reach home at 2plus midnight on fri night... woken up by dear at 9am... the sun is out & its his off day... so we decided to go tanning... nice sun... i was too tired to wake up... ask dear ti give me another half an hr.. but when he called me at 10... im still zzZ... haha... too pig... haha... i was ransacking my hm to find my bikini... den i called dear to complain tat i cant find it... & guess wat!!! its with him... damn it... so forgetful of me... arghh... ive left it with him last wk... coz we wanted to go swimming but didnt manage to go...

had a nice tan... after some 20min... the sun is realli hot sia... cannot take it anymore... dear's gonna become a lobster... haha... went to da pao food to his place... coz his parents wanted to go & buy washing machine... so we tagged alongto gain city at ang mo kio... drive all the way there... dun tink the things are tat cheap... juz saw the ad on the papers & we decided to go... bought one toaster... can bring it to hostel den jun & i dun have to eat white bread everyday... haha...

went to east point to buy hair dye... dear says he can do it for me... and i bought a curler from watson... wanna noe how i look when i curl my hair... but juz cant it right with the normal curlers... so wanted to buy one to play with it... haven try yet... haha... duno how i'll look like...

had herbal chicken & pork for dinner... duno wat the pork call but its nice... with vege... a bit soul... a bit salty... taste like roast pork... not the cripsy kind of roast... its the one with the gravy... im sure u all noe wat im toking abt right???

my hair reali cant absorb much color... i bought this super light color but it still doesnt seem to show a lot... juz a bit lighter than the previous one... hair's a bit dry now... gotta put some hair cream... & lots of conditioner... i shall go home & play with my curler... let me finish up my report 1st... bye~~~

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juz gotten my log in ID to the system & email access... yeah! been waiting since the day i report to work...

let me continue blogging... since i've got nth much to do... actualli i do have to type reports but dun realli wish to do it now... a bit lazy... yawn yawn... drinking milo & opening the file in front of me... so tat i look like im doing sth... hehe... so clever right??? eat snake also muz have skills one k...

me & jun finalli has a chance to meet up with sze lin they all on Fri... junie, kexin, jovis, charlene & kim... we went to marina south to eat steamboat... got live prawns... can jump one... sze lin went to bbq the prawns... the poor prawns were still struggling when they are not the hotplate... sounds gross right??? and some of us were screaming... helping the prawns to cry out its sorrows??? duh... juz kinda frightened when its moving... but nice prawns!!! yummy!!!

ate till 10 plus... ke xin's bf came to fetch her to play mahjiong... as usual... tat mahjiong queen will go & play mahjiong over the weekends if she's not on noon shift or night... she realli can play sia... luck damn gd also... her bf gave us a lift to millenia walk... when we got into the car... he says "wow... u all smells... " haha.... obviously we dun smell so gd... the whole car smells of oil... bbq... eeks... even i can stand my own smell...

we went drinking in a pub... at millenia walk... Paulaner Brauhaus... it serves german beer tat is brewed by themselves... it definitely taste better than tiger, heinekein etc... and slightly better than hoe garden... but quite ex... the glass is unique... got 0.3L, 0.5L & 1L.... i drank the 0.5L one... coz i cant realli drink so much... quite full already... & i will be as red as a lobster... not so nice... & we are sitting outside... kinda warm... so better dun drink so much... Dear is juz nearby me... he's drinking at boat quay... with his customers & colleagues... he drink his, i drink mine... den we'll meet & go back tog... drank till 1plus... jovis left 1st... followed by charlene, sze lin & junie... alex daddy came to pick kim... so he can xun bian send me & jun home... dear send me up den took cab home... daddy's car a bit small but still can squeeze la... coz stanley is there also... so the 4 of us squeeze at the back... they went JB to eat seafood... with gary & some other colleagues... It has been very long since we last catch up with each other... feels gd... tink we shd have more of these sessions... too bad dennis cant be there with us... coz he went london & his fren took his passport to boston... so he is being forced to extend his stay... he's only coming back to work on wed... and sze lin & junie are leaving for Aus on wed... wat a coincidence... or shd i say... not so coincidence...

