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Name: Janie Chua
Age: 25
Birthday: 25 May 1985
Email: yuner85@hotmail.com

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    Tuesday, January 31, 2006


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    Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh... im king of KTV!!!

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    Fireworks... so nice!!!

    Firecrakers... yeah... so loud!!!

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    This yr's new yr is quite tiring... tink becoz i slp late every nite n wake up early in the morn... went chinatown with eddy on new yr eve... to see firecrackers & fireworks... so nice... we're at this basketball court on the multi-level car park... can see everything so clearly... yeah... i love to see fireworks... walked ard chinatown... last min shopping... bought some new yr goodies... 4 bottles for 10 bucks... cheap cheap... n there's still the pop thing... the very small white thing tat u throw on the floor n it gives a 'pop' sound... we bought 2 packets... remind me of childhood when kor always throw at me... so fun...

    onli went 2 places on 1st day of CNY... but already quite tired... jinli came to my hse to bai nian... den meet juan for KTV at chai chee KTV... cheapest we can find... $15 nett... with one free drink... the sound system is getting better... n jinli's choosing songs for sg idol... muz vote for him if he gets in... me n juan juz sing n scream... losing my voice soon... went simpang bedok to eat prata... ive been wanting to eat prata... but no curry for me... hehe... anyway we ordered blurberry prata n choc prata... sweet n saltish... taste quite funny... esp the choc one... but the more we ate... the nicer it is... maybe we're used to the taste liao... n dinosaur... tats y im having sore throat now i guess...

    went to grandma hse on 2nd day... I noe i'll be damn bored there in the noon coz sis & her bf went visiting at her bf's place... n there's no other ppl ard except the older generations... so meet eugene for coffee at esplanade... there's so many ppl there... guess everyone went to the "river angbao"... den came over to esplanade... haven seen eugene for more than 1 yr... but i still rmb his looks... hehe... but very vague impression... but he hasnt changed a bit... still the same old him... just tat chinese improved coz he's been gg to china for business trip... talked abt my childhood dream.. to open a shoe shop n be as successful as "charles & keith"... hehe... n he can invest in my shop... sit n collect $$... but its just my dream... maybe i'll do tat if i cant find a job after i grad... or if i dun wanna be an engineer anymore...

    return back to grandma hse after coffee for dinner... not much appetite today... maybe coz im getting heaty... ate too much goodies liao... went river angbao with my cousin's family n my parents... nth much to walk ard... a lot of ppl... but got fireworks la... stayed on to watch fireworks den go hm...

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    Saturday, January 28, 2006




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    saw a lot of ppl wearing... but i still like it a lot...

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    Today's CNY eve... nth much to do... been slacking at hm since thu nite... dun feel like doing... anyway next wk dont seem like there's any tutorial... so dun have to study... hehe... but slacking can be a very tiring thing... coz have to tink of wat to do... but ive been chatting online... watch tv... n tinking of wat to wear for CNY...

    try to clean up my rm yesterday... realise tat i realli have a lot of rubbish... hehe... haven been tidying ever since i finish exams last yr... feel so clean now... floor is so nice to step on... can imagine wats life's like b4 yesterday... all the dust on the floor... tink mummy nv realli sweep my rm's floor for a long time... n im lazy too... hehe... anyway dun tink a lot of ppl will come my hse... maybe i shd org some mini party too...

    gg to gimhui's hse on chu 3 to play mahjiong... n maybe org another mini party at jinli's new hse on sun... eat steamboat or sth...

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    Friday, January 27, 2006


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    Xi3... Happy!!!
    Nu4... Angry!!!
    Ai1... Sad!!! Oops... No le4...

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    wow... our mini buffet... food... food... n more food... yeah!!!

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    Tuesday, January 24, 2006


    after so many things have happened... realise tat i still have quite a no. of frenz who standby me... these are whom i called true frenz... eddy always told me to make new frenz... dont always stick to my usual grp... but i see no pt in knowing more frenz... coz the older u are, the harder it is to noe true frenz... everyone seems to have a motive to get close to u... so scary... or izzit tat i tink too much... and some are just hi-bye frenz whom i dun wanna waste time & effort knowing... realli appreciate everyone's care n concern... love ya all lots...

    eddy came to my place on sun to dye my hair... n i help him to dye his too... his hair is realli stubborn sia... doesnt even absorb bleach... so the color doesnt realli come out... it was suppose to be quite blonde but the color was brown... but i tink brown is nice... since he always needs to meet customers... not very presentable to have very blonde hair... but i like mine... thou' its getting frizzy... but im gg to use the mud treatment tat i bought from JB so tat by CNY, it will look nice nice...

