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Reynald and wife...

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Beautiful view from the top... nice contours...

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Misty day... and Its only 15 deg outside... damn cold...

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I feel so drained out for the past one wk... went for my foundation programme and its worst than studying. and gg to sch or even preparing for exams in uni... its a 5 day course, 9am-6pm... and they teach mi skills and stuffs... and i have to do presentation on the spot... and engage in discussions... and prepare for tests... the test is everyday and I have to go home everyday to prepare the test for the next day... torturing... and I've got to rush for tuition after lesson... den wx will pick me up, go for dinner and I can only start studying at 11pm... sleeping for few hours and having to concentrate for the whole day really drained all my energy... even thou' I sleep slightly more today, I still feel sleepy...

down with flu and sore throat... doc says its virul infection and gave me vitamins, flu tablets, cough syrup and tablets for sore throat... I keep sneezing for the past 4 days... anyway i need lots of rests and avoid fried food... so I've decided not to go to sch tml...

I muz admit Im realli unlucky... been so occupied for the past few wks till I have to skip sch and so on... finalli decided i shd go to sch more often and conc more on my fyp and start listening to online lec, do tut (copy i mean)... and then the machine to generate my sample is... out of service... damn it... but i managed to come out with an excel spreadsheet to do calculations on the compositions I shd prepare for 10g of ingot... lucky i still rmb my mole concept (coz Im teaching sec 3 and 4 chemistry)...

juz came back from dinner with zacc... bought him a leather bag and a Bvlgari perfume for his b'day... hopes he likes it... went to Ju Ju Hokkaido Hotpot... Nice cultery and presentation of food... but portion is small but still filling for me... with desserts and appetizer... slighlt more ex but I tink its pretty ok... quite a lot of ppl actualli....

time to rest...

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@ starbucks wisma...

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Im gg fatter again... managed to lose 1kg after 2 wks of zapping... and then I gained back 1kg again in 3 days at genting... goodness... how come it takes so long to shed a bit of fats and so short to gain so much fats... I wanna get rid of my fats...

Im on very tight schedule this wk... and next wk too... coz I have to attend a one wk foundation programme with AIA... means one wk no sch and from 9-6pm... means I have to cancel some tuition and rush back after 6pm for tuition... difficult to plan my schedule... and now i cant start my fyp becoz of tat... stressed... all i wanna do is to have a gd slp... haven been slping after i come back from genting... and nv realli slp well during the trip too...

I've decided to go to sch for 830 class today... and subsequently, I will go to sch at 830 for fyp so tat I can leave by noon... i tink i have too much commitments... maybe I shd have abandoned some of my kids... but their exams are coming too... not very nice to abandon them... and where r they gg to get new tutors???

gtg for tuition again... update later...

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so embarassing to say... I juz came back from my virgin trip to genting... 1st time gg genting... and I kinda like it... maybe coz I dun wan to tink of school, and tuition and so on... short getaway is always gd... and i love the weather there... 15 deg and I wear my shorts, with my boots and leather jacket, sitting at the outside of coffee bean, drinking hot white choc... feels so cold yet so shiok... haven been so cold b4...

but sad thing is... i lost money in jackpot... but I muz tink tat I didnt lose the money, I juz... spent it... but then if i didnt lose, I can buy more things from KL...

This is my itinery:
Day 1 (Sat): wait for wx to fetch mi... supposed to be 3.15am but then I called him at 3.30am, and he's still slping... he reached my hse at 3.45am... den we drove down to Reynald's place at bedok (near jun's hse)... and Reynald and his wife were shock to see tat we brought such a big bag... its already very small liao... but they are power to squeeze all their stuffs into one small backpack... left Reynald's hse at 4am... drove to JB and on the way, Reynald's car got caught by traffic police for speeding... so suay... but no choice... he could have speeded off... so we are all scared of speeding... I slept in the car coz I didnt sleep the whole day since fri morning... stopped by and ate at KL Mac for breakfast at abt 8am... then drove to Genting... reached Genting at 10am...

went casino to play jackpot... and wx played some card games... but also lose money... so we went shopping and mingle ard... meet up with Reynald and his wife for lunch at Kenny Roger... checked into our room and took a short nap... meet up again at 5pm... casino time again... wx and Reynald won back some money... so Reynald bought a bilabong top and I bought a "Kenny's work" T-shirt for wx... 80RM... but i tink he likes it... KFC for dinner... then casino time again... time to donate some money to the casino... sigh... watched a chinese movie from wx's labtop... Reynald and his wife came over to out rm... after they left, we slept too... abt 2am...

Day 2: morning call from Reynald at 11am... actualli we woke up at 10.30am... but dun feel like getting up... by the time we got ready, its 12 noon... and mi and wx found this indonesian cuisine buffet... 28.90RM per pax... quite cheap and food is gd... so we ate tat for lunch... theme park is the next... 37RM for outdoor theme park... but we onli tried a few rides coz some are realli packed and sad thing is... it gets very misty and even worse, it rained... so we went back to our rm to take a short nap... then shop ard and casino time again... more money donated but wx clocked up enuff pts for a free rm... so he's coming with me and my family next mth... we're planning another trip during the sep holz and he can go pahang to visit his grandma and join me... the rm is onli valid for 2 mths... went to starbucks to drink hot white choc... its reali nice... went back to rm and Reynald called... we tot of giving them a surprise coz wx bought ice wine and we tot of drinking it tog... but shu qing has already slept so we asked Reynald to come over and we finished the bottle...