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Another Monday morning... my bitchy bosses are back at work... can hear from from the moment they step into the office... the office was very quiet the whole morning until the instant they step in... duh!

some quick updates abt last wk... was realli busy tat i didnt have time to update my blog on time... haha... went for the gala dinner last thu... actualli me & jun were there juz for reception... but in the end we joined the dinner as well... irene is reali damn niao (stingy)... edmund was the one who told sharon to let us go in for the dinner since onli half of the customers turned up... so damn it... stupid customers... didnt they've promised to turn up... shd have RSVP for more customers... i juz knew tat they will pang seh us... initially edmund ask us which table we were sitting at but we told him tat we are not joining them for the dinner... den he looks kinda surprised... n he went to ask sharon to let us in... me & jun shared the same table as him... jun was suppose to sit with ee kwang... but i suppose tat seat wasnt tat gd... and juz so happen tat edmund's table has one more seat... thank goodnes.. if not jun will be sitting alone with the merchants on ee kwang's table... and so happen tat edmund stays in tampines... so he gave us a lift... me & jun were still tinkin of how to go hm coz irene didnt say we can claim cab fare home... jun even joked tat edmund can come n fetch me to work every morning...
dinner ends at 11 plus... the food is gorgeous...

i tink me & jun shd go n take up some dinning etiquette class... coz when we were at the table with so many forks n knives... small, medium, big... duno which one to use... so i peeped over to edmund's table... the small one was gone... which is the most outside one... so i assume is to eat from outside to the inside... i cant rmb if its inside out or outside in... but i peep over to the tung lok rep on jun's right... he's eating from inside out... so damn it... so which wat? inside out or outside in... so i peep to the guy next to edmund... his is also outside in... so 2/3 is outside in... so i told jun tat it shd be outside in... i still duno if we r right... but shd be la... so dui lian... maybe we realli duno how to eat expensive food... but the white wine was gd... red wine was so so onli... i didnt dare to drink a lot coz i will be as red as a tomato...

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Me & jun in shangri'la's toilet...  

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Gala dinner... from left... meijun, me, chermaine, kaslin, josephine, irene, sharon and the 2 guys in front... edmund & ee kwang... my god... ee kwang is so cool... jun is drooling... 

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yummy yummy!!! 

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0.5L VS 1.0L... siao3 wu1 jian4 da4 wu1 (small hse build big house)... 

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starting from me in clockwise... sze lin, jun, junie, charlene, kim, jovis, kexin 

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Happy Birthday... Sze Lin... 

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My bracelet... from perlini silver...  

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Doggy that dear bought for me from pet safari... 

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Dear's pose... nicer than mine... 

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My bowling position 

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my bowling balls... the purple one is mine!!! nice color... 

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my b'day present from jin wei & shu juan 

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oh gosh!!! I'm 20 yrs plus 2 days old... sob sob... receive birthday wishes from quite a few frenz... didnt ecpect so many ppl to rmb my b'day... thanx everyone... thou' i may not rmb all of their b'days... but i'll try to rmb... lost everyone's b'dates after i stop using Nokia phone... coz i duno how to key into my old siemens & still figuring out my current hp... haha... lousy me!!!

not much b'day wishes... i shant say my b'day wishes coz ppl say wishes wont be granted when u say it out... haha... duno if its true a not... but i choose to believe... this yr's b'day is more special coz there's someone impt to cel with me... guess i dun have to spell it out... *Grin*

went to PartyWorld KTV at Chinatown... with meijun, hong xuan, shu juan, jin wei, dear & Keng Yong... dear suggest to ask keng yong along... anyway i dun mind... They bought me a shawl... which i already noe long ago coz i went shopping with shu juan & we bought it tog... Juan & jin wei also bought me a cushion... pink color... heart shape one... looks like my mogu that they bought for me last yr... thanx babes... *love ya lots*... realli enjoy singing with u all... thou' hong xuan cant realli sing... but jin wei sings damn well... tink she can go & join the superstar... maybe can win 1st prize... wasted... didnt noe she can sing so well... thou she's from the band... she shd join choir instead... 1st time sing KTV with her... after knowing her for soooo many yrs... since 13... 7 yrs liao...

dear & keng yong had to leave half way thru coz they need to go back to office to settle some work... but dear came back at 11.15pm... but he looks sian sian one.... so i also dun dare tok to him...

very happy coz tang msg me from Aus... and dennis msg me from shanghai... this idiot nv put his name... & the no seems so foreign to me... but still you wo de xin... & i still rmb china's country code is 86... used to call to china quite frequently when i was working in customer svc... not bad memory huh!!! haha... still not tat old yet... hehe...

took leave on wed... actualli intend to take 1/2 day but dear suggest we take full day... feels gd coz dun have to work... feels like a weekend... but shopping centre has not much ppl... dun have to squeeze with the crowd... except students on excursion... nowadays kids realli hao ming... when it was my time, the excursion is mainly sci centre, zoo, bird park, sentosa etc... now is to shopping centres... generation gap... haha...