    anyway eddy ate dinner at my place n he's nice enuff to help me to go jinli's hse to drill the holes in his rm for the wooden planks... thanx so much... will buy him dinner to repay him... n my parents dont realli show much response when they see him... still treat him as nice... just like before... but they are like tat... they are always nice ppl... treat all my frenz very well... so nth unusual... n they dun realli interfere into my personal r/s... when i told mummy tat we've broken up... she also nv say much... just say nvm... if realli not suitable den look for new one lor... maybe its better being frenz... n i asked her why she like no response when she saw eddy... her reply is tat she's not scared tat i wont get married... coz she noes i can always find a better one... n i've no prob of getting new bf... realli touched to hear this... althou' deep inside her, i noe tat she actualli prefer me to stay single until i graduate... coz i still have a long long way to go...

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    Sunday, January 22, 2006



    just came back from dinner at cafe cartel at plaza singapura... went to watch memoirs of geisha... its a nice show... at least to me it is... maybe its a show, more for gals than guys... guys may it a bit slow moving & boring... since the show is abt geisha... n some love story... so they are not so interested la... at least i noe dennis & weixiong wont wan to watch the show... haha...

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    Friday, January 20, 2006


    meet jinli to go ikea after sch... coz tution was cancelled... anyway he's at clementi teaching his virgin choir... 90min for $60... gd pay... equvalent to me picking calls for one whole day or 3 tutin sessions with his cousin... hai~ but too bad... im not so talented...

    accompany him to choose cupboard/shelves for his rm... his rm realli everything black... black bed frame, wardrobe, shelves, curtains etc... so black... cool!!! but my mum is super against black... so cant have black in my rm... anyway bought one more black bookshelves & 3 wooden planks to be mounted onto the wall... need to drill 24 holes... 1st 5 holes @$5 and the remaining $3 each... 24 holes = $82... so ex... so i'll get daddy to drill the holes for him... gg to his hm on sun...

    im consider myself as the interior designer for his rm... my childhood ambition has always been an interior designer... n my rm wasnt designed by myself... sob sob... but now got chance to design my best fren's rm... feel happy too... hehe... as long as its nice... n most impt is tat he likes it...

    saw his army mate at ikea... he's so nice to call jinli to ask if he has chalked up $300 to get the ikea friends card... but the 2 of them bought $403 worth of things...

    ate poached salmon at ikea... jinli ate the meatballs... im so hungry... as usual... ate porridge in the morn n bread for lunch... n ikea's food smells damn nice la... makes me sooo hungry... anyway i reach hm at 11pm... so i'll be damn hungry by then... maybe not even energy to walk hm... tink i cant eat salmon coz its considered seafood... but i dun give a damn la... anyway im recovering & i tink it doesnt realli matter much... hee...

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    took this ourselves in front of Paragon... shopping for x'mas pressie!!!

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    Wednesday, January 18, 2006


    life's full of contradiction... hai~ finalli went to sch today after a wk's break... but i realise tat i realli dread gg to sch... but if i were to stay at home... i also got nth much to do... lecture's so boring... n maybe i didnt have enuff slp last nite... feel damn tired when i woke up this morn... tink i slp at 3 plus am n i woke up at 7am... try hard to pull myself off the bed to wash up... been slping till 1pm for the past one wk... suddenly muz wake up so early... tired*

    ate porridge b4 i leave the hse... but feel like vomiting after tat... jun nv come to sch coz she dun feel well... n sch's realli boring... esp the financial management... dun even noe what the lecturer is talking abt... hehe... slp for most of the lectures... including tutorials...

    it tink i still haven fully recover... still feel a bit giddy... n some headache... argh... chicken pox is reali tiring...

    eddy's mum called me just now to ask me abt my chicken pox... duno if she noes abt our break up... somehow i feel tat judy has told her... but she nv tok abt it... so i also nv tok to her abt it... nearly cried coz i tink i may not have the chance to see her again... guess i'll miss her... thou' we're not very close... but still... everyone has feelings ba... n after sometime of getting tog... somehow there's some bond ba... just like judy... tat's the prob with breaking up with bf...

