gain from this trip?”, “is thermodynamics very diff?”, “how am I coping with my studies now?” , “why would I wanna go for this trip?”, “is materials eng my 1st choice and why?”, "if im being asked to work in china, will i work there?"
Anyway all ended well...

i had to choose btw GIP & driving... n sometimes i have this sudden thought tat i dun wanna go anymore... coz i'll miss everyone in sg... my frenz... juan, jinli, yanli, eugene, zacc, sharon... n many many... daddy, mummy, kor, my cousins, grandma, & James... but den i tot... so many of my frenz also go overseas to study... like tang, boa fah, jermaine, hongxuan etc... n they survive well... n dennis also went for half the yr n is back in sg now... if they can do it... im sure i can... it maybe painful to leave... but im onli gg for 6 mths... some ppl leave fpr yrs... n still they survive... so i believe 6 mths will pass very fast... n there's internet... n mobile phones... everyone's juz a phone call away... n i cant teach tuition... hui yi's so cute n lovely... n jun an's more guai nowadays... n my driving... but when i come back... i can still learn my driving... n find more tuition... hehe... juz get impulse sometimes... guess i'll push away the tots soon...

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