we went suntec to buy tics for star wars... when is juan gg to give me my $7 tics??? i still got a lot of movies tat i wanna watch... walk over to millenia walk for lunch... went to this place which serves Jap & Korean food... i love the hotplate Tofu... spicy... but nice... and calamai... & softshell crab... dear ate curry rice with chicken... after lunch, we head to marina sq for bowling... i won dear in the 1st round... but 2nd round den cannot anymore... hehe... my staminia is juz like tat... maybe too long nv play le... hand pain... dear played 3 rounds... the last round he play by himself... practise makes perfect... b4 we went for movie... still have some time.... decided to drop by Killiney Cafe at Marina Sq... Marina Sq realli changed a lot... but every where's under reno... Wilson is working in Killiney Cafe... so went there to see see... the kaya toast is nice... coffee smells gd too...

when its near 4pm... we slowly walked back to suntec... juz nice to catch the show... Star Wars III is gd... the best out of the 3 in fact... but its kinda boring when they r fighting... feel asleep on dear's arms... coz its SO comfortable... haha... they have this couple seat tat is a sofa... sp its damn comfy...

shop ard for a while... dear bought me a bracelet from Perlini Silver... thanx dear... muackz* realli nice to have u with me... I receive a postcard from Perlini Silver every yr tat i am entitled to 50% off for one item during my b'day mth... like this bracelet a lot...

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Nice diamond ring??? Looks gd on my fingers huh??? I also wish its mine... Hint* Hint*... but its Auntie Judy's diamond ring... Juz borrow it to take photo... haha...  

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After opening up... It looks like this... 

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My new hp - S700i 

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My bosses are not ard today... Hong Xuan called them the CSI... Caslin, Shu Wen & Irene... or rather 3 bitches... oops... im bitching abt them too... me bitching abt bitches... does tat makes me a bitch too???? anyway they are all so fake... esp the Irene... cannot imagine Alex daddy being with her before... anyway she complained to siguan tat me & jun everyday go to work late... and si guan says we better dun let her noe tat he told us... but her intention of telling him is simply to use him to convey the msg to us... so me & jun has decided to try to go to work on time... Shu Wen is on leave and tink Kas & Irene are at raffles hotel preparing this evening's Tiffany Diamond Workshop...

Alex daddy treated me & jun lunch... Si Guan's boss asked them out for lunch... and me & jun were also tinking if we shd go for lunch tog... coz been having lunch with them for the past 1 wk or more??? getting a bit sian le... so we asked alex daddy... he brought us to this la mian restaurant... the noodles are nice & got complimentary drinks and dessert... quite cheap... prices range btw $3.50-$6... no svc charge... cheap cheap... and a lot of ppl queueing for seats during lunch time... lucky we were early...

very tired... yawn yawn... went for KTV last nite with dear & his colleagues... Didnt noe lucky chinatown got buy one get one free for drinks... didnt noe wats the occassion... to cel alfred's resignation??? anyway he didnt resign willingly... he's being asked to tender his resignation... does this mean he resign? or it means being axed??? to me its being axed... but he seems quite happy last nite... is he faking it? or he's realli happy tat he finally has time to take a long break and then continue the other half of his life journey... but nonetheless... its not easy to get another job at the age of 42... and he's not very educated... but its always nice to take a break... he's gg bangkok with his wife soon... when can i get out of singapore???

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I'm so bored... did almost nothing today except printing letters, folding letters, sorting out returned mails, calling customers for the Tiffany & Co workshop, and reading the newspapers... sounds boring huh...

my big big boss is sitting behind me... so once she step out of her cubicle... she could see me... so i cant play game & things like tat... blogging may seems like im typing some letter... or replying some mails... anyway i haven got my log in ID & password... the IT dept is taking so long... and they returned my application form today coz i didnt indicate the day tat i'm leaving... so how is it gg to take another 2 wks again? by then... maybe left abt 1 mth left???

i checked my results already... Peiwen was the one who told me... i got A D D B B... quite happy tat i passed computing and chem got A... But my maths got a D... sob sob... anyway... like jun says... i've nv got a D in my life... but there's always a 1st time for everything... juz didnt noe how to tell mummy... and there goes my 1st class honors once i got a D... nvm... still got 2nd upper... perhaps i shd buck up the next sem... actualli sem after sem ive been telling myself to buck up... haha... sounds like i've been thru a lot of sems??? haha... actualli so far onli 2 sems... im not tat old k...juz gg 20...

wanted to get si guan to recommend sharon (xue3 ren2) in to do the GSS hotline... actualli me & jun feel like gg over... coz pay maybe higher... and i enjoy working there coz the envt is beta... marketing dept is too quiet... but its not very nice... coz its like... irene will wonder why we rather work there then stay here... anyway can still meet her & daphane for lunch... but Recruit Express has already found 7 ppl... so boss is gg to recommend them base on the fact tat they are experienced... not much status now... jun is toking to sharon on the phone... i'm trying to get boss at his extension... but he nv picked up the call... BOSS... WHERE ARE U!!!

okay... got to call a customer to confirm with her regarding the Gala Dinner on 26 may at Shangri-la hotel... Me & jun are expected to be there as receptionists... so muz wear dress and shawl... can use the shawl tat they (shu juan, jin wei, jun & hong) are gg to give me for my b'day... and I even noe the price of the gift... i even help juan to calculate how much each of them has to pay her back... sounds weird right??? isnt the present for me???