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    Tuesday, January 17, 2006


    after one wk's break... n im gg to sch tml... finalli... thou' some of my frenz tink i shdnt go... but i will wan to go... since im recovering... n its realli boring to stay at home... finish all the games already... n dun wish to continue to slack at hm... its a waste of time... sob sob...

    called judy this noon... told her abt me n eddy... n she says she'll talk to him... i duno what can she say... but i noe nothing's gonna change everything... this is the fact & i tink i shd accept it... thou' im still not used to it yet... but i'll try... focus more on my family... study... n frenz...

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    Its 3 plus in the morning... n i just couldnt slp... for some reasons... i couldnt bring myself to slp... or tat i simply refuse to slp... coz i noe i will toss n turn in bed... n start tinking of him... someone who's been so dear to me for the past 1 yr... n now he's no longer my dear... n when he broke the news to me... i was calm... or rather i was lost... glad tat he finalli can talk to me on the phone... n not thru msn... thou' he still prefered msn... but at this pt of time... i realli wanna hear from him... what he has to say to me at this very last moment...

    i didnt cry... neither did i whin... i just listen to him calmly... since he's decided... i noe nothing i do can change his mind... maybe like what he said... if we r fated to be tog, we'll be tog no matter what... i guess i may not be used to it at the moment... but time will heal all wounds... what i wanna do now is to make my life more meaningful each day... or rather tire myself out so tat i can just lie on bed n slp... w/o tinking of him... i duno if i'll still cry in the next few hrs or the next few days... but i rmb someone said before... not crying doesnt mean u r strong & cry doesnt mean u r weak... sounds contradicting... but i'll try to hold back my tears... for i've cried so much for him previously...

    maybe like what he said... its time for me to grow up... n to venture out on my own... to look what i realli wan in life... for the past 1 yr... ive been depending on him... its time tat i depend on myself... n lead some singlehood life... which i haven done so for very long... but i hope everything will be fine... thou' i may feel lonely at times... but he'll always be there for me...

    maybe right now... i'm naive enuff to tink tat we can realli be gd frenz... but i always dun believe tat anyone can do tat... but if we can... it will be a miracle... hehe... but i'll try to put the love behind... maybe we'll realli be better as frenz...

    for the past one yr... we've been thru the gd times n the bad times... thanx for giving me the gd times n for the bad times i've given him... Im sorry...

    what i can say is maybe our love is not strong enuff... maybe being apart will be better for the both of us... nevertheless... i hope tat he can grow up... n not be a mummy's boy anymore... have some tinking on his own... n do what he tinks is correct... rmb: you can please everybody!!!

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    Saturday, January 14, 2006


    today... i wake up with a diff feeling... i feel fresher... coz the sun is finalli up!!! oohhh!!! nice day to tan... but i cant tan! sob sob... but still... its nice to see the big sun up again... yeah!!!

    my spots are getting smaller... n some of the smaller ones are almost gone... gd thing!!! hehe... i hope i can go back to sch asap.... nv missed sch so much like before... why m i suddenly so hardworking???

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    Friday, January 13, 2006


    i got chicken pox... eeks... had fever n headache on mon... n i simply ignore it... still go to sch on mon... n i feel cold in lec n on the train... but i tot its nth much... ate 2 panadols when im hm... until tue den i took my temp... 38.3 deg but tue is PH... n it rained the whole morn n noon... n there's onli one 24 hrs clinic at blk 201 there... damn far so i decided to wait till wed... but at nite i take my temp its 40.1 deg... but i still nv go see doc... ive nv had fever so jia lat before actualli... tinking if i'll go stupid... haha...

    anyway wed morn when i woke up... saw so many red spots on my neck area... n face also... n a bit on my hands... eeks... what are all this??? i suspect tat its chicken pox... sp i went to see the doc... stupid clinic... is this the onli one in the neighbourhood??? i waited for 2 hrs to see the doc... omg... n the doc tells me his story when he got chicken pox... no wonder he see one patient for so long... anyway he told me tat my chicken pox is not the actual one... coz there's no blisters... dun realli understand what he is saying... but according to him... my immune system is gd enuff to fight back the pox... so mine is a minor case whereby out of 10... there's only one... n tats me... duno gd or bad... gd thing is it will recover faster... bad thing is when i grow older... n my immune system is poor... i may get it again...

    anyway i just hope tat i can recover asap... dear lends me his PS2... so i play game... slp... watch tv... eat... n slp... n play game again... i tried almost every single of his game already... hehe... im getting bored... n i cant leave the hse... argh... save me!!!