Day 3: morning call from Reynald again... at 9am and he said tat I told him to meet earlier... am I drunk? How come I cant rmb??? but anyway, since he woke up liao, might as well leave earlier then we got more time in KL... checked out at 10am... drove to KL for brunch... and I muz say... I love chinese food.. been eaing fast food at genting for the past 2 days... no more KFC for me... shopping at Sungei Wang... and big grabs for me... 2 pairs of vinci shoes, one sandals, one pair of shorts, 2 leather bags (one for dad and one for zacc)... not much ladies bags...

drove to the night mkt and bought another pair of shoes... nike imitation but tats for mummy (50RM) and a LV card case for kor... anf a sling bag for myself... looks like everyone in the hse has a gift... so i stopped buying... and we dun have enuff cash... lucky wx reserved money to help his fren buy laser pointer but no more stocks... so i can buy more... hee...

nice dinner at the road side... hokkien mee, and hor fan and lor mee... and we went to eat bak kut teh again... omg!!! i gained wt again... gg to "zap" more "zap zap zap"... drove all the way from KL to JB... reached JB at 11pm... wx went to wash his car... the car is realli dirty after running for 800km... power!!! Reynald went to buy dvd and we met them at the custom... what a coincidence... reaached home at 1am... and grace's car saw us and followed us to my home... so funny... we tot its the taxi driver who horned at us... didnt realise tat grace's car was behind us all along until we turned into my hse car park...

realli tired... but nice trip... the best part is still the shopping part... yeaH!!! shopping's my fav... will post the pics after i get from wx...

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Im leaving for genting in less than an hr... and stupid jason told me all the myths... myths means not true right??? lol... anyway now 7th mth.... so i better be careful... and hor... i tink im so sua gu... coz its my 1st time gg genting... hope will be fun...

anyway im juz gg there to blow wind... time for some get away...

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Im so happy today... and sinful too... coz i bought a dozen doughnuts from doughnut house... i tink its better than pop dough thou' sharon prefers pop dough... anyway i noe i cant finish but i realli wanna buy one of each kind... but there are onli 11 kinds i tink... so i repeated one... the spice cheese and the strawberry heart is not avail... sigh~ but i tink its gd... i love the double choc... white choc outside and milk choc inside... so damn nice... i guess im doughnut freak... i still love the doughnuts in bangkok...

enough of my doughnuts...

look at this "Caught in the Act" http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/viewPost4849.aspx

i aso kena molested before but wasnt tat bad... the culprit juz somehow conveniently place his hand onto my butt... and swirl his hand around... but the train was kinda crowded... anyway i didnt confront him coz I was onli sec 2 i tink... and i tried to move away but somehow the hand aso follow me... i tink now i sure gif the guy a tight slap... this kind of guy shd deserve it...

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the sri lanka crab!!! its so huge...

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The food at Big O... dun drool~

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me and wei siong...

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went ktv with apple and jun on sat... partyworld's promo is $9.80 before 8pm... $13.80 nett after discount... and we sang for 4 hrs... i tink its quite cheap... i dun mind singing again... and jason has the free 4 hrs voucher... me too... who else wanna k with me again???

meet wei siong for dinner... intend to watch 881 with jinli n julius but onli 1st row... so we decided to have dinner at big O... got 10% off coz julius noes the waitress... i ordered the bacon wrapped chicken... wei siong and jinli ordered beef stew and julius ordered some fillet... but all taste very gd... love my main course coz its realli damn yummy... desserts are the best... my choc nastiness is realli nasty to me coz i feel so sinful eating it... warm choc with choc ice cream... fantastic sia...

weisiong bought me a lava egg for my room... but i still got the lava lamp from sharon last x'mas... but this egg is quite wonderful... coz it uses usb to charge the lamp, after which it can glow up to 6 hrs... and the best thing is it changes color automatically... thanks dear...

sometimes i realli tink im kinda mean but I realli hope he can rmb whatever i say... but he choose to rmb certain things tat are unimpt but he cant rmb the impt things tat i said... and i dun like to repeat myself for more than 3 times... so im kinda irritated tat one simple thing i have to repeat at least 10 times... i tink 10 times is realli far too much and im prepared to repeat myself for another 10-20times and he better get it into his brain b4 tat... thou' i told myself i shd accept him for who he is but its realli hard ...i'll keep trying... and i juz hope he's trying to rmb them too...

im realli scared tat he'll be like my dad coz daddy also likes to nag at unimportant things and gif funny comments tat sometimes, i dun even noe if i shd get angry or start laughing... but sometimes, it can be realli embarrassing... i even tot tat maybe one day, daddy will get Alzeimers...