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supposed to have have Lights, Camera, Action (LCA) meeting on fri... me & jun actualli purposely reserved the day for the meeting... but tat idiot bernard actualli cancelled it and we were only informed tat very afternoon... stupid... and he actualli shifted it to this fri... im not gonna reply him coz a bit DL... and dun feel like going... sian...

went home on fri... str after work... 1st time go back home so early to eat dinner... yeah... feel so nice to be hm...

met dear on sat after his work... went to trade in my old sony ericsson T630... coz its worth quite little le... and its getting a bit weird... better sell it off b4 it crash... haha... and... we saw this sony ericsson S700i... it looks brand new & selling at $580... i called zacc to check if its worth buying... coz i tot he's working so he could go online & check for me... but he's at his fren's wedding... but he told me its a gd buy... so dear bought it... the phone juz reminds me of si guan... coz i once told him tat i wanna have his phone... and now... i got it!!! thanx dear... love ya... muackz...

Auntie judy took my mitsubishi... and she gave dear her samsung... haha... dear hates samsung phone... duno why... but he juz dun like it... so he's thinking of another phone now... any recommendations???

me & dear went to orchard to meet dear's parents for shopping and then go newton for dinner... or rather supper... haha... the food is not tat nice anymore... ordered hokkien mee, fish ball noodles, fried oysters, chicken wings and sugar cane drinks... the chicken wings are still not as nice as 85 one... missed my stingray...

dear came to fetch me on sun morning... how come all sun mornings are cloudy... i wanna get back my tan... its fading coz i haven been tanning and swimming for 2 mths... becos of exams... muz study study study... no time for everything... he went to get flowers... and i help him cut the lemon to decorate the flowers... oh... they are meant for praying... and i ate vegetarian tat morning... coz its the day tat buddha is born... according to dear's mum... so muz eat vegetarian and go temple to pray... so i followed them... actualli has no intention to go but i tink maybe dear wanna go... and if i dun wanna go... den he wont go... so we all went tog...anyway i dun mind raining since i cant tan in the morn... the sun's not out yet... sob!
went to bugis... walk ard... till 3 plus... so by the time we go back... sun's out... juz nice...

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Interior of the phone... 

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My new hp... 

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shirley temple and blue coral... 

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Judy is the one in the centre... (Pink) 

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Judy's b'day cake 

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my presents from dear... and the wallet from his parents!!!  

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dear and his colleagues, keng yong, melvin, sally and alfred went KTV shenton last night... meet up with them after my work... tinking tat they didnt eat anything, so i rang him up to ask if they wanna da pao... normal partyworld can bring food in coz they dun serve food... but shenton way's outlets cant... anyway i was carry 3 big bags of Mac... so damn obvious that they will bare me from gg in la... bought 2 Mac Chicken meals and a Mac Nuggets meal & 20 pc nuggests... i think i smell of Mac as well... haha... anyway, i called dear to come out and carry for me and we entered by the backdoor... with my jacket covering the food... we managed to smuggle the food in...

happily eating... with fries, curry sauce, mayo, chilli sauce, nuggets on the table... den the waiter came in and ask us to keep our food... coz they actualli serve food there... so no choice... but we didnt keep the food... haha... we poured the fries and nuggets into the bowl that is previously used to put chips... so tat it looks like we ordered the food there... and the coke into the glass that was previously used to contain some drinks also... so clever of us right??? haha... so they got no reason to stop us from eating anymore...

sang a few of my regular songs... & its the 1st time i see that alfred... & he make me sing duet with him... singing love song with someone whom i dun love... its alright to me... but singing love song with a stranger??? feel so weird... & he himself also say... i sang w/o feeling... its not tat i dun wanna sing with him but wat kind of feeling shd i to give to a stranger? i dun even noe him & moreover, i'm not really familiar to the duets that he chose... so a bit scared also mah... and he sings quite well... so he keeps saying tat i sound diff from i sing with dear & when i sing with him... i'm already trying to put some feeling into the song but it dont seems to work... maybe he's right???

dear bought me a hp on wed... went for dinner with him & then to get the phone... actualli he wanna get one for his own use... coz he sold away my N8250... so he need another one for his starhub line... but we saw this siemens SF65... selling at $400+... dear wanna get it for me coz he noes i like the phone a lot... but the price of the phone dropped quite fast... and i tink its too ex... i like it coz its cool and nice... but not realli has a lot of function... not worth $400+... saw this mitsubishi phone... cheaper... and quite cool also... coz it has a LED screen outside the phone... so when ppl call me or i receive any msg... there will be pictures on it... quite cool... and the camera is 1.3 mage pixels... quite clear... thou' no infra or bluetooth... but has a USB cable for me to transfer data... so its okay... still not very used to it... but so far still okay...

haha... i told dear tat i'll try to use the phone for one wk... if i dun like then give him back... hehehe!!!