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    Sunday, January 08, 2006


    just came back from dear's place... ate steamboat at his place... its his dad's b'day n i bought him a shirt... material is very comfortable... like it very much... color is nice too... hope he likes it too...

    had a chat with dear last nite... been wanting to talk to him abt our probs... thou' everyone tinks tat we are doing fine... but deep inside our hearts... we noe there's sth wrong... i admit tat my temper's kinda bad nowadays... which i also duno why... hai~... but im trying to control it already... coz i realli dun like to throw temper at anybody... its very tiring... n makes me even madder... i finalli noe what is our prob... thou' its hard to solve... but i hope i can change his mind abt our future... i reali dun mind gg thru' the thick n thin with him... thou' i still duno if he still feels the same towards our r/s... but i look forward to improving our r/s...

    we'll still maintain as what it is now...i guess we'll just let nature takes its courses... i duno wanna push him... juz do what i tink i shd do... n i hope he too...

    have already decided to have my 21st b'day party at david's condo... but have to chk with david 1st... tentatively will be on 20th may...

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    Friday, January 06, 2006


    so neat n tidy!!! with my chicken little wallpaper... hehe... missed my table...

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    1st day of sch for me... hehe... actualli sch started on tue... but dun feel like gg to sch for just one lecture... anyway today's isnt any better... there are 2 lec... but i make it a pt to go... coz heard tat these 2 modules are the most diff one... n the 2nd lec is 2hrs long... omg... realise tat i reali cant sit down n listen for a 2 hrs lec... lose focus in the 1st 1hr already... hai~

    went to gym during the 5hrs break... wow... 5 hrs... will i still wanna go to sch next fri??? haha... i shall see... but i would like to go gym still... so most prob i'll try to go!!! will see if jun is gg 1st... hehe... if not how m i gg to last thru the 5 hrs?

    sch's realli boring!!! still prefer working... but i cant work w/o a degree... a degree is nth but a piece of paper... but still worth a lot of $$...

    got a tution deal today... recommended by jinli again... n teach his cousin again... but this time round is pri 2... n at jinli's hse... old hse i shall say... coz he's shifting to pasir ris... 3 stops away from the old hse... but i still can see him quite often... friendship has no barrier... yeah... n corde has found the bubble tea shop tat shifted away... hehe... muz go n drink out fav milo ice blend... tink the uncle shd still rmb me!!! coz i used to buy everyday... hehe...

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    Wednesday, January 04, 2006


