i juz dun understand... i begin to tink I dun understand him more and more... have i become more complicated? or he's juz too simple... 1st time he rebeled against me... wonder whats he tinking... in the end, he made it until its my fault becoz my harsh words sunk his heart... but aren't I suffering the same too... I still have to force him to come and gave him a hug and tell say sorry... am I realli in the wrong? Or izzit tat diff to say sorry to me... I juz wan to ease my anger and a simple word can juz do tat... but he refused and we ended up in an ugly scene... and he even ask me if right and wrong is realli tat impt???

Although he forbid me to say but I still wanna say this old sayings: Guys will give in to u for everything u do when he's after u... After he got u, things will juz change... I said tat b4 we got tog, now I still think this sentence stands... He promises to prove me wrong, but what do I see???

Im not trying to complain tat he hasnt done his duty as a bf, or trying to say tat he's not a gd bf or he treats me badly (which he always misunderstood me)... maybe there's sth wrong with what I say or izzit tat I didnt state it clearly... things tat come out of my mouth will juz be twisted in his brain... and then he got sad after what I said...

Of coz there are gd and bad times... But who will go and rmb the gd times in times of quarrel? Maybe Im juz not sensitive enuff... But who will come and be sensitive towards me???

Its a matter of principle... A matter of responsibility... I dun mean to make things diff for him, but I dun wish to hear things like "Im stuck in the centre, very diff to decide"... PRIORITIES is the word!!! and if you have already agreed to come over for dinner, and MY MOTHER has already cooked for u, pls do the basic courtesy to come and eat the dinner... My mum has no obligations to cook dinner for you... She's not ur maid!!! & Please dun make it sound like Im trying SNATCH you away from his frenz... This sounds so ridiculous...

Forgive and Forget!!! Life will be easier...

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Cheers to Amanda and Huimin!!!

Quite happy today becoz my students got back their 'O' level results... I nearly forgot abt it until I passed by Saras (one of my sec 4 student last yr) hse... but she didnt reply my sms... I guess maybe she didnt do very well... Jer aso nv mentioned abt her... will ask Jer again...

Amanda and Huimin got 17pts for L1R4... initialli I tot was L1R5... but then not too bad also... I guess they didnt do very well for other subjects... maybe combi sci is their best sub... Amanda got A2 and Huimin got B3... Actually I expected a B4 coz they didnt do very well for Prelims... But A2 and B3 is considered quite gd... tat makes me a gd teacher??? hopefully this yr Jin Ye will do as well... Not much hopes for her coz she always forgets things...

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newspaper advert... if u happen to come across this advert in the classified ads... this is aso done by me...

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banner design

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CNY Roadshow Fyler Design... If you happen to be @ chinatown (beside Fo Ya Temple) during from now till 6 Feb... my bro's fren is there if anyone wanna buy car... or can call me aso...

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Some of my designs:

Car Roadshow Flyers for X'mas

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kinda disappointed... i tink i may have some prob getting jobs... sigh...

went to jobsdb.com career fair ytd with jun @ suntec and looks like everyone's looking for mechanical/ electrical engineer... and materials sci engineer is not realli in the market... so what shall i do now? realli go and teach and become 'ms chua'... haha... althou i tink teaching is not very difficult and pay is kinda gd... and iron rice bowl... but then students nowadays are atrocious... and parents are demanding...

see how lor... still not much mood to start fyp... but then i realli need to start... will write sth out by this wk... i actualli spent time to do tutorial ytd noon... but i onli can do those tat the ans i can get directly from lecture notes... i shall go to sch more to attend more classes i tink... juz realise QC has no lec recording... why???

start to prepare for CNY... i begin to have the CNY mood, thou' im not gg to much visiting and maybe not much ppl will come my hse too... what i need to prepare:

1. CNY clothes (bought at isetan sales)
2. CNY shoes (bought at vincci while i was in genting)
3. stockings (cant find the kind i wan)
4. handbag (i shall use my Guess or the black one tat i carried last yr, no $$)
5. lipgloss & nail polish (bought from Face shop ytd)

i tink tats abt all... accompanied daddy and mummy to bugis to buy CNY goodies... bought my fav cashew nuts and pistachio (spelling correct?) and abalone!!! bugis is so crowded and boi, its raining... got prob finding carpark... in the end dear parked at fortune centre ($1.20 for half an hr)... when we came out, its $4.70... no wonder nobody wanna park there...

i realise I've been doing lots of part time job... part time (or rather freelance) designer, part time insurance agent (financial service consultant is the word), part time tutor etc... so maybe even if i cant find a job aso wont go on hunger... juz self consoling... sigh~...

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Bleah!!!

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I style this myself... but hair still wet...