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i think i updated till last fri and left the office yesterday... i'm getting bored... checked my mails... chatting on e-messenger... coz i downloaded msn but can seem to use... i'm able to connect but everyone seems offline to me... which i dun tink everyone is offline... surely dear is online... so i decided to switch back to e-messenger... my cd-drive is spoilt... i'm able to use it the day before yesterday... so i happily brought my cds here but it doesnt work anymore... did i spoil it??? even originals dun run... prob with my disc? i doubt so!!! i brought my mp3 & attached it to the comp using USB... so now i can listen to my music while working... my speakers dun work as well... so need to use ear phone and blast it damn loud so tat i can hear it w/o having to put it on the whole day... bad for ears i tink...

alright... i shall continue with my updating... sat... is off day for me... but i woke up quite early... tink 8.10am... maybe im used to waking up early for exams and then work... cant slp much those few days... maybe becoz of weather... went to bugis to see keng yong do his tatoo... dun get me wrong from the previous posts... i'm not against ppl doing tatoo k... juz tat i dun realli like my close ones to have them... anyway keng yong's tatoo is quite nice... but he looks pain... i cant stand standing there, watching him in pain and the needle cutting thru his flesh and blood coming out... sounds eeks huh... so me and dear decided to come back later... we went to the temple and then to buy 4D... i dun tink we walked out for long but when we return back, its already done... i'll get dear to take a pic for me and post it...

went to judy's place to hang ard for a while... den went to pearl centre to pass the charger to the hp shop... dear went to QB hse to cut his hair... suppose to be $10 in 10 min but he went in for half an hr... tink coz he keep talking to the hairdresser... initially he didnt wanna go in coz its a lady hairdresser... but looks like he has no choice... its not too bad afterall... we went home for dinner... mummy makes bbq steamboat... to cel mother's day in advance... coz mother's day itself will be eating at dear's side... with his parents... actualli... sometimes... i feel like im already married to him... dinner was quite gd... yummy... i ate a lot... fresh fresh... nice nice food... hehe... after dinner, dear and I left for chinatown again... to cel judy's b'day... we went to partyworld ktv... we book a rm for 10... and i got member... so got 10% dis... judy's frenz were there, tog with her son... and i got to noe this gay... another gay... not again... quite funny guy but a bit noisy... talkative i mean... he's got a bf from thailand... and he's trying to try me and judy abt his relationship... but i'm not so interested... haha...

sun was quite a nice day... cool... rain the whole day actualli... wanted to go swimming but cant... da pao fried rice for dear... went over to his place to wait for rain to stop... but that rain doesnt seem to stop... so we dropped off the idea... we drove to parkway to buy dim sum from crystal jade... coz dear's parents wanna eat dim sum and they dun wanna go out... anyway i can go shopping... and we bought tonnes of food back... cha sao bao, carrot cake, chee cheong fan, fried quay teow, siew mai, mutton soup, bread... tink got somemore but i forgot le... haha...

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haven been blogging ever since dear's back... missed him so much... and juz started work last wed... working in UOB now under marketing... actualli wish to go back to customer svc... but they need min. 3 mths commitment... but my holz is only abt 2.5 mth... so they dun wan me... sob sob... actualli its been long since i'm being scolded by customer... so start to feel uneasy... am i sadistic???

dear's back on 2nd may... went to the airport to fetch him... the plane landed at 11.27am... and i only reach at 11.50am... im late but dear went to buy liquor... so timing juz nice... he came out shortly after i reach the airport... went for lunch tog & then went back to his place... his parents also came back from shanghai tat morn...

dear bought me a watch, a gucci handbag, a tortoise and a pair of earings... the tortoise is soooooooooooo cute!!! love it lotz... and the watch is pink... my fav colour... and his parents bought me some spag tops, a wallet and a small can of tea leaves for my parents... omg... the tea leaves cost $60... i didnt know tea leaves can be tat ex... i tink my parents cant bear to drink it... and i dun tink i dare to touch it... but if dun drink also wasteful... wat shd i do??? headache sia...

went to "addicted" on wed... suppose to go zouk with meijun but didnt realli feel like gg... we actualli agreed to go tog but i guess she dun feel like it too... and juan is far far away in bangkok... happily shopping away!!! so i met dear after work for dinner... with keng yong... this guy seems to know the ppl there very well... looks like he frequent there... its a gd place for chilling... with pool table and darts... i played darts with dear... used to tink tat its hard to play but it seems easy... coz i juz anyhow throw and it wasnt too bad... maybe beginner's luck!!! haha

went to buy hp for judy on thu... coz judy's b'day is coming... actualli its today la... haha... but i tot tat its on the 5th... and i actualli ring her up to wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY during lunch... but she didnt seem to sound very happy or excited... so i tot... maybe wrong date??? so i asked her if its her b'day tat day... OH SHIT!!! its not loh... and dear didnt tell me too!!! arghhhhhhhhhhh... but nvm... i say i'll call her again when it comes... i've used msg her... no face to call her anymore... so dui lian!!! anyway we bought a samsung camera hp... 2nd hand but unfilled warranty!!! gd buy!!!

met up with dear on fri... with his colleagues... keng yong, melvin, yati and sally... went to moonfish for dinner... i was late coz i did some OT to finish up my report... and i couldnt find millenia walk!!! got lost half way but managed to find it... wanted to go marina sq to bowl but there's some competition gg on there... so cant play... and i saw wilson at killiney cafe... he's working there... but the cafe is not up yet... but he'll be there as waiter when its up... can get extra drinks or bigger serving if i go... tats his promise!!! yeah!!!

went to music underground... UOB visa mini can enter for free and can sign 3 guests in... so i borrowed the card from my bro... and ask eddy to show the card... and bingo! we get to go in for free~~~ dear drank orange juice coz he cant drink alcohol... coz of his tatoo... but i still cant figure out why... maybe seafood coz will itch... but why alcohol? but anyway... he did drink a bit as well... its happy hour from 8-10pm... so drinks are on 1-for-1... its quite fun... as usual... melvin was drunk... yati left early... and me & dear left at ard 1pm...

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I was damned pissed off with dear last night... I seriously think he is super insensitive... or are all guys insensitive creatures??? Sometimes i realli wonder~~~
I was chatting on the phone with dear when his other hp rang... Whenever that ho rings, esp at night, no doubt it was claris... he dont even have to tell me... i juz knew it... As usual, he'll tell me "I call u back ltr" and hang up the phone quickly... After abt 15 min, he called me back and we continue to chat... Anyway they hanged up the phone becoz claris's ex called her... in my thoughts "how come when she called him and i've got to be the one hanging up and when someone else called her, she hanged up with dear?" but obviously... i didnt like to comment too much...

After abt 10 min, the hp rang again... and again he says "You not slping so early right? i'll call u ltr!"... This time round, i was damned pissed off already... wat the hell loh!!! Is she ur gf or i'm ur gf??? Why muz u hang up immediately to ans her call? How many times u wan me to hang up the phone? Is she realli tat impt???

Maybe becoz im a gal... but whenever i was chatting with dear, and someone else called me... I either rej the call, dont ans the call or somply ans it but tell the person i'm on the other line and i'll call him/her back... i tink this is basic courtesy isnt it? But why cant he do the same? Why does she has a higher priority than me?

I dont tink i'm being possessive or jealous... i know there's nothing btw them and dear affirms it too... but i tink its so ridiculous... How many times does he wan me to hang up? I've already hanged up twice in less than 30min... i dun wanna sit down there and wait for his call and then hang up the 3rd, 4th or 5th time!!! I've got enuff... I dont wish to kick up a big fuss over such a small little thing but this is not juz a phone call... It has been many many phone calls... This is not the 1st time tat this is happening... It has been happening ever since i know him!!! I see the need to make known to him my unhappiness... thou' i did not umpt a single word so far coz i tink he is sensitive enuff to realise... he shd know me very well that i wont say anything unless i find it intolerable... I dont know how much longer will this happen? but since i've made noise, i expect him to do sth abt it... go and do some self-reflection!!! I dont wish similar things to happen again...

Before i send him the sms that he dont have to call me back anymore, i still keep telling myself i muz be understanding but the other side of my heart tells me i'm not gg to tolerate this kind of nonsense anymore... I've got enuff and if he's so insensitive, its time to let him know how i feel... If she's realli tat impt then I've got nth more to say... he can go ahead and tok to her for all he wans...