    When Zeus, the king of the Olympian gods, was young and trying to establish his rule, he was challenged by a group of ferocious Titans, who tried to keep him from gaining power. A long and terrible war ensued, with all the Olympian gods joined against the Titans, who were led by Cronus and Atlas.
    After 10 yrs of fighting, and with the help of the Cyclopes and the Hecatoncheires (The Hundred-Handed-Ones), Zeus and his fellow Olympians defeated the Titans. Only a few Titans, including Themis, Prometheus and his brother Epimetheus, fought on the side of Zeus - against their fellow Titans - and once Zeus won, he rewarded them.
    But soon Prometheus made Zeus very angry by stealing fire from Mount Olympus and giving it to the race of mortal men living on earth, who were cold and hungry. Zeus had warned Prometheus not to give fire to men, and was outraged that anyone had the nerve to ignore his command.
    Still, he would seem ungrateful if he appeared to forget the important role that Prometheus and his brother Epimetheus had played in the war against the Titans, and he couldn't just kill the brothers, so he cunningly devised a scheme to get even!
    In revenge, Zeus ordered Hephaestus, the god of smiths, to craft a gorgeous woman out of earth and water. The beautiful goddess of Love, Aphrodite, was asked to pose as a model, just to make sure the woman was perfect. Once this was done, the Four Winds (or some say Hephaestus himself) breathed life into her and there she lay sleeping, brand spanking new!
    The first mortal woman on earth was to be bestowed with unparalleled charm and beauty, and her unknown mission would be to bring mischief and misery upon the human race. Zeus then summoned the other Olympians and asked them each to give this new creation a gift.
    Creation of Pandora, interior of Cylix,470-460 B.C., British Museum, London, England
    Aphrodite adorned her with beauty, grace and desire; Hermes, the Messenger god, gave her cunning and boldness; Demeter showed her how to tend a garden; Athena taught her manual dexterity and to spin; Apollo taught her to sing sweetly and play the lyre; Poseidon's gift was a pearl necklace and the god of the sea promised her that she would never drown.
    But Zeus also made her foolish, mischievous and idle. This was the first woman, divine in appearance but quite human in reality.
    The gods called her Pandora, which means "All-gifted", or "The gift of all", because each god had given her a power by which she would work the ruin of man, and because of the many presents bestowed upon her at Olympus.
    Lovely Pandora was created to become the wife of the Titan Epimetheus, who was the not-very-bright brother of Prometheus, the one who had gotten on Zeus' bad side. Before sending her to earth, the gods held a big banquet and Hermes, the Messenger god, presented Pandora with a splendidly crafted jar (some say a box), adorned with wonderful images. But Hermes warned Pandora that she must never open the jar (box)!
    She must NEVER open the box...And then Zeus' wife, Hera, gave her the quality of curiosity! Tell me, is that fair?
    They also gave her silvery raiment and a broidered veil, and in her hair they placed bright garlands of fresh flowers and a wonderful crown of gold. Her gowns were most sumptuous and she was truly a vision from heaven.
    When Pandora was finally brought out and shown to the gods, resplendent in all the finery she had received, great amazement and wonder took hold of them, such was the effect of her beauty...
    Prometheus (whose name means 'forethought') had warned his brother Epimetheus ('afterthought') never to accept any gift from Zeus, knowing that the king of the Olympians bore a heavy grudge against him. However, Hermes took her by the hand and escorted Pandora down to earth, safely guiding her down the slope of Mount Olympus. When the Messenger god delivered her before Epimetheus, the foolish Titan was overwhelmed by her exquisite beauty - Indeed Pandora was the most beautiful woman ever created!
    "Glorious Zeus feels bad for the sorrow and disgrace that has plagued your family." said trickster Hermes to the Titan. "To make up for it, and to demonstrate that there are no hard feelings toward you for your brother's folly, Zeus presents you with this gift -- This beautiful woman named Pandora, the fairest in all the world, is to become your wife."
    Epimetheus, instantly forgetting his wiser brother's admonitions, eagerly accepted the lovely gift from Zeus and made her his wife. Pandora settled into their large home and took on the wifely duties, baking and spinning and tending the garden. She thought herself the happiest bride in the world as she played melodious tunes on the lyre and joyfully danced for her new husband.
    But Pandora daily was tortured by curiosity. Hey, how would you like to receive a beautiful wedding present, shiny and inviting, only to be told you could never open it? Talk about torture! That's not fair!
    At first she kept the golden box on the table and daily polished it so that visitors might admire its beauty. The brilliant sunlight sparkled from the precious box, beckoning her it seems, begging to be opened.
    So inviting...so inviting...Hera's gift, curiosity, was like a cruel curse. Pandora wondered what the box contained. Her imagination created intriguing scenarios, for the box was so beautiful on the outside, how could it not hold exquisite treasures inside? Surely Hermes was kidding when he said never to open it, he's such a joker, thought Pandora.
    "I bet Hermes really wanted me to open the box," she mused, "he's probably watching right now, waiting for me to look inside so that I can be delightfully surprised and thank him. Surely he's hidden a splendid surprise inside..."
    (Artist Unknown)
    But deep inside her, Pandora knew that her promise must not be broken. Her better sense finally overcame her ardent curiosity and she removed the box from the table and concealed it in a dusty hidden storeroom. This made matters worse - she found herself walking by the storeroom and pausing at the doorway, as if the mysterious golden box was calling to her. Sometimes she would enter the room and hold the box for a guilty moment, then rush out and lock the door. This was killing her!
    Desperate, Pandora took the box and locked it inside a heavy wooden chest. She placed chains around the chest, dug a hole, and buried it in her garden. With great effort she rolled a huge boulder on top of the "grave", determined to forget all about this object of her obsession.
    She couldn't sleep that night. No matter how she tried, her thoughts kept returning to the buried golden box. She put on her robe and went out to the garden. As if in a trance, Pandora found herself drawn to the boulder. She reached out and touched the stone and like magic it moved, revealing the hole. This must be a sign from Hermes!
    "You must never open the box!" As she dug the earth to get to the box, the Messenger god's words rang in her mind. "Never open the box!"
    Pandora wanted to obey the command of the gods, and she really wasn't wicked, but at last she could no longer contain her curiosity. Taking the little golden key from around her neck, she fitted it into the keyhole and gently opened the box. Just a tiny bit, so that she could have a little peek, you see, and then she was going to close it up again. Just a little, tiny peek...It was her wedding gift, after all...
    Bad move. No sooner had Pandora opened the box, that she realized her mistake. A foul smell filled the air and she heard swarming and rustling inside. In horror she slammed the lid shut, but alas it was too late! The evil had been unleashed!
    You see, the vindictive gods had each put something harmful inside the box. All the plagues and sorrows known to humanity were released once Pandora opened the jar. Old Age, Sickness, Insanity, Pestilence, Vice, Passion, Greed, Crime, Death, Theft, Lies, Jealousy, Famine, the list went on and on...every evil, that until then had been trapped inside the gift from the gods, was now loosed upon the earth.
    Illustration by Padraic Colum (1881–1972) fromThe Golden Fleece and the HeroesWho Lived before Achilles, 1921.
    First the scourges stung Pandora and Epimetheus on every part of their body, then the evils scattered throughout the world and mixed with the good, so that they were indistinguishable, and humans had a hard time telling between the two extremes. Entering a house, these monster hang from the rafters and bide their time, waiting for the perfect moment to swoop down and sting their victim, bringing pain, pestilence, sorrow and death.
    Woe was Pandora! The poor girl was terror-stricken at what she had caused, and at this unexpected eruption of evil. But just as she thought all was lost, one little Sprite, a solitary good thing, hidden at the bottom of the jar, flew out.
    It was Hope! Deep down inside the hateful jar was the only thing that has sustained humanity in times of sorrow, pain and misery - Hope. The endless Hope that things will soon get better. And it's this Hope that keeps us going to this very day, our sole comfort in times of misfortune.
    But before you go blaming all of society's ills on poor lovely Pandora, the first woman and the ultimate pariah, first consider the following question: Would you have been disciplined enough to keep the jar/box shut, or would you, like Pandora, let your curiosity get the best of you?
    Hey, if it was MY wedding gift, I'd be opening it! Just so I could send a Thank You note!