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Permed my hair on thu... this time i nv go kimage coz im so broke... my commission stil haven come in... why so slow??? sigh... my account was $10 bal after i paid for my hair... i did a soft perm with coloring... and its not digital perm... the hair dresser nv use any machine... juz curl my hair and wait for the chemicals to be absorbed... he says its less damaging... so wait and see lor... he styled for me, so i tink its quite nice... haven style for myself yet coz I haven washed my hair... gg to wash later then meet jun and sharon... we shall see...

some curls are big, some are small... color abt the same as old one... kinda redder... and brown... as usual la... the color i choose all same one...

more pickering and quarrels with dear... i guess we realli dun understand each other... sigh... Not everyone is perfect... and lots of things i dun understand...

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I hate to come to sch in the morning... and that stupid phd student ask me to come see TEM... I was like... see for what??? I aso duno how... and Liu Yan's right... there's nth I can do even if i come. so i went back to Electromagnetic Lab and try to find a hard material among my sample. omg!!! its so difficult to find.. But I managed to find abt 4-5 samples for VSM...

Im trying to stall time to go back to AIA office. actualli have meeting with boss this morn and i pushed it to noon so that dear can come fetch me after tat... so Im in comp lab now... juz finish viewing some fren's blog... The thing abt reading ppl's blog is... maybe I'm not very close to this person, or we used to be close, or I juz happened to have their links, or I found their links from other ppl's blog... regardless of how... i can say i am KPO... Im juz keen to noe whats happening to them... or maybe can share their happiness/sadness... sometimes, reading ppl's blog can brighten up ur life...

I tink I shd start writing my FYP... but how shd i start? Maybe once I start I will get hooked to it? hopefully!!!

I took cab for the 1st time after the cab fare increment... but onli for short distance... pasir ris to tampines... after tuition becoz its raining and its damn freezing cold ( I nv bring jacket la)... its $5... still reasonable but compare to bus... no fight!!! I saw the meter jumped 20c den my heart aso wanna jump out liao... one traffic light jumped 40c...

wonder how much will it be if I were to take from my hse to NTU? $30?

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Welcome to Changi Airport

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@ Harry's Bar

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Brewrekz is now @ T3

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Let me bring u all around the ULTIMATE Terminal 3

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3 diff look!!!

smile? dun wan smile? act cool!?!

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I am @ Changi Airport T3!!!

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@ airport T1

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recently I realise that sg is dominated by foreigners in restaurants and shops... some shoes shops and boutiques that I have visited recently are no longer served by sg salesgals... the same for waiters and waitresses in restaurants? I feel like im back to shanghai again... everything is in mandarin again... I only realise it last fri when I wanted to asked the waiter if there is any discounts for credit card... so i translated into mandarin b4 asking him... i duno if he'll understand if I asked in eng... most prob yes... maybe there's some criteria b4 they are employed... like able to speak simple eng etc...

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1st wk of sch!!!

basically i onli went for one day. and its becoz its eng and soc... need to form grps to do assignment... so many things to do... im getting stressed liao...

the crucible that i used for melt spinner actualli melted... for both times that I tried... izzit that the temp is too high... and the new crucible is made of glass, so maybe melting temp is lower... i began to miss my mentor... he's back in china and so much things i need to ask him... i duno if i shd continue a not... but my ingot is gg to get oxidized soon... sigh... no time to delay anymore...

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! welcome to 2008!!!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MUMMY!!!

i duno if she is her yr baby... i tink at her times dun have such thing... this yr's baby got $2008... so lucky...

spent my new yr eve at kallang bowl with sis and kelvin, and uncle jason and chai... dear went with me too... the kallang leisure park is up again... the ice skating is back... but the bowl alley is kinda small... onli 21 lanes... nth compared to marina south or marina square... but new to me is tat i played in darkness... with glow in the dark pins... i cant see the markings on the floor... so my ball juz ended up wasking the drain... but i still got strike... the rest of them strike like nobody's biz... for me, i strike and everyone cheered like i strike 4D like tat...

we got 3 prizes for lucky draw... 2 sets of vouchers and one toaster... i took one set of voucher... got Kbox 15% and waiver of one pax and another is kstudent... and some spa voucher... and $5 poh kim voucher... gave the poh kim one to kelvin coz i dun buy dvd... he buy i see can liao... haha... anyway i tink alomst all the lanes won at least once... coz they realli have too much gifts... i tink theY wanna publish the shops at the leisure park la... since its new...

why i say noisy is becoz they gave everyone one party pack... with eye mask and balloon... whistle and other noisy making elements... bells and the 'pop' ... for countdown purpose... and everyone start blowing and making noises... so my ear drums gonna tear soon...

kenneth and jane joined us after their fireworks session... apparrently they say its so so onli... i wanted to go to maybank building but its full when i found out... why kor nv say earlier... idiotic...

supper at kallang mac... chat until 4am... so sleepy... but i stayed awake till 5.30am to play my DS...

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