I rej his call and was sending a sms to tell him tat i dun wish to tok anymore... but while i was pressing the "send" button... he called & i accidentalli ans the call... what shd i do??? for one moment i was lost!!! i stunned for a while and i decided... maybe i shd listen to wat he has to say!!! i tink its fair tat i give him a chance to explain... but the reason does not make up for what happened previously... He was scolding her for agreeing to go to her ex's place in the middle of the night... i know dear's trying to protect her but i tink she's old enough to make her own decisions... For a woman, what's most impt is to follow her heart and once she makes up her mind, nobody can stop her... I dont tink she needs a 20 yrs old gal like me to tell her tat the guy is up to no gd... she's not the kind of 15 yrs old gal who is innocent and naive... she jolly well know the consequences and the risk involved of gg... Why shd she keep calling my dear to ask him what to do and to complain abt this or tat??? Its her relationship... she's old enuff to handle it herself... Even if he ask her not to go and if the guys is very pursuasive, chances are high that she'll still go w/o telling dear... who knows maybe she's also keen to go too???

As far as possible, where matters of hearts are concern... I try not to interfere other ppl's relationship becoz its their relationship... its builded up by the couple and anything shd be solved within the 2 of them... i will only tell them to follow their heart... if u still love him, then go & be with hm... if u don'e, its time to say byebye and move on... No use holding on to a relationship tat u know it wont owrk... u'll ended up suffering and regreting it...

Im not trying to say that dear cant talk to her but pls spare a thought for me? What if the same thing happened on him? I'm sure he wont be happy too...

I rmb there's this incident whereby i was quite pissed but i didnt say or do anything becoz its dear's b'day & his parents & sis were there... we were having dinner when she called becoz she quarrelled with her bf... reason is that he forced her to eat when she has no appetite after a day's work... maybe the guy's juz concern abt her??? didnt dear always ask me to eat when i dont feel like it too??? of coz she has the right not to eat & walk off... But dear chatted with her for abt 10 min,,, and i was sitting down there listening to him... and his sis too... not sure if his parents are doing tat too... doesnt she have the basic courtesy not to disturb ppl when he/she is eating... If his parents werent there... i'll walk off as well... juz like she walked off from her bf... then the 2 of them can jolly well go & meet up & cel his b'day...

I've nv want to pick up a fight with him... in fact, i've nv pivk up a fight with any of my bf yet... I try to cool myself down while he explained for himself... decided to forgive this ignorant guy who didnt even know why im angry... thou' the reason he give is not so valid but still mian qiang acceptable la... Anyway, i hope similar incident will not happen again!!!

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Dear's coming back in the morn at ard 11.45... gg to airport to pick him... actualli dun feel like gg coz muz wake up early... but i realise i missed him so much... been shopping and hanging ard at hm for the past few days when he's not ard... initially tot tat he's not ard, i can jio lots of frenz out... but i dun seem to have the mood becoz he's not with me... i tink im so contradicting... even i also dun understand myself...

went shopping on sun with daddy & mummy... coz mummy wanna buy clothes for my xiao gu... or rather she asked mum to help her buy... coz she cant come out... actualli she's quite poor thing coz her husband is so possessive tat she cant come out alone, cant tok to guys & cant gossip ard... he's a very strict husband as well as a very strict dad... maybe tats y his sons all go dunman high den VJC den NTU... all score triple As one... if they score 99marks also muz beat one... thou he's rich so my xiao gu dun have to worry abt living expenses... but being with this kind of husband is a torture i tink... married for 20 over yrs already... and he still cant trust her wife... cant stand guys who are so possessive... maybe a little bit is still alright...

it seems like everywhere is having pre Great Sg Sales or what... the whole of suntec seems to be discounts & discounts for every shops... i bought a bbq steamboat for $55... cheap huh? original price is $88... i tink its pretty cheap... so i ask my parents if they wan it... actualli i also duno buy for what... coz normalli we onli eat steamboat like once a yr during reunion dinner... and my hse already have a steamboat one... but i tink with the bbq section, we may have more steamboat sessions... or maybe can even organise steamboat party... get a few frenz to drop by & eat our hearts out...

saw teresa working at suntec... she's helping zann to count ppl again... but today not bad... coz zann is paying her double... means she earned $120 juz sitting at the benches and count ppl... i dun even tink she's counting loh... she seems to be looking at the floor when i saw her... easy job & gd pay... went over to say hi & chit chat for a while... after tat continue with my shopping... bought some groceries from carrefour...