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    Sunday, January 01, 2006



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    today's 1st jan... yr 2006... bid gd bye to 2005 last nite... n im into 2006... wow... another new yr again... n mummy's b'day today...

    new yr... new resolution... or rather old resolution... guess everyone who is still studying will have this common resolution as me... study hard n get more A's in the coming new yr... working hard towards my 1st class honors... have a wonderful 21st b'day party... gd r/s with everyone, esp my bf... grow up n tink more maturely...

    bumped into melvin from fraud dept in the office... n he says everytime he saw me... i look a little bit more matured... n a little bit more attractive... happy to hear his compliments but i tink i do grow up... n mature... in terms of thinking... i start to see certain things tat i didnt realise it before... start to think of things tat i've nv wanted to tink of before... (maybe im avoiding) but now i feel like facing it... i begin to know wat i realli wan... n get my thoughts straightened out...

    but i also realise tat saying is easier than doing... thou' i've decided wat i wanna do n noe what i realli wanna achieve but its still not easy to put it into actions... the consequences just scare me off n sometimes i rather remain in my comfort zone thou' it will not solve the probs... but as long as there's no additional probs... it shd be okay with me... but is it realli okay? am i realli prepared to give up somethings tat im already used to it? life's full of contradictions... i still.... haven straighten my thoughts yet...

    spent my last few days of 2005 catching up with frenz... meet jinli n juan last sun... its been sometime since the 3 of us get tog... jinli's moving hse n we went to ikea to view furniture... bought some lamps n curtains... bought KFC for dinner... n ate in his new hse... guess his new rm will be damn cool...

    meet dennis (jun's cousin) for dinner... jun didnt wanna join us coz she has to do her follow ups... so i meet him alone... went to carl's junior... the new american fast food tat sells quite set set meals... but nv try b4... so we give it a try... taste like burger king's burger... just tat the burger is realli much much bigger than the norm... n the drinks are refillable... chit chat for a while... n i realise tat he's realli very gentleman... compared to his buddy darren... haha... thou' its a norm to him to do things for gals... but its not easy to find guys like this nowadays... maybe 1 in 10??? or maybe those guys ard me are all not gentleman... oops!!! i nv mention names!!!

    i realli love hanging out in cafe... drinking hot latte... on a cold night... sitting by the window... having a heart to heart chat, with a fren whom i haven had much time to catch up with for the past 1 yr... thou we always bumped into each other in campus... maybe we shd do this more often... n i shd buy him dinner coz we had a bet tat whoever scored A's will buy dinner for the other person... thou' i noe he very much wanted to buy me dinner... haha... but he's still nice enuff to buy me dinner n coffee... thanx man... next time shall realli be my treat...

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