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Go to http://u.mediacorptv.com/hey/ and vote for Kevin Poon Ruinan, NTU EEE... and get friends to vote too...

juz came back from sumptous dinner at Long Beach Marina with my family and wei siong... I love the big crabs... and the live prawns... and the lobsters looks gd... but we didnt order lobster... maybe we shd have some lobster salad next time...

wei siong is really happy coz he feels tat my family treats him very well... and i always tell him they like him more than i do...

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1st time driving to JB... of coz im not the driver... i tink even if I can drive, I aso dun dare to drive to M'sia... Anyway I always tink its unsafe to drive to JB... after so many news on robbery and stuffs... anyway wei siong's fren (grace), who is a gal can drive in alone and come out safely... and the custom guy actualli look at her and told her tat she's impressive... i muz say she is damn daring... but scary thing is, we saw ppl fighting and heard sounds of breaking bottles... and soon after, a lot of cars came to the scene... like some secret society "diao4 zhui4" like tat... so drama...

we went to Hyatt Hotel lobby to listen to music... Grace goes there every wk... i guess the drinks are cheaper and the singer has quite nice vocals... but i tink she cant hit very high notes... juz touch and go... but its a gd place to chill out...

went metro sale on national day with my family... and wei siong tagged along... i've been seeing him for the past few days everyday... and i tot maybe its gd to go out tog... then i dun have to face him 1-to-1...

im trying to get used to having him around... and im glad tat im reali getting used to it... not so much of awkward feel anymore... hopefully things will get better.... he's juz a bit naggy... and his passion for me may juz die off after some time... hmm... i'll gif him 6 mths... i dun believe someone can realli gif mi his attention forever...am i too negative???

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Happy National Day

I muz say... I realli love singapore... reason is becoz... after visiting other countries... esp after staying in shanghai for quite some time... and visited other provinces in china... and watching news of other countries... i tink its really fortunate to stay in singapore... and I'm so proud to be a Singaporean!!!

maybe I should wear red and white out today!!! haha...

juz finish chatting on the phone with wei xiong... maybe i should feel blissed tat he's like a 'bubble gum'... and sticks onto me... but i hope he dun be a 'super glue' glued onto to me tightly... i need some personal space...

I guess im not used to it... or maybe I pretty much enjoy my carefree life... and I dun like to plan things ahead... I always like to do things according to my own feel... but being tog is to compromise... so I shouldnt always make him compromise to me... but looks like Im compromising to him becoz he always planned things ahead and I duno how to say 'NO'... seeing him plan until so happily, how can I be so evil to ruin his plans... but I need time to study and rest... I cant be staying out late till 2am everyday and having to go to sch and rushing to tuition... I'll grow old very soon... Although I dun slp early, I prefer to stay in my room to do my own stuffs... and watch tv... tats the time when I really have some space for myself... so I will cruel enuff to tell him I dun wan to go out and stay at hm... but the thing is, most prob he'll come over with his labbie and watch me do my stuffs...

spoke to jer yesterday and came to a conclusion... we 2 always duno how to treasure gd guys... and always get upset over bad guys... but bad guys aren't worth us shedding tears for them... maybe I should try to make this blissful r/s works... but come to tink of it, izzit realli tat blissful, Im aso not very sure...

honeymoon period, confirm blissful and I will have the full attention... but as time goes by, things may not be the same too... let's see how long can he tahan then...

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do u enjoy being love? or to love someone? is it realli better to be loved, than to love someone?

I always yearned to have someone who loves me a lot... but sometimes, things seems to be too good to be true... and i believe gd things dun last long... am i getting more n more pessimistic??? or after so many failed r/s, i dun have guts to go for another one? am I not putting in much effort or he's putting in too much effort... im still trying to look for the "something" tats lacking... but what exactly is "lacking"???

I feel tat something's wrong with me... i shd feel happy but im not... i shd feel xin fu but i dun feel so... how???

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1st wk of sch... sigh!!! I only went for 2 days... Mon and Wed... my timetable is quite nice... coz lots of empty slots in btw... so I can do my FYP... and of coz it gives me excuses not to go to sch...



meet my FYP mentor yesterday... and got ppl start 2 mths ago... omg... am I way too far behind? But dr liu keep saying take my time... anyway he gave me one big stack of notes to read thru... and i more or less noes what I need to do...



1. prepare sample

2. measure the magnetic prop such as remance and coercivity

3. study the grain size and crystallization using TEM & XRD



so tat'll keep me occupied for 1 yr... means i still have time to slack... haha... im kinda occupied by my tuition... earning money is my top priority now... and of coz i cant sacrifice my studies...



did some catching up with apple n jun... been quite some time since we met... i still love the days in shanghai where we meet up to do shopping and have dinner...went starbucks for coffee... n some gals talk of coz...



meet wei siong for dinner and movie... I dun wan watch mid night show again.. its so boring to stay in town after 10pm... coz everywhere's close and we cant go anywhere... so we ended up in TCC eating cakes and read Straits Times... wow... such a 'wonderful' sat nite... and the show ended very late... so no more midnight... the latest I will try to catch is maybe 11pm...

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