dear called me when i was in carrefour... he's in robinsons in phuket... he told me he bought me a "gucci" bag & a watch... and he tatooed his arms... and pierce his ears... 3 holes somemore... duno real a not... anyway he asked me a qn & i tink he's still wondering why i strongly against him piercing his ears & tatooing, even thou i'm quite open minded... i tink i nv realli ans him at tat time... tink i juz say... "juz dun like loh"... but i do have a reason... thou i'm open minded & things like tatooing & piercing ears are cool... i pierce the 3rd hole on my left ear also... but tat was when i was in sec sch... coz tat time ppl pierce i also wanna pierce... coz my frenz all got so many holes i also wanna have... & its so cool to wear so many earings... but i've not wear tat hole for 2 yrs le... reason is... i no longer consider it fashionable anymore... maybe i've grown up... maybe tat tme when i pierce... i was young & innocent... i dun realli see my frenz wearing earings on their 3rd or 4th or 5th holes anymore... and tatoo is definitely NO!!! thou i tink tatooing is very cool... saw dennis one... and some of my frenz have very nice tatoos as well... but tatoos are forever... they will stick with u forever... there's no way u can remove it if u regret... at least piercing ears can dun wear the earings if u regret piercing... i had some frenz who has tatoos on their arms and ended up wearing long sleeve everyday to work or at least 3/4 sleeve tat are long enuff juz to cover their tatoos... i dun wan anyone else tat i noe to end up like them... they are regreting now... and i dun wan dear to regret... wat if next time our children wanna tatoo their body... as a parent... of coz u will strongly object... and wat will be their reaction??? "daddy also has tatoo, why cant i?" this knd of thing... tats what happened to my bro... but his case is smoking... becoz my dad smokes... he dun see there's any valid reason he can object my bro from smoking... becoz my bro's reaction will be "you also smoke, why cant i? i'm juz following u!!!" maybe i tink too much... but i still tink parents shd set a gd example for their children... No wonder statistics show tat children who are nurtured in families with parents who committed crimes have higher tendency than normal kids to commit crimes... becoz they are juz, following their parents and doing what they did... pick-pockets' children will grow up to be pick-pockets...

its juz a tatoo... why am i commenting so much??? maybe i can go back to JC and write a GP essay on "how parents influence children?" maybe i still got score quite a high grade... haha...

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was woken up by dear's sms this morn... finalli receive his msg at 9 plus... he says he bought sth very nice for me... feel so happy to receive his msg... thou' he woke me up...

yawn yawn... feel so tired... watch vcd till 3 plus last nite... and i couldnt get back to slp receiving dear's sms... this is me... normalli when i was woken up by someone or something... i juz cant return back to slp... unless im super super tired...

had dreams these few nights... izzit tat im too tired... and the dreamz are all so vague... i cant realli rmb a single thing when i woke up... normalli i will rmb one... maybe too tired to rmb them... anyway nth much... so dun have to rmb... normalli after dreaming... i will wake up... at that instant when i woke up... i did rmb wat i dreamt of... but when i return back to slp... i cant rmb a single thing the next morning when i woke up... i actualli tot of jotting it down den go back to slp... so tat when i woke up the next morning... i will noe wat i dreamt of the previous nite... sounds weird right... anyway y would ppl wanna purposely rmb their dreamz... but ppl has been telling me tat every dream has its meaning... so if u cant rmb... how do u noe wat it is trying to imply? anyone experience things like me before? keep dun rmbing wat u dreamt of?

but there's this dream tat i rmb very clearly... perhaps its the latest dream tat ive ever rmb... maybe all my brain cells are used to rmb this weird dream... but its realli super weird... i actualli dreamt of shu juan's ex... chris... i dreamt tat he came back from aus for holz... and he called my hp & wanna meet me to tok abt shu juan... & he even came to my hse to look for me... very weird... since when he got my hp no. even if he has mine i also dun have his... and since when he got my add... and the hse in the dream is diff from my present hse... weird weird weird... and wats there to tok to him abt??? i dun tink we got anything to tok abt... even if its abt shu juan... told juan abt the dream... she says she had a dream also... abt his salsa mate, Norman... maybe the 2 dreams are linked up tog... like... juan will be attached to Norman & chris came to me coz he still likes juan and she's attached to someone else??? anyway juan expects sth bad to happen when chris came back for holz in june...

i've been rotting at hm the whole day... spend the whole morn watching tv... gg back to hall later... coz im gonna move out of hall today... packed lots of bags of things... wonder how m i gg to carry them back... muz walk many many rounds...

Oh... something nice to share with all of u gals... i got this fren Teresa who has a guy fren selling clothes & handbags... He doesnt have a shop... so all his stocks are in his hse... he has this rm with all the stocks inside... so if anyone is interested can make arrangements with him to go & view the stuffs... he has this website: www.freewebs.com/grapevine-garb ... the website has onli limited pics... coz he's not able to load everything on the website... but according to Teresa, his stocks are similar to those selling in far east... price range from $15-$30... nth more than $30... i've glanced thru' the website... quite okay... so interested ones can go into his website & take a look... im not advertising for him... & i dun earn any commission hor... interested ones can contact me or contact him directly...

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the skirt tat me & jun